𝐌𝐲 𝐋𝐚𝐝𝐲 | 𝐤𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐭𝐨 ✓

11

'Crack'

Ayato sighed, another pen had just cracked again from his tight hold. every-time he tried to focus on his paperwork, his mind can only go back to her.

He hasn't seen her for awhile, thinking maybe she's still held up on the confession. so he waited for her to return and comeback all normal, acting as if nothing happened.

But ever since (Y/n) left once she got rejected, Ayato was left speechless. the obvious feelings she held, he tried to deny it. the deep love for him was poured out in front of him that night, but all he did was step on those words as if they didn't mean anything.

The words 'i'm sorry' was just an empty apology that held no meaning in them. so when Ayato said those words, he knew, god he knew those shattered her.

When he stared into those eyes that were once bright turn into something so broken, his heart ached. it was like losing a chunk of his heart.

He couldn't sleep that night. all he could do was stare into the wall while laying down, only thinking of her. not his sister, best friend, Chiyo, anyone, just her.

Years of knowing her, Ayato ignored the tingling feeling he felt whenever he saw her sunny smile. those pink lips curving upward along with small dimples peeking. the cooking or pastry she would make for him with love.

(Y/n) reminded him of a small kitten that would follow you around when you have food ready. it was truly adorable indeed. she's quiet, kind, well mannered, and cute.

So why did he reject her so easily?

The reason was because Ayato was scared. yes, the Kamisato lord is scared. scared of being in a relationship with her, scared he will neglect her, and scared he will break her in the end.

Ayato won't admit it, but his heart jumped when he heard the words, 'i like you,' escaped her mouth.

But knowing the consequences, he had to reject her and unknown to (Y/n), he kept his composure while on the inside he was lying to himself.

Flashback

"Have you ever liked me?"

He wanted to say yes, he wanted to embrace her figure and hold onto her forever, cup those soft cheeks and smile lovingly into those gorgeous eyes.

"I don't want to be in a relationship right now."

Stop lying.

"I'm sorry."

Liar.

Then Ayato watched her gaze down with such dim eyes. as he was about to say something, (Y/n) gazed back up and look into his eyes, but this time with wet tears.