Warning: 18+ content
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Who wouldn't be the happiest person alive knowing that they are dating the Black Widow, life is just on your side for once.
Like any other relationship, there is always a honeymoon phase for the first couple months that lets you explore everything there is about each other.
It was exactly the same with you and Natasha, when your eyes met across the room for the first time, you knew this was the woman for you.
She had everything anyone would want in a person, courage, confidence, softness, cuteness and the personality of a cute cat who knew how to use their claws when needed.
Your relationship was pure, everyday with her was like heaven on earth. There was the innocent flirting from time to time and even during missions which annoyed the team but nothing besides that happened.
It didn't need to until you both were ready for something more, the whole relationship was perfect, she was perfect match for you and visa versa.
You thought everything was going great until the horrible truth that you had to come face to face with, you didn't even notice anything wrong between you and Natasha.
She was never distance or acted like that during the relationship which made you wonder which part was real and which wasn't, if she did that with every single person she was with.
You blamed yourself for not noticing anything earlier but with time you understood that there was nothing to look out for, everything was just like always.
Everyday was normal, you would sleep in with Natasha wrapped in you, her arms having a strong hold on you and there would always be a big smile across your lips when you would be slowly waking up.
When you would open your eyes and look up to see her smiling at you already even if her eyes were still closed, soaking up this moment, there was always something about the way Natasha would look at you that made you weak in the knees.
Even if it felt like this relationship was perfect, it really wasn't, yous had your ups and downs but it never broke you like this did.
One thing lead to another and here you are, sat on a couch with her straddling your legs, with her eyes displaying the same pain you had discovered not long ago.
But let's rewind a little, shall we?
You loved everything about being an Avenger, the privileges you had which you were grateful for. I mean who wouldn't be? You were bombarded with fan mail and that made you happier each time reading how you managed to save someone without even physically shielding them from threats.
There were the thank yous, appreciate yous, and of course the I love yous, but you already were taken so those meant nothing to you, not in the mean way, of course you loved everyone who supported you no matter what but Natasha was your girlfriend and was the only person who you would accept the I love yous from.
Just at the thought of her made you smile like an idiot which was typical for someone in love, you would always be glued to Natasha whenever you could.
Dinner events, parties, even something so small like movie night, you would always be holding onto her, but what you failed to notice was one blondes eyes glued to the both of you with pinning jealousy.
Why would you? Natasha never gave you a reason to pay attention to anyone, she always seem have her attention on you and that made you feel special.
Everyone has their doubts whenever they are in a relationships but the redhead reassured you multiple times to the point where you no longer felt weird with people checking her out.
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Natasha Romanoff x Reader
FanficThis is stories I have originally written on Tumblr and thought it should be more advertised.