Love Me Always (Book 2)

chapter 25. Bianca

Finally the weekend is here, my last conversation with Ryder was on Thursday over a silly little mistake where my jealousy took over,luckily we left things on good terms and he promised he'd still see us tomorrow for a picnic in the Park. David has been so excited since he last saw Ryder on Tuesday, secretly I think I've been more excited for tomorrow too, the way we left it on Tuesday with that kiss, it still sends me into a mess thinking about it. I just hope deep down he feels the same way I do, even if he keeps giving me the mixed signals or the flirtatious messages, I want to believe eventually that he will forgive me so we can try again, I wont stop fighting for us.

I've spent most of the week cleaning the flat, decluttering and managed to have a few job interviews lined up for next week.

Picking David up earlier from the childminders yesterday we decided to take a shopping trip to the retail park, there was only one shop and one shop only we wanted to go in.

So today I have David fully dressed and kitted out in his LFC football kit with Jenkins on the back with number 7. Ryder wanted David to come and watch him play today but I sided against it saying it was too soon and to give us more time, luckily Ryder didnt push me on this and respected my wishes so instead we did the next best thing went shopping for a kit and now I have him posing in front of the camera ready for me to send a photo to Ryder before his big match.

Bee:- we just wanted to wish you luck today daddy. Love you. X

I send the text along with the picture of David looking so adorable.

Ry:- awww this has made my day, I love it. Cant wait to see you tomorrow. X

Ry:- ps, that's I cant wait to see BOTH of you tomorrow. X

With that I smile.

"Come on little man, we have swimming with auntie Jade, before you go to Sandy this evening." I grab his hand along with our swim bags.

After dropping groceries round to Sandy at the start of the week and me telling her about myself and Paul, she made so many excuses to spend Saturday evening with David, but I think she did it to get me to go out and enjoy myself.

"Hey." I have over to Jade who's parked up outside the Mounts fitness gym.

"Auntie jaja" David gushes.

"Hey, hows my favourite little boy, have you missed me? " Jade takes hold of David walking him into the gym area.

"So girly, are we still on for tonight, flavour again? Yeah? " Jade smirks.

'Yes, kirstie and Kara will be round mine for 7 then we'll head straight there, I dont fancy going later and waiting in that god awful que now we dont have Paul to use. " I laugh.

"Sounds like a plan, Il grab some bottles after were done here.

We spend the next hour in the toddlers pool, with David in his little blue swim shorts and red armbands helping him learn to swim. We take it in turns holding him while the others in front cheering him on.

Later that evening I'm sat in my living room while kirstie places soft curls in my hair.

"All done." Kirstie turns the straighteners off.

I stand brushing all the creasing out of my red lace dress before looking in the mirror, she has worked her magic my hair looks amazing, it's full of energy with so much bounce to it.

My make up is slightly heavier than usual today, with the smokey eyes look and the bright red lip stick to match my dress.

"Wow, thanks it looks amazing." I been with happiness.