Love Me Always (Book 2)

Chapter 6.Bianca

Passing my keys to Jade to open the front door of my flat, we both go inside.

Grabbing two bottles of water from the fridge, I make my way over to the long corner sofa and slop down on it next to her.

She doesnt beat around the Bush at firing questions after questions at me.

"Slow down will you, one at a time. " I say.

"Fine, ok so Ryder and you dated?"

"Yes, we dated when we we're like 14 for a year or two, then he left me, he disappeared. I found him again when I was 18 we both we're at the same university, we finally got together and then a girl called Sophie did everything she could to split us up and I guess she eventually one, so I left this time." I cry.

"Ummmm i see a pattern, he leaves, you leave, so what next? " 

"I honestly dont know." I sigh lifting my legs onto the sofa.

"Bianca I'm your friend, your best friend and I would never judge you for your reasons on why you left and why you never told him about David. But he has a son and he has a right to know. His missed so much of his life dont let him miss anymore. "

"He will hate me, I cant. You dont understand. " I state.

"Well try and let me understand, let me help you. Just think if this was on the other foot, and you had a child you never knew about how would you feel. " she ask.

"I'd be devastated. " I cry even more, she right what if it was the other way around and I'd missed out on so much.

"But I cant he has a child."

"Sorry, he has a what now?" Jade stares at me blankly.

"That's why I left, he has a child, before we got back together he slept with Sophie and she was pregnant with his baby, I didnt want to let him miss out on being apart of his childs life so I left, but then i found out i was pregnant 2months later." I sigh.

"Hang on, let's rewind, you left cause he was having a child with Sophie? "

"Yes"

"But Ryder doesnt have any children." Jade quickly grabs her phone showing me his wikipedia.

"No he does, Sophie was pregnant. I saw the scan photo she was three months."

"Honestly Bianca, look." She passes me her phone, and it's true there is no acknowledgement of him having a child.
"You say you didnt want him to not be apart of that childs life yet arent you doing excatly the same by not letting him into David's life. " Jade presses.

Dam she good.

"What was Sophie last name do you remember, have you ever looked at her facebook to see if she had a child?" Jade ask scrolling through facebook searches.

"I cant remember I think it was Wilde. "

Jade pushes her phone in my hand, I feel sick, my stomach turns in knots.
I got it all wrong. What have I done?

" It was all a game." I cry endless tears

Her profile picture is taken by the beach, over looking the pier, their all smiling in the photo a little girl with brown curly hair in the centre, Sophie to the left and I gasp in shock, its Josh.
Josh is on the right. A perfect little family.

This could have been me and Ryder if I wasnt so stupid to believe her lies. Josh was always the dad.

"He said it was a lie, he told my dad to tell me it was a lie. I finally get it now." Jade grabs ahold of me cuddling me as I cry so hard.

" Its time Bianca you need to tell him, I'll support you every step of the way." She gentle strokes my hair out of my wet face.

"Its time." I say.

Jade softly wraps a blanket over me and promises to call me tomorrow.

I lay snuggled into the blanket on the sofa and cry my self to sleep.

Waking up to the buzzing of my phone I pat out my hand trying to find it on the coffee table, glaring opening my eyes wider. I see Paul name flash.

"Oh great, this is all I need." I sigh looking at the time on the clock. 7am. Why so early on a sunday, Sandy said i dont have to pick David up until 10am.

"Hello." I groan into the phone.

" So your alive?" Paul voice seems chipped.

"Of course I'm alive. Why wouldn't I be." Sitting up confused.

"You didnt come back to me last night, I left you messages and missed calls. I was worried about you."

"I saw you go off with those men in suits so thought I'd go home instead. "

"What and you couldn't be bothered to say goodbye? Did you go back with James?" Said Paul in a menacing voice  .

"No, where is this coming from?" I find myself getting frustrated at his inusations.

"Well he wasnt the only one who wanted you that night, I heard a few of the football team commenting on you, and I cant blame them when you dress like that showing off  a figure like yours!" His voice  enraged.

"Paul, seriously I went home with Jade ring her if you dont believe me, but I'm not going to sit here and have this conversation if you have no trust in me. You werent even meant to be there I was having a girlie night and I told you I'd spend Sunday with you instead. Remember? " I'm practically yelling back to him now.

" your right, I dont have time for this conversation I have things to do. So dont wait for me for dinner this afternoon." He roars back.

"What but I've told David youl be round to see him, his so excited. " I almost feel like crying again.

"Tell him I had a meeting. Oh and one more thing Bianca I need you in the office earlier tomorrow, I need you to write up a new legal document for a client and I want it on my desk by 11am latest. So make sure your there by 7am to go through everything. Non negotiable."

"But, I cant not 7am my childminder doesnt start until 8am. " I moan.

"Not my problem, his your kid. You sort it or find another job. Simple." Then he hangs up on me.

What the fuck just happened. Did I really just wake up to have that conversation with my boyfriend. He has totally over reacted over nothing, his jealousy has clearly got in the way and now his giving me no choice in the matter.