Love Me Always (Book 2)

chapter 33. Ryder

Shit, my head stings, as I rub my eyes open remembering the vivid memories of last night as I'm laying on the marble kitchen floor, with a mess of sick around me.

"Fuck" I groan out slapping my head at the state of me, what if David comes down and see me like this.

Wanting nothing more than to come home last night and have my girl wrapped safely in my arms, I ended up going to my gym for hours just punching the bag over and over, reliving my anger off Dylans messages playing over in my head, I soon headed back to the kitchen and grab a bottle of scotch drinking my sorrows away at the thought of Bee cheating on me.

Dylan:-make sure you wear something sexy, like you do at work?

Picking up the empty scotch bottle from the floor, I stand in frustration my hold on it a little tighter.

"Wear something sexy tonight."
"Like you do at work. " Fuck you I scream out as I throw the empty bottle to the wall.

"Who the fuck does he think he is chatting up my girl, why is he checking her out at work." I slam my fist down hard on the counter top.

"Why is Bee not putting a stop to it. Why is she allowing him to send her messages like that." My anger at boiling point. I grab a glass smashing it to the wall now.

"What on earth is going on in here?" My mum storms through the kitchen door.

I dont answer, only looking at the blood dripping on the table from my hands where the shards of glass have gone in.

"Ryder, talk to me, what the hell is going on? What's happened? " My mum repeats again.

"What does it look like, I got drunk, pissed and now I'm standing in a heap of sick and glass." I spit.

"I see that, but im asking you why, why are you  being like this? " My mum now comes over to me, cupping my face in her hands. "Sweetheart talk to me?" My eyes glaze over with tears.

"Its Bee, I fucked up." I sigh.

"What do you mean you fucked up? Ryder please tell me you didnt do anything last night." My mums voice raised. "Your just got her back, you have your family dont tell me you did something to destroy it." She shouts.

"No, god no, I looked through her phone, I couldn't help it, I just had a funny feeling."

"And?" My mum asked.

"She's cheating." I yell out.

"What, who's cheating? " Bee now walks into the room with David in her  arms. Followed my Mia and Lucus.

Me and my mum turn around abruptly staring at Bee, my mum looks sympathetic while I on the other hand have a look of disgust on my face.

"David, why dont you come with nanny and we can get you dressed, we're going out for breakfast today with Lucus and Mia, isnt that right? Mia? " My mum takes David out of Bee grip.

"Yes, we certainly are? We're going to get pancakes." Mia chimes to David.

"With ice cream?" David asked.

"Ummm, maybe bananas and chocolate sauce, a little to early for ice cream." Mia giggles at David.

"Come on let's get going before it's too late. " my mum kisses Bee whispering something in her ear. Before closing the door behind her.

"What the hell happened in here? look at the state of the place? Is that glass? And sick? Are you absolutely kidding me right now? Bee spits out.

"That's rich, coming from you." My voice matching hers.