𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗨𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱➪𝑈.𝑊𝑎𝑘𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑠ℎ𝑖

Confessions

I hate to say it but things got busy and I almost forgot to talk to Wakatoshi, almost.

With a redo in mind from our last chat I have high hopes.

"Hello" his voice says from the other side of the phone.

"Hey, sorry I almost missed you." I tell him he grunts.

"I see what your saying, it's fine. I'm about to start my run though."

I frown thinking I've called at a wrong time. "Oh, sorry we can talk tomorrow-."

He interrupts me instead of letting me finish
"Why don't you talk as I run."

I blush softly

he still wants me to talk to him~

"Alright, what am I supposed to say? I mean I've had a big day but I'm not sure you want to hear of that."

I can almost hear Wakatoshi start his run.

"I do. You are very pationate when you speak of your day." He says.

I smile on the other end.

"You sure you don't wanna listen to music than me.?"

Wakatoshi chuckles making my face heat up.

"I choose you."

I take a moment to catch onto his Pokémon reference.

"That's— Sweet."

I imagine Wakatoshi slightly flustered on the other line, he's silent so I can only assume right?.

"Ehm I don't understand?" He says questionably. I laugh at this knowing he understands fully.

"Wakatoshi when I get back can we spend some time together, just the two of us." My heart thumps as I say 'just the two of us'

I honestly can't believe I took that step so casually.. what if he doesn't want—

"Yes, that will be fine."

His deep winded voice echoes through my ears sending shivers down my spine.

"I-I'm glad. I honestly miss being home, things are so hectic here. I forget just how rowdy teenage boys are."

Wakatoshi chuckles "You live with a teenage boy so how could you forget."

I Hmm~ "No, your not like them Wakatoshi. It's a completely different deal with you."

I hear Wakatoshi's steps as he runs and wonder if he can even talk since he's running so fast.

"How is it different f/n?"

Somehow he still seems to speak.

"W-well Your more mature, I mean you and tendou have your boyish moments just because he brings it out of you without you knowing; and really you don't even show any boyish charm just your normal charm."

I frown feeling confused by my own words

"Now I really don't understand f/n"

I laugh at his remark "me too. Your not like them and that's good. I'd rather spend time with you then any boy, Manly! That's what I'm looking for! I think"

I listen as his steps and breathing become shallow but he still manages to answer.
"Well I am a man."
He says a matter a fact

"That's very true. How are you able to still talk to me while your running?"

"I'm a athlete f/n." Wakatoshi replies making me smile.

"Right."
I already knew that. Wakatoshi next actions cause me to take a deep breath in.

"F/n, I want to apologize for the last time we spoke. My actions weren't kind and I usually don't become frustrated so easily. I have come to relize that my actions were due to — Jealousy..."

Wakatoshi says Jealousy in a hesitant tone. I now sit with my mouth gaped.

"I- um don't worry about it. It's just- did you say jealously?"

Wakatoshi Groans "I did. Tendou helped alittle with that diagnosis."

I decide to press alittle further.

"Soo, you got jealous? You realize if you got jealous then that means you have feeling twards me. R-right?"
I give my self props for being bold. Wakatoshi on the other hand is taking longer to answer.

"Nationals.."

Immediately my hopeful attitude disappears.

Of course.. Nationals are all that matter to him.. maybe.

Deciding to go all in i make the ultimate call. With all the courage I have left I decide to confess.

I take a deep breath then blurt out my feelings.

"...I- I Love You Wakatoshi...."

My heart stops and The line is silent and I'm left to wonder if I made the right decision.

"Wa—".

My eyes widen at the sound of nothing, I take the phone from my ear and read the screen.

Call dropped.