I woke up in Wakatoshis bed but it was just me. No wonder I felt less warmth. I stretched only to let out a slight yelp. Looking down at my wrists my eyes widened. "Oh my gosh.."I got up out of the bed and went straight for the door, as I opened it I was met with Wakatoshi him self in his running aperal. I had my hands held out in the same way I did when I stared at my wrists. Wakatoshi looked down and clearly saw them, I tried to hurry by but he stood in my way. The look on his face was far from his normal one, he was mad.. no more than mad.
"Wakatoshi, it's okay.. Tooru-Chan just lost his temper, he didn't mean it." His gaze softened as he looks at me but it turned dark quick
"He had no right to touch you." Although I'm flattered that Wakatoshi cares I'm also scared of what he thinks of Tooru-chan now.
"True.. I was saving my first kiss for the person I loved too.." I mumble looking down. I didn't even notice Wakatoshis stare.
"Tell me what happened, I only heard muffled voices and struggling over the phone before the line went dead. I'm sorry I wasn't there faster."
A soft blush taints my cheeks as I think about if I should tell him.
"Okay.." he doesn't have to know all of it does he? We take a seat on his bed.
"Just what Tooru-Chan did right?"
Wakatoshi nods
"It wasn't his fault Wakatoshi, I honestly never once had seen that side of him, his emotions got the better of him is all."
"That is no excuse. What sort of emotions? Oikawa is usually well composed." Wakatoshi questions
"Tooru-Chan is composed around those he wants to be composed around.. I tried to leave and Tooru-Chan grabbed my wrist so I wouldn't,and that's when He Told me he loved me.." I softly rub my thumb over the bruise on my wrist.
"He what.." Wakatoshis voice hardened more than usual and looking at him I noticed his jaw clinch.
Wakatoshi looked down at my wrist, he gently took hold of my arm moving my wrist into his palm. I watch his expression change, my breath hitched as he gently ran his finger over the bruise.
Then he stopped"I'm sorry did I hurt you."
I meet his worried eyes
"No, you would never hurt me Wakatoshi not even unintentionally. I- felt comfort.. in your touch."
I couldn't believe that just came out of my mouth. Before I could say anything he continued, this time stroking the back of my hand a soft smile and a slight blush on his cheeks.
Holy mackerel
"Very well, if i can bring you comfort"
If he only knew, I wonder what comfort his lips would bring.
"Tell me, After Oikawa.. Confessed his — love for you what did you say?"
Wakatoshi clearly hated what he just said.
"I said I don't love him and I was sorry" I meet Wakatoshis almost relieved gaze.
"You no longer have feelings for him then?" Wakatoshi gaze doesn't leave mine.
"I haven't in a long time Actually. There's one last thing, after I told him I didn't love him.. he kissed me."
This news changed the aura around Wakatoshi
"Are you telling me not only did he harm you physically but he— that guy forced himself onto you!!" Wakatoshis voice was lower than usual but just as powerful. His words shocked me at first.
I frown "Wakatoshi I'm fine! It's okay now."
"It's okay? Is it okay f/n?" Wakatoshi leans closer
"Wakatoshi.."
"If I was to kiss you with out consent, like he did"
this side of Wakatoshi, I really like it. Is he serious? The way his eyes are staring into mine.
I felt myself getting closer, his eyes widened abit and he swallowed.
"That's just it Wakatoshi, Your not Tooru-Chan."
Wakatoshi frowned looking confused.
I sigh
"Out of all things, your confused over that? That is litterily the closest I have come to confessing dang it!"
"Do you want to go somewhere today?" His question caught me off guard.
Is he asking me out?
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