𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗨𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗱➪𝑈.𝑊𝑎𝑘𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑠ℎ𝑖

Seeing Hajime

"Hajime!" The moment I spotted the boy I pretty much tackled him in a hug almost knocking both of us over.

We decided to go to the nearest park and talk.

"Ah, so your here with your mother." We sit on a bench next to a tiny man made pond.

"She said something about going to a shop that is only in this area and asked if I wanted to come along, I would have stayed home but then I remembered that the only best friend I can stand lives in that area." He says sending me a side glance and a small smile. Hajime has always been different with me than Tooru-Chan, if people saw him this way they would probably freak out.

"Well, I'm glad you came." I say with a sigh, the wind blows peacefully as we sit there and soon Hajime breaks the ice.

"He regrets it you know." Hajime crosses his built arms across his chest.

I know who he's talking about, Tooru-Chan has been on my mind and he knows it.

"I had to beat some since into him but he finally admitted it out loud, then he got sappy and I hit him." Hajime frowns his brows.

I let out a slight laugh.

"Hey Hajime, I was afraid to tell you something because I thought you and Tooru-Chan would hate me.." I look down then at Hajime only to get a glare.

" we could ever hate you! We love you!" He immediately blushes slightly at his words.

I giggle "no worries, I know what you mean. But the word 'love' coming out of your mouth does seem abit foreign!" I tease but let out a laugh.

"Oi, dont  make me hit you." He says although he never would.

"Sorry, Sorry." I wave my hand at him dismissing the subject.

He sighs then looks at me curiously "but what is it you are so afraid to tell me?"

"I'm the manager of Shiratorizawa's male Volleyball team." I close my eyes waiting for a negative reaction but..

"I'm alittle suprised, But then again I'm not."  With Hajimes words I look at him.

"You Love Volleyball, when we were kids you would insist on helping both me and trashikawa practice and eventually you began playing with us. You seemed like you liked watching or helping more than playing. You helped crap face with his serve, he improved because of you and your observations. I improved too. We wanted you to be the manager of our team not because you are both crappykawa and my best friend but because we thought you could help the rest like you did us." Hajime truly does have a special feeling, hes full of feeling.

I sigh and look up at the sky "I feel like I'm a hawk surrounded by eagles most the time. I thought I'd hate being the manager or being at the school in general and as much as I hate to admit it, i don't really hate it that much.." I didn't notice how Hajime was looking at me because I was to busy looking at the sky.

"Well, your happy and that's what matters." He looks up at the sky too and before I can argue back he stops me.

"You were smiling the whole time you were talking n/n. You might not think your happy but you are. That makes us happy. However, hows living with that insufferable Ushijima?" All this coming from Hajime means a lot and I probably would have been tearing up but when he asked the last part about living with Ushijima, yea mood killer.. kinda.

"I hated it at first, I love Mikio she is really sweet not to mention she seems firm with Ushijima but he's still her little boy, she's proud of him but she worries and that look in her eye when she does worry is like the look when mom had in her eyes when I would climb on the hay bails at the farm just so I could feel like I was tall.. I feel like I'm missing something though.." 

i look to haijime and notice Hajime is examining my expression.

"Well, I'm sure you will figure it out." Hajime places his hand on my head.

His phone goes off signaling a text.

"I have to go." He says looking at his phone.

He stands up and I follow "Well-" He begins to say something until I hugged him tightly. He hugs me back resting his chin on top of my head.

"So do I give your number to that trash or what?" He pulls back frowning his brows.

"Hajime.." I glare

"I get it." He replies, of course I want Tooru-chan to have my number.

We parted ways both with a smile.