Yandere Killua (Killugon/gonkillu)

chapter 5

~killuas pov~

i wake up to the sun practically blinding me i roll over and try to go back to sleep but i remember im gonna hang out with gon i jump outta bed put on my clothes i picked out from yesterday night
it was a blue turtle neck witha white v-shirt on top of it with medium dark purple shorts with purple converses i run down to eat breakfast "someones in a hurry" i hear kalluto say i just ignore him and eat fast, brush my teeth and hair put on this purfume alluka gave me, it was gender neutral it smelled like cookies, i put it on because gon loves the smell of cookies i look at myself in the mirror one last time and turn the bathroom light off closing the door then my bedroom door i walk down the hall and see alluka ready, kalluto does home school because he isnt a social person, same with milluki.  gotoh opens the door for me and alluka then we get in "you are quite early today and you look happier than usual master killua is there something your looking forward too?" gotoh asks while pulling out of the driveway alluka looks at me dead in the eyes and im staring at her dont you da- before i could finish KILLUA HAS A CRUSH ON GON gotoh looks over at killua. gon as in the spiky haired kid whith hazel eyes? allukas eyes widden MR. GOTOH YOU KNOW HIM? i dont know him, killua talks about him alot and i seen him in person once he smiled and waved at me. he is a very nice kid. gotoh says with no facial expression. alluka wants to ask so many questions about gon and what he is like, alluka cared for her older brother alot. and seeing him happy made her very happy.
gotoh stops allowing us to get out. oh uh gotoh i say causing him to look up at me "yes master killua?" he says with a concerned expression. i talked with mom and dad and they said alluka could walk after school with us to meet gon. do you want too alluka? i ask "YES YES YES!!" she says full of spirit. YAYYY MR. GOTOH IM GOING WITH BIG BROTHER AND GON AFTER SCHOOL!! "very nice, so i dont need to pick you guys up?" me and alluka nod our heads and walk seperate ways im is excited to see gon its hasnt even been half a day and i am longing to see him again. i know i cant talk to him in person. because i will get flushed way too easy i think for a second. oh well lets just hope today goes well i say walking into ms. biskys class and i sit down i wanted to sit next to gon but him being within 1 foot of me made me light headed.

~after ms. biskys class~

i walk into mr. wings class "oh killua i have something to tell you!" i go to him "what is it mr. wing?" i ask generally confused "since you are done with your project and you have nothing else to do you can go to the p.e. room" i nod "thanks" i say walking out

~3rd person pov~

so is he going there? bisky asks coming out of the old library from across mr. wing "yes he is, why do you suggest he goes there?" bisky smirks "no reason~" she says while sipping her coffee

~killuas pov~

im walking towards the gym and i open the doors and look up and i see gon. he was playing basketball he was so pretty i tried to not space out i placed my things down i got out a sketch pad i was sketching what i had an idea of drawing but ever so often i would look up at gon and admire how gorgeous he is. inside and out. he is a amazing human being. he is so pure and my eyes darkned, i will kill anyone who makes him upset. i then shake my head and begin sketching i then feel arms wrapped around my waist it was gon i was sitting on the bleachers and he was sitting one row above me. he looks over and smiles "what are you doing here? im not complaining i promise but doing you have art class?" my heart felt like it was going to  explode he knew my class and when i should be there? he was so sweet i know it didn't seem like a big deal to anyone else but it was beautiful to me i look around my waist and still see his arms i gasp not knowing what to do, i don't want to move i like sitting here like this. but also if i didnt move i would probably die from gay attack i stood up and told him i was going outside for a bit, he smiled "okay! ill be looking for you!" i smile then burry my face into my turtle neck i texted illumi so fast my fingers had minds of their own "illumi im having gay attack ☹️" he replies "what happened?" i sigh and say "i finished my assignment so i had nothing to do in art class so mr. wing told me to just go to the gym and i did that, i seen gon playing basketball and i swear i could not keep my eyes off him he was flawless then we went behind me and wraped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder and i swear i deadass had to step outside bc if i wouldn't have i would have deadass embarrass the shit outta me, and trust me ive done that alot." illimi replies "you sure you guys arnt dating?🤨🤨" i face palm myself softly "im sure pin cushion" that was probably my favorite thing to call him "okay so you guys either are 1 of 2 things
1. dating
2. about to start daiting"
i literally just question this boy. he is my brother? this moron? i then reply "how do you know huh?" sarcastically and he says "now you guys clearly are gay for each other, a blind person could even see that. if he didnt like you he wouldn't do that its common sense" i then sigh "what if he just likes to hug his friends?" i wait for a reply i waited for like 3 minutes i was walking otw back into the gym until i finally got a text "gon looks acts and sounds gay, same goes for you. gon does like to show physical affection i know because ive seen him before not in a creepy way ofc anyways, he gave you his number, asked you to come over and hang out, and hugs you like that and you STILL think he dosent like you?🤨" i was shocked with his response gon did do all of those things but i am a very paranoid person "what if im wrong though?" illumi replied asking me "tell him to come over here tmr. "i asked dad and grandpa they said yes" i gulped gon knew my family was assassins but he wasnt scared by that, he is very understanding but what if he dosent understand this time? "okay i will" i replied to illumi
"okay go back to your boyfriend or whatever you have been out for 5 minutes now" i sigh he is right i suppose i open the gym doors and i see gon sitting on the bleachers "was he waiting for me?" i thought the sound of basketballs were hitting the gym floor causing gon not being able to hear me. i walk over and he was happy i then sat by him and scratch the back of my neck and begin to speak. "its about my family." gons widden "really? what is it about?" i sighed and looked down "they want you to come over tomorrow... they want to meet you..." i say trying not to seem awkward. gon knew about my family and how they were assassins his eyes widdened then he smiled "cool!" thats one thing i will never be able to understand about him, you cannot scare him. you can try and try and try but he will just smile and look right over it i think. then the p.e. coach comes over i think his name was hisoka or something? i then get called over by him. i get up telling gon that it wont be long before im back and he nods. i begin to walk over "what do you need?" i say trying to sound mad but with curiousity running through my mind. "killua right?" i hear him say "tch yeah? cant you tell." i say annoyed of course he knows my name. litterly my last name is zoldyck EVERYONE should know my name. i thought "good luck with gon today~" he says with a wink i wonder how the fuck he knows im even going with gon after school. then again he might not know but assume it. "mk thanks." i say walking away "by the way kil~" he says appearing behind me. before i could even open my mouth to reply he says "good job with retz" i roll my eyes then walk away "how could he know?! he clearly dosent seem to think much about it because i havent been called to the front office for questioning" i think not realizing im back at the bleachers "killua? killua?" i hear then seen a hand wave in front of my face "its time to leave and go to mr. himowari's class" i hear him say "o-oh yeah sorry." damn it i stuttered again. i look over and i see gon holding my wrist while saying "you dont wanna be late!!" i look on his back and see both of our backpacks "he is so sweet." i was thinking then i felt eyes on me so i turned around right before we got out of the gym and seen hisoka smirk "creep." i mumbled when we got out of the gym gon then let go and apologized he  would do things like this often without realizing it "finnaly we ca- OH MY GOODNESS *gon then lets go of killuas wrist* im so sorry!!" gon said while scratching the back of his neck i smiled "its okay" yes i got to say something and not stutter or get embarrassed i praise myself through my thoughts and see my backpack on gons back "oh um if thats heavy for you, you dont have to carry it" he then looks over with a closed mouth and slightly squinting eyes smile "its okay! its not heavy and plus i want to be nice" i was sad because when he smiled i didnt get to look into his beautiful eyes. but i then burry my face in my turtle neck "he wants to carry my things for me" i thought while my face was slowly heating up and i was slightly smiling. "so killua," gon was able to say something but i go "you dont have to call me by my full name you can just call me kil" he then smiles "okay then! so kil, do you have anything in mind you would like to do after school? i have alot of ideas but i dont want to pick everything out because that isnt fair to you" i smile to myself then reply "well my sister wants to meet you, and she is going to walk after school with us IF thats okay with you" i reply while looking down at the hallway the blue tiles were dirty but i didnt want to look up at gon because i knew i would panic just seeing him looking at me happily. he then says "i would love to meet her! and im sure aunt mito would too! i would love for her to walk with us so i get to meet her" he says but then we stop in front of mr. himowari's classroom door. gon then opens it  for me and jokingly says "ladies first" i walk in while letting out a small chuckle then sitting down in my seat i was so hungry i just thought about lunch the entire period not even paying attention to mr. himowari