KISMET

THE MIND LIFTS UP THE TRUTH

JENNIE

"Mama, did you just say no to her? I thought when we talked last time you said that you love Dada so much? But I understand if you really don't want to have her back in your life. I may be blind for a long time but I felt in my heart how she made an effort to win not only you but also us back. And when I got my sight, I saw that she has really been trying to be good to you, Ma. Is she really that bad in the past for her to deserve this? I think this is too much already, isn't it? She deserves a second chance. I love her!" Marcus' little crying voice just slapped me the hardest.

I am now screaming! What did I just told her? Why did I reject her when I know in my heart that I love her so much. I was automatically struck by my realization. Why did I do that? Am I still mad at Lisa? But why does my actions towards her is different from what I think I want?

Jennie, it was an impulsive decision! You should have taken things calmly.

Fear? Jennie, you're even the one asking for her presence and touch most of the time. Do you see any difference? You care for her a lot. You can't even seriously date Eun-woo because you are still so much in love with Lisa. You even tested her so many times. Did she cheat on you again? Not anymore. She even tells you her whereabouts even if you don't ask for it. She tells you every happening in her life even if you don't demand it from her. Jennie, you are not blind to see that Lisa has changed. But because she loves you so much, she accepted that you are still healing and never made you feel accountable for anything. She's with you with so much respect. Lisa has been doing what's right and good not only for you but for your whole family.

About the divorce? Do you really want it? Or there's this little will of revenge coming out from you? You have your own money that you earned. If you really wanted a divorce, you could have done it yourself years back.

"Lisa! Lisa, wait! I was wrong. Lisa, come back!" I ran out of the house.

I felt relieved when I saw her car still here outside.

But my world turned to gray when I saw her body lying on the ground.

"Lisa!" I shouted in fear.

And I saw blood flowing from her head near her temple. She's wounded!

"Dada! No way! This can't be real!" God! I didn't know Marcus followed me here outside. He was not supposed to see Lisa on this situation.

Mikhail came over and covered my son's eyes. I told him to bring Marcus inside the house.

Lisa's family ran towards us and my mother too. I kept screaming while checking her pulse.

"Oh my god! What happened?!" Rosé is so scared. She immediately called an ambulance.

"Lisa, wake up! Wake up, Lisa!" Her mother is sobbing.

I couldn't speak. Her Dad checked her pulse too.

"She still has a pulse but I could barely feel it. Let's bring her now to the hospital. We have no time. Rosé, do not let the ambulance come anymore. I am bringing my child by myself." He is so calm but I could see in his eyes that he is scared too.

I joined them in the car. I kept blaming myself on what happened. Maybe if I did not let my pride take over, this would not happen.

"I suspect her heart slowed down. She passed out and hit her head on that sharp rock near the gutter." Dad spoke as he drives. Too obvious that he is crying.

I could no longer hear my surroundings. All I do now is look at Lisa and pray.

Lord, please do not take her away from us. I was wrong. I can't take losing her!