The Start of a New Year

April 19 2015

So....I fasted again today. I actually passed out and I didn't wake up so I got sent to the hospital and whatever. Luckily I passed out long enough so when I woke up I was able to eat without breaking my fast. Now I'm stuck in the hospital and I'm not going home until tomorrow. Whatever....I like hospital food anyway. This is actually fun, I've always wanted to go to the hospital. Because the treatment is so fun, they treat you like a baby. Yeah. I'd rather break and arm or leg, or get surgery or something....but I guess this is fine. Yeah.

I have meet tomorrow and the whole team is depending on me because the 2 other hurdles can't make it....but I can't make it either....WHAT A SHAME! IT'S TOO BAD THEY WON'T HAVE ANY GOOD HURDLERS TOMORROW. Yeah....too bad. Whatever. We still have another hurdler I think, she's not that good but she's all we have....it would be a shame if something happened to her....no seriously, we wouldn't have anybody to compete in the girls 100m hurdles. Yeah....I bet the team would do better off without me, especially after what happened last meet.....*flips over desk* OMG I'M SO ANGRY! I'M SUCH A FAILURE! MY WHOLE TEAM HATES ME! STUPID 300m HURDLES! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT! I HATE YOU! IT WOULD BE A SHAME IF YOU WEREN'T AN EVENT ANYMORE.....NOT! Yeah whatever.

Ok well my aunt is coming on Wednesday from Morocco. She's staying 3 months....on the other hand my mom is going to Morocco in one week, but only for 1 month. Yeah....well my aunt only speaks Arabic so yeah....that's just great. I hate speaking Arabic.....so annoying....there are some words in English that don't exist in Arabic so just trying to explain it makes me mad....for example....ugly isn't a word in Arabic so if I want to talk about something or someone ugly...I can't....and for your information, ugly is one of my most used words. Yeah....besides, I don't speak Arabic as well as I speak english....in fact, I'm not that good....so yeah I'd rather not speak in Arabic....its hard, and it's tiring, and it's annoying, especially when you're trying to say something but they don't understand.....ITS SO ANNOYING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME ANGRY! *FLIPS OVER DESK* you wouldn't understand unless you speak more than one language. Now that I think about it, I'm pretty sure Ganondorf speaks more than one language too....he'll understand.

Well wish my team good luck at the meet tomorrow....they're going to palisades....sounds cool....THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO THERE BUT COULDN'T....I'm not going to flip over a desk this time....*FLIPS OVER DESK ANYWAY BECAUSE I WANTED TO* Yeah....I might have a problem. Well toots for now!