Sana
Offfffff.
Ugggghhhhhh.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
Uneasiness. I feel uneasiness. There's this weird feeling that I can't distinguish but it's so damn uncomfortable. I feel like crying but that would be weird if I suddenly started crying in front of all these clueless people. And that would put me in the spotlight. So nope.
My coffee is getting warmer. The ice is melting. But I'm in no mood to touch that. I feel so bad. Ughh. Just why - why does this happen to me huh? I swear the world hates me.
"I don't know about others but I don't hate you."
"Ack!"
Offff. This guy. Meet my annoying best friend and my only friend in this huge ass world, Eric. I swear he'll give me a heart attack one day with his jump scares.
"Don't worry, I love you too much to kill you."
"How the hell are you reading my mind?"
"Well if you just stop thinking loudly then I won't 'hear' your mind."
I forgot to mention. I sometimes think loudly - as in say what I'm thinking mindlessly. It's just a trance that my freaking crazy brain loves to go into.
"Hello, are you on Earth?"
"Ai. Just stop. I'm already stressed enough and I don't need you to add on that."
"Ok, enough ranting. Spill already."
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"Tell me *sniff* why ugh- does *sniff* this happen - to-me huh? ugh. He was so nice to her - ahn han -*sniff* why did she have to choose that good for nothing Aaron huh? I don't like this AT ALL."
"Oh my God. Listen, I know how much you were looking forward for them to be together, but San, things don't always go as planned. It's been a week girl. Let's find another drama to obsess over."
"You don't get it. Tell me if Demon Slayer didn't have a happy ending and if Tanjirou died, would you have been as calm as you are now?"
"How could you say that? That's just mean. And it is not the same thing at all. 'You and I' has a happy ending."
"Not the one I want tho. Not just me, Celia and Jackson shippers don't want this too. Can't they just give us and alternative episode or something?"
"I don't think they will tho."
I hate this.
"San, I get it but don't you think you've grieved enough? You even wrote 5 whole fanfics about them! You have to get over it. Just face it, #celison ship has sunk!"
Well that brought me back to reality. Eri's right. It's all over. I have to realise it. Oh my. #celison. It's no more.
"Yo San I have an idea."
"What?"
"Let's have a sleepover. Just like old times. It'll get your mind off this whole #celison stuff. Your place or mine?"
"Let's do mine."
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Cupid's Handbook
RomanceSana was not at all happy with how her favourite drama ' You and I ' ended. She was hoping for the female lead Celia to be with her favourite character and the second male lead Jackson. But one day, she came across a mysterious thing in an antique s...
