Noribiamour✔️

NOTE (must read!)

Warning!
LONG-ASS NOTE.

04/26/22

Daze's:

I'm glad I was able to finish this. The passed few weeks in my life, I admit, I'm not okay... mentally and emotionally. I'm having a hard time getting through the day. To my friends who were, somehow, reading this, I'm sorry I wasn't able to be active in my social media accounts. I was.. I don't know... I'm having anxiety over the fact of just opening FB and Messenger. I'm sorry for my shortcomings. I couldn't even understand myself. But thank you, thank you for staying. I appreciate you all.

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Story's Note:

NoRiBiaMor - Noribiamour

Noribiamour came from an Italian phrase "Non ricambiato amore" which literally means "Not reciprocated love" or love not returned.

Why Italian ang title? Ewan ko rin (hahaha) half Italian kasi si Pyramus kaya gano'n. Atsaka para naman may contribution siya sa title.

Why did I chose it as the title? It's obvious. So, I suggest you not to expect merriment at the end🤭 I'm such a spoilsport.

Ha-ha-ha seriously, I like combining words. So I came out with this (he-he)

Noribiamour was a wild dream of my minor self back in 2020. I wasn't confident writing this story in novel type so I opted for an epistolary one.

The first few chat threads of this epistolary wasn't really carefully, mindfully written. I was bold enough to write some piece of it and started publishing it October of 2020 without nothing of clear path for any of the characters, of the story itself. I was writing without knowing what was the main plot of this but just the connection of the title to the story and later on, I never knew would be the meaning of the whole journey of the female lead.

I have learned a lot of things along the way (I hope you did too)
One would be, 'wag magpakatanga sa love

And... Acceptance is hard to attain.

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All I can say with everything.... Dasha holds a very special place in my heart. And I'm very sorry that things had to end like this ....

To tell you all honestly, I was crying while writing this all, I mean, this last part. This is something I didn't want to write... or anyone to know about... But I feel like I had to...

Sa lahat ng na-encounter ko na relationship... dito talaga ako na-stress ng sobra. Pakiramdam ko ako iyong sinaktan eh. Sobrang nagdamdam talaga ako sa story na ito. I was that too attached and sensitive about this.

But Dasha saved me from the dark.

Sa lahat, si Dasha iyong gusto ko ng pakawalan at tapusin na pero ngayong nandito na nga ako sa part na 'to... parang ang hirap... kasi iyong nararamdaman niyang pain hanggang sa side stories, dala-dala niya eh. (At dala-dala ko rin.)

I don't know.. wala pa akong balak isulat iyong parang "part 2" nito. Knowing na in my story, Into Your Arms, nando'n na iyong half conclusion para sa buhay ni Dasha eh. And I'm afraid.. I couldn't change it.

If you want to know kung anong mangyayari kay Dasha, ten years (or so) from now, I guess, i-read niyo iyong story ng sister niya! Malaki ang papel ni Dasha sa story ng kapatid niya.

Haha, shameless plugging na ito. Into Your Arms is published in GoodNovel app. Completed na po siya at nasa bio ko po ang link. Thank you!

P.s. I felt like my way of saying things are getting better than before. Did my grammar improved?

P.p.s. I'm sorry if may nakikita kayong errors (typo/grammatical) sa first 50 chapters ng story. I'm getting too cringe with it na hindi ko magawang i-edit.

P³.s. of course, may special chapters. Bitin siya sa last kasi may pahabol/special chapters pa. Pero I might spoil you a bit about the contents... don't expect much.

P⁴.s. You are loved.

P⁵.s. thank you for being patient.

If you are hesitating to do something and you needed a push... This is it! Do it! It's now or never! You can never get the same moment twice. Grab the moment! I believe in you!