closed ending — shaun || 4:12
the old memories that crosses my mind
— 🎶
two weeks before the performance, jihoon counted as he looked at the calendar. surely eight days would be enough time. if he wanted to fulfill the wishes of his music mentor, he had to text soonyoung.
his anger took the best of him— that anger that he chose to not control— not only did the three (jeonghan, junhui and hansol) leave to side with soonyoung, he allowed himself to dive head first into the waters that lead him down a different path.
why was he getting annoyed over a girl that wanted soonyoung as a fake boyfriend? why was he getting all pissy and shitty about this?
why was his mind clouded with thoughts of jealously rather than what he could have done to support soonyoung's choice whatever it was.
sure, his heart pained and it sounded selfish but he couldn't help it with his trauma could he?
the boy took a deep breathe, and entered the chat of soonyoung. he muted his phone and once turning on the mobile, saw the array of messages soonyoung had texted.
soonyoung💘
soonyoung💘
i know u don't wanna talk to me, but pls let me explain everything
i promise i would never hurt u hoonie
let me explain pls
soonyoung💘
u muted ur phone didn't u?
it's ok, i understand
text me back once you feel ok
soonyoung💘
i miss u
(a/n: this contact is displayed on soonyoung's phone and not on jihoon's)
my hoonie💞
fine, today at twelve pm.
we have to talk about the performance too.
soonyoung💘
ok, i'll see u soon..?
my hoonie💞
yeah, see you soon.
• • •
i should really change his nickname on this rectangle thing but at the same time, i don't want to.. jihoon thought as he got up from the comforts of his bed and started to get ready.
his clothes only consisted colors of a darker tone, but today he felt a bit new— he wanted something new that outshined his old clothing palette.
something red at least— something that wouldn't clash against his skin at least. well problem one: he didn't have red clothes— all his clothes are dyed in black including his hoodies. problem two: what the fuck is he worrying about clothing?
"you going out somewhere?" wonwoo asked as he watched the younger try to pick out something colorful out of his closet.
"yeah but i can't find what to wear.." wonwoo tossed something over to the producer, which the smaller caught successfully and also questioned when wonwoo was holding this but either-way, it was just what he needed. "here, it was small for me but i think it fits you, i'll probbaly also get a beret from mingyu for you when you find some decent pants to wear." wonwoo replied as he walked out of jihoon's room to find the beret he mentioned.
a few minutes ran and jihoon was dressed with the checkered pattern clothing partnered with black pants. wonwoo came in with a beret and placed it onto of jihoon's hair that was redid from a black to a dirty blonde— sorta similar to soonyoung's hair style when jihoon first met him.
"prefect," was all that left wonwoo's mouth as the two introverts entered the living room where mingyu was playing on his phone, waiting for his boyfriend.
"we're done," wonwoo spoke as mingyu switched off his phone, looking up and facing his best friend that was looking slick in his new outfit.
"looks nice, good luck hoon," mingyu spoke, giving a thumb ups while his hand looped itself around wonwoo's waist which made wonwoo look at his boyfriend.
"thanks," was all that left jihoon as he walked out of the dorm, walking towards the university and thanked himself that he had the borrowed keys to the university, practice room and recording room.
according to wonwoo who still kept in touch with soonyoung— his friends alongside a few friends of jihoon that sided with the older and went to a resort escape for five days and even met seungkwan.
he opened the door to the practice room and surely enough, a boy with a microphone stand danced with music blasting loudly through the room. "you're early." voiced the person soonyoung missed for ages once jihoon abruptly turned off the song.
"yeah.. so.." soonyoung started— gosh this was awkward.
• • •
"look.. i'm sorry— jiyeon is just a friend, her parents are well.. they want someone to marry jiyeon right now and she convinced herself and her mind that she has a crush on me— when in reality, she really likes, cares and adores her best friend." soonyoung started as he faced somewhere else in the practice room as the latter with his dirty blonde dyed hair only stared at him with a poker face but inside his heart was a forest blooming with emotions.
"heonyi is a really good match for jiyeon— her parents just you know.. convinced her that being lesbian— bisexual or gay even is a sin to god—"
"—when love should never be judged and that god sees good in people no matter the gender or sexuality." jihoon muttered and finished soonyoung's sentence for him— it sounded like jihoon just didn't want to hear soonyoung's voice finish it but it was just how they rolled.
jihoon completing sentences from the older when his mind was clogged on how pretty jihoon looked which was the current situation right now, with how pretty jihoon looked— how adorable he looked with a beret on him.
gosh, soonyoung was and is in love with a boy named lee jihoon.
the gemini couldn't hold himself back, he longed for jihoon's touch— just him being cuddly with soonyoung like before— gosh, he missed that feeling of his heart pounding against his chest when he was hanging out in the beach with junhui showing hints and signs that he liked minghao and the younger chinese liked the other the same way— some jealous moments with joshua who nearly glared at any man that stared at his boyfriend, seokmin with lust eyes— jeongcheol and their matchmaking skills getting two childhood friends to finally talk to each other and chan just being there as the child of jeongcheol.
nothing could even compare to jihoon. nothing.
"h-hey!" jihoon's shouts were muffled as his head was met face-first with soonyoung's chest. he couldn't lie— he missed this, the feeling of just soonyoung being touchy with him.
"i missed you so much.." soonyoung whispered as the two laid on the practice room floor with jihoon repeatedly tapping on soonyoung, "soons i can't fucking breathe you fucking log." the younger cursed as soonyoung immediately got up, apologizing.
"sorry!" laughter emitted from both their hearts, days passed like an hour-glass but to this pair of soulmates, they were always the cutest according to fate who did the matchmaking for them.
— 🎶 AUTHOR'S NOTES
i cannot do angst or even drama so this chapter is really shit in my opinion— but this story isn't just that close to ending bcs the hearts&daisies series is just starting!!
verkwan is next in the line-up and this is only like a three-book series so only three couples i'll be focusing, can you guys guess~?
ps: it's five in the morning, i can't seem to sleep so here's a chapter, enjoy.
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