Unequivocally Confused

Spin the Bottle

Dylan had to help me up the stairs to the room that everybody else went in. My heart was beating out of my chest in anticipation. I really hope this works, I thought to myself. Sutton was sitting across from me between Addy and Cory. She hasn't looked at me since I ran away from her and I don't blame her.

"Alright guys, so we play Spin the Bottle a bit differently here. Instead of one kiss, you either have to do 7-Minutes in Heaven, or the person that the bottle stops on, has to say a secret that will stay in the group. Does everybody agree to the terms?" Blake asked the whole group and everybody nodded their heads agreeing. "Okay, babe, you can go first!" Dylan looked at Blake and spun the bottle. Dylan looked hesitant before she took the bottle and gave it a good spin. Around the circle the bottle went and it actually landed on Cory.

Cory looks up with wide eyes and quickly shakes her head. "I'll tell a secret instead!" she quickly said.

I think I heard Dylan let out the air she was holding in a thankful manner. "It's nothing against you, Dylan, I just don't think I'm into girls and your boyfriend is sitting right there." Cory explained .

"No offense taken, Cory." Dyl said. "So what secret do you want to tell us?"

Cory furrowed her brows for a bit as if she was thinking. Sutton then whispered something in her ear and Cory's eyes went wide "That was one time!". I took a moment to look at Sutton. My eyes were still seeing two, but I think it was starting to subside just a bit. I saw Sutton giggle and turn to Addy and whispered something into her ear and they were both a giggling mess. Sutton looks so beautiful and I'm beginning to think that I REALLY messed up by not kissing her. Hopefully, I will get my chance.

"Okay, so I guess since my friend here thinks it's amusing, I will tell everybody that once, and I repeat ONCE, I gave a blow job to a baseball player in one of the dugouts at school during lunch." Cory covered her face with her hand in embarrassment and some of us start to laugh. I had heard of the term "blow job" before but I don't think I know exactly what it entails. Eh, must not be important.

After everybody calms down, Blake took a turn and the game went on from there. There were quite a few people who decided to tell secrets instead of the alternative, so I learned a bunch of things about the people sitting in this circle. There were a couple of people who actually did spend 7 Minutes in Heaven and came out of the closet looking like a mess. When the last couple came out and sat back down in the circle, I realized whose turn it was and I started to panic a bit.

Sutton then grabbed the bottle and gave it a spin. What if it landed on somebody else and they went to the closet? What if it landed on me and I chickened out? My thoughts were going crazy. I looked at Dyl panicked, and Blake shoved a shot in my face. I decided to take it to calm down my nerves and when I looked down, the bottle was pointed right at me.

Sutton looked up at me with a look of anticipation? My heart started beating so fast and Dylan nudged my shoulder asking what I wanted to do. This is your time to redeem yourself. Don't be a coward. I didn't answer my best friend, I just stood up, a little wobbly I might add, took Sutton's hand and went to the closet. I heard the "Oooooohs" before I shut the door. The closet was very small so Sutton and I were standing very closely. I really didn't mind and I noticed the electricity that went through my body when we were close.

"You know, we don't have to do anything. I was really surprised you even decided to do this." Sutton softly spoke, and tilted her head down. I don't know exactly where I found the courage, but I brought my hand up to her chin and raised her head so she was looking at me.

"I already messed up once, I'm not going to do it again" I whispered before connecting our lips. Her lips were so soft and the bolt of lightning that shot between our mouths was a feeling that I always wanted to have. I mimicked her movement, as this was my first kiss and I didn't want it to be too terrible, and sighed when she but her hands around my neck and brought us even closer. My heart was beating so fast and I was running out of oxygen but I never wanted this feeling to end. I wrapped my hands around her waist so our bodies were flush together. The smallest moan escaped her lips and it was, simultaneously, the sexiest and most beautiful thing. Sutton then used her tongue and licked my lip. I didn't know exactly what to do, but I opened my mouth and her tongue quickly invaded.

I tried to keep up with her movements as our tongues were dancing with each other. She then pulled away and starts kissing my cheek, my chin, and eventually she landed on my neck. I have never felt this much pleasure and for some reason, I kind of felt like I peed my pants a little. She kept kissing and licking when all of the sudden she gently bit my neck and a moan escaped my lips before I could stop it. Sutton halted her assault on my neck.

"That was the hottest thing I have ever heard" Sutton says with her bright eyes gleaming at me. I smiled in embarrassment before we heard a knock on the door. We tried to make ourselves presentable as we exited the closet. Dylan was the one who knocked on the door and gave me a smirk before we walked back over to the circle.

I was still in a daze and trying to get my mind out of the clouds, but no matter how hard I tried, I keep thinking about what just happened in that closet. I know I had to look like a tomato, and I'm sure I'll hear a lot about it later tonight from everybody, but I don't care. I just had my first kiss and it was incredible.