Crainslug

Admiration

He's just so perfect, or was perfect too idolising?

"You're cute." He sees him fluster from the comment. Taking his hands and covering his face. A few strands of his brown hair falling down. Crainer smiles and tilts his head. Thinking to himself about how cute and adorable he can be. And yes, Josh always looks handsome and beautiful in Crainer's eyes.

From Crainer's words there was a small tingling feel stirring in his stomach. He definitely was not use to all the affection. He could tell his voice would waver from low to high, so he kept quiet. Nervousness and flusters taking up most of his emotions and physical feel.

Crainer and Josh just didn't say words of admiration a lot. And when they did, they meant it from the very core of their beings. Knowing just how much each took one another's words to heart. After all it wasn't like they showed it much when recording.

"You don't have to hide your face." Reaching out Crainer grabs Josh's hands and puts them around his neck. Making his lover shift nervously. A mouth of no words as he buries his head into Crainer's chest. Not wanting him to see his face, but Crianer takes his hand and cups Josh's chin. Lifting his head to feel warmth radiating from him.

"Why so flustered?" Josh hears. He closes his eyes and quickly pecks his cheek before nuzzling back into Crainer.

"Are you shaking?" He didn't realise it at first, but he was. A slight tremble from his hands and arms. Why was he so nervous? It's just Crainer. It's not like he was going to hurt him or something. Crainer would never.

"You really don't have to be so nervous."

"I know." He whispers into Crainer's chest. "I just...why are you saying all this?"

"Because I love you. Would you rather I not pepper you in affection? Is it too much?"

"No, it's not that. I'm just...I'm not used to being so touchy."

"So then let's get used to it."

"How?"

"Like this. I love your laugh. Now you."

"I like your hair?"

"You don't have say it as a question." Crainer laughs, easing Josh's nerves.

"Hmm...you do have beautiful eyes."

"Aww, thanks Josh." He says before giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"You're so cute when you're flustered."

"I like when you compliment me. It makes me feel better about myself and wants me to work harder to feel better. Like working out and taking care of the apartment, so you feel comfortable."

"Josh, you already do enough for me. Let me do something for you this time."

"Like what?"

"Well, what do you want me to do?"

"Could you kiss me?"

"Always."

They both lean, lips parted slightly, breath mixing in the air before gently pressing into one another. For a moment everything seemed to stop and the passion the two felt radiated through the living room.

"I love you, Crainer."

"And I love you too. Now, what do you want to do?"

"Could we watch a show? Then could we get something to eat? Maybe this time you could make the tea? Then we could play a game or read."

"Of course, anything for you."

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