Mine - A Mewgulf Fiction

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"How does it all happened?"

Mew chose to remain silent and closed his eyes when the doctor was examining Gulf's wounds, asking him the same question, repeatedly.

"Take these."

Mew opened his eyes and tilted his head to look what doctor was giving him. The doctor had some tissues and a bottle in his hand.

"Clean your wounds because I can't do that for you. Gulf's condition is critical as hell. Mew...tell me what happened to him? Only he knows how he's still surviving." The doctor stood up from bed and walked towards Mew.

"I shouldn't be saying this loud but he has 6 bones already broken. Some injuries are fresh from god knows how you carried him here. His muscles are stiff from a really high drug. He has both mental and physical critical effects over his mind."

He leaned down to face Mew completely. Mew could see the amount of worry over the doctor's forehead.

"He's not unconscious Mew. He's still listening everything we're saying or doing. He knows. Its just....his mind isn't responding anymore. You know what it means, right?"

"Y-you mean he's...."

"Yes! He's in coma. Do you now care enough to explain what happened to him? We need high dosage for his treatment but why is there an already high drug inside his body?"

Mew was tired of giving any response. He was badly attacked by the fresh news but he was almost used to it. All the bad news and happenings from last few days or weeks.
When being a good person doesn't did him any good, then telling a lie now, he's not afraid of it anymore.

"He....he got kidnapped." He said while rubbing dipped cotton over his wound.

"What? But why?"

"I....dont know." Mew answered, still refusing to look at doctor. He was already broken enough to deal with the new shits happening in his life. At this moment, all he wanted was Gulf to open his eyes and take Mew's name. And then slowly wrap him into a hug like he used to do.

"We'll try to find out. Don't worry, Mew. He will be fine. I've cleaned his wounds but he needs more plasters. I'll be back in minutes okay? Till then, do one thing." The doctor stood up and took a bottle with brown liquid inside. He then handed it to Mew.
" Apply this softly over the external visible wounds. Please be careful. Make sure he feels less pain. It's already a lot for him to face. " He firmly patted Mew's shoulder. "I know you can do it. For him, you have to. Stay strong and he'll be fine."

Mew nodded and the doctor left. He opened the bottle and dipped cotton into it. He then sat near Gulf and carefully rubbed the cotton over Gulf's arm. He could see the little holes over his arm from the nails. Somehow, he smiled.

"He said you can hear and feel everything...."
Mew mumbled and threw the cotton. He then took out a fresh one and dipped it again.

"Can you feel it?" He asked as he firmly moved the cotton over his chest.
"It hurts, right? You're hurting a lot. I'm still mad at you."

He chuckled again and made a "o" when he accidentally applied a little pressure over the cotton. "Sorry. I didn't meant to. Really!" He started blowing off softly at the place where he applied the pressure.

"Ah...I know! It hurts. Just please be patient. And tell me why did you left me again huh? Do you not trust me even a little bit?"
Mew pouted right in front of his closed eyes.

"Gulf...." Mew stared at him as his eyes became watery again. Tears were back into his droughty eyes.
"You should've trusted me... You should've told me. I should've made you feel safe. I failed. I'm sorry."

".....It's definitely my fault that you trusted Jennie but you never trusted me. Because I never made you feel that I can take care of you. I even yelled at you.
You...." He took a deep sigh to control his threatening tears. "I never asked you about your secrets because I thought you're not comfortable to share. And you'll share whenever you'll feel okay. But I was wrong! I should've asked you. You could've just tell me and this all would've never happened."

He applied the medicine over knees and further legs.

"I miss you...." He sniffed.
"I know you're right here but I still miss you. I miss your voice, your smile, your..."you're mine! No one should even look at you!" kind of attitude. " He chuckled again.
" I miss us, Gulf. Please get well soon. I'm tired of lying. I'm tired of fighting. No matter what you're, no matter who I am, all I need is a new start with you. We can let this all go and meet again. With a new you and new me. Of course, our past will always walk with us but I'll never let it touch you. I promise. And you know..."

He sweetly kissed Gulf's lips and applied the medicine over his lower lip.
" I won't break my promise. I love you Gulf. Just remember it."

He placed his palm over his face and let out his cries. He needed to get over with the tears. He needed to be strong. But he didn't noticed that one tear that slipped through younger's closed eyes.

"It's still hurting, right? It's all because of me. I'm ready to accept all your punishments. Whatever it will be...I'll take it with a smile. For that, you'll have to get well quickly." Mew wiped his own tears and forced out a smile.

"I'm okay, Gulf. But I'll be the best with you. We can even watch Minions. Your favourite Bob. And I promise I won't look or talk to anyone. And Bright is also waiting for you. We will go to that bar. We all will. And we can enjoy. Right?"

He gently ruffled his hairs.
" Your hairs are no more soft. Sorry not sorry. They are dirty and sticky now. But you still look cute. Seriously if you will kiss me right now I promise I'll even lock my hands in your hairs without thinking twice. Don't trust me? You can try."
Mew chuckled but stopped when he finally noticed another tear flowing down through Gulf's cheek. It was the first for him because he didn't noticed it earlier.
"You must be tired. You should sleep now. Doctor said you need a lot of rest. Don't worry I'm here. Im not leaving. Take your time baby!"

With that, Mew stopped talking even though he didn't wanted to. For the first time in hours, Gulf actually gave him a signal and he had a hope now.
He softly patted Gulf's head and ruffled his hairs from time to time.
Hoping that his love gets a peaceful night, sweet dream and a lot of rest.

I literally forgot that I was writing a book lol. 🙂 I was in my own world after the exams got finished. Thanks to the one who commented and reminded me. Your efforts are appreciated love.
I'll update from time to time as my summer breaks have started! Woohoooo! Hahah keep reading cupcakes love ya! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜