In love with a murderer

Chapter 19

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I'm not going to lie, I'm slightly scared of you right now...

MAYA'S POV

"Why the hell is she still alive?"

Nobody said anything, Carina didn't mutter a word, just stared at me as I inched further and further away from her.

She was supposed to kill me.

I trusted her and she was supposed to fucking kill me.

Everything she said, all the things she told me, the things she got me to believe, it all meant nothing, she wants me dead.

"Maya" she sighs as I just run

I thought she loved me, but she wanted to kill me.

Each leg was thrown in front of the other as if they had a mind of their own, taking me to the nearest place, an empty parking lot.

There were a few cars dotted around but not one person, there were streetlights running along the sidewalk as the only source of light due to the time.

I just stood there.

Stood in what happened to be the same place she kissed me, the place where I thought she really liked me, but it was all a lie, it was a fucking lie.

I trusted her with everything, I loved her with every bone in my body but once again, whenever I truly like someone, they turn around and stab me in the back.

I didn't understand anything, what was happening? A guy asks her why I'm alive, she's got to be a spy or something, that would make sense, they sent an assassin to kill me instead of doing it themselves.

"Maya" she tries again, coming up behind me seemingly from out of nowhere but I had zoned out for a while now, so she could've been there for ages

"I- I'm supposed to be dead" I get out, backing away from her

I wasn't scared of her, I don't think I ever could be, I was scared of the guy, he could've given her a gun and told her to kill me, and she would have to do it. I just didn't know, I didn't know anything.

"It's complicated maya" she breaths out, standing directly in front of me

Complicated? You were either sent to kill me or you weren't, make up your mind.

"How is it complicated?! You were supposed to kill me!" I yell in her face

I was just angry now, I wasn't scared, I wasn't upset, I was mad.

"I... I know"

So she was, she was sent to kill me.

I just stared at her for a minute, I can read her like a book now so a part of me thought I would be able to tell if she felt bad or not, but she was expressionless, she didn't look scared or like she felt bad about anything, she was just numb.

"You- you only talked to me to kill me? I thought you talked to me because you liked me, but you never liked me did you, you just needed to fool me so you could kill me!"

"Let me explain!" she yells back, seeming just as scared as I was now, "He's going to come back so let me explain what actually happened before you hear the same made-up shit I heard"

I didn't say anything, just waited for a further explanation, not understanding a word of what she was saying.

"It wasn't just jack" she starts, "There is a group of them, they take girls and torture them for a few months before killing them"