"'Sir you're my mate.' Is NOT on the menu"

Chapter 4

Recap:

My handsome mate put my things in what I believe were my gran closet and turned to look at me.  He waited patiently until I got the grandness of the room out of my system. And let me run and jump in the beautiful bed to ask me…

“So what are the rooming arrangements…” he even had to gal to grin about it………

Aw hell is exactly what I thought…

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Oh hell… I knew this conversation was coming, but did not know that it would come this soon.

As I turn and looked at him, I knew my face was as red as his some minutes ago.

“I- ah- ah- I- well, Um.. I don’t know!”

He laughed out loud, and look at me with adoration.

“Do you want to stay here or do you want to say with me?”

I did not know what to say.

How could I respond…? Without giving the wrong message…?

“I would like to stay here, I um… I’m ok with just being here… You know… Just by myself. But if you want me to stay with you it’s ok…”

“I won’t make you, my dear. If you don’t want to you don’t need to…”

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I hate you! I hate YOU!

YOUR not my mate! I would never have a pathetic bitch like you as a mate!

Please, please, don’t say that, I begged him!

Leave me at once, and never show your face again!

“ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” I screamed as I woke up with a start. I could not stop the tears from falling.  I could not believe the dream I just had!

I was horrible. I don’t have another word for it.

My wolf was whimpering to itself…

I looked at the window and saw that it was opened by the wind.

It was also raining cats and dogs outside, with thunder rigging in my ears. I knew it was stereotypical but I am scared of thunder… just like dogs are….

I closed my eyes and tried to breathe through my nose…

Come on you are a big girl you can get through this horrible night.

It’s just lightning and you know it!

Who am I kidding? You can’t reason with a wolf….. I did not know I was moving until I was facing my Mates wing. I knocked on it until a very sleepy looking handsome, sexy-haired, devil made its presence. He was jawing but woke up when his eyes landed on me. He took in my presence and then his eyes landed on my tears. He surprised me by hugging the life out of me and kissing dove- light kisses in my face. He brought me to his room and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.  I felt so secure in his embraced I did not want to let go.

“What happened dear? Did you have a nightmare?”

I whimpered and said “no. No nightmare. Just being paranoid. I am sorry for waking you up. All I know is that my wolf was panicking about the thunder going on and started walking you way. I know sleep is essential to humans, I really am sorry for waking you up…”

“It’s ok my love. Don’t ever hesitate to come to me. It’s the least I can do after all the pain I have put you thru, since the reje-

“Please don’t say the word. I beg you. It’s too painful. I felt so heartbroken after it. But it also made me bigger, a better person.”