"'Sir you're my mate.' Is NOT on the menu"

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

I looked at Amore while we were on our way to OUR home. Yes, even though it's his family’s home he gave me the deed and said it was OUR home from now on until I finish school. We were on the highway for quite a while. The hospital little Lucia was at was a two hours from New Your City. I still felt like crying, how can a little thing like that be punished by god?

Amore said "I know how you feel, I feel the same way, I mean she's so young and she already has a date for her death. How can something so small have cancer?"

I looked out the window and don't answer. I mean why would I? Amore probably already answered it himself.

Life is just not fair.

Probably it will never be. After fifteen minutes I am so sad and bored just looking out the wondow seeing the same things. All I see is a highway and houses now and then.

I look at my IPhone and plug it in the cars IPhone plug. Turning it on and going to my Music I put it into shuffle.

Puttin’ my defences up

‘Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I’d have a heart attack

Never put my love out on the line

Never said yes to the right guy

Never had trouble getting what I want

But when it comes to you, I’m never good enough

When I don’t care

I can play ‘em like a Ken doll

Won’t wash my hair

Then make 'em bounce like a basketball

But you make me wanna act like a girl

Paint my nails and wear high heels

Yea you, make me so nervous

That I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up

Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up

Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

I think I’d have a heart attack 

Never break a sweat for the other guys

When you come around, I get paralyzed

And everytime I try to be myself

It comes out wrong like a cry for help

It’s just not fair

Pain’s more trouble than love is worth

I gasp for air

It feels so good, but you know it hurts

But you make me wanna act like a girl

Paint my nails and wear perfume

For you, make me so nervous

That I just can’t hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover up

Won’t let it show, so I’m

Puttin’ my defences up

Cause I don’t wanna fall in love

If I ever did that

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