Many May

HEX Angst 2

I want the points from the fluff things, but I can't write fluff without it hurting my soul, so here is this. 

EX POV

     I sat quietly in the void. There was nothing to do, so there wasn't much point. It was just me, the silence, and the love of my life. Hels was laying on my lap, just thinking. Like I was. We used to talk. We used to do things. But there are only so many thing to do. There are only so many things to say. 

     We waited for a long time. Basically forever. Might as well be forever. We were never getting out. You can't die in this part of the void. You don't age. You just sit there until you lose yourself. Until you lose every part that you wanted to keep. 

     I don't know what my name is. I only know the first two letters. The only things I have on myself are those two letters. I know everything about Hels though, just like he knows everything about me. 

     I don't think I can forget him. Not even after another century of separation here. The void tears you apart after a while. 

     A tear fell out of my eye. Those were rare. After a while of crying, it doesn't help. You run out of tears. 

     Hels stirred. We both felt it. The void was taking us away from each other. It was like a routine. We walk around until we find each other again, stay together for a few weeks, then repeat. A never ending cycle. 

     "I love you." I told the fading knight in front of me. 

     "I love you too." He responded. I love his voice. 

     We kissed for the last time before we had to find each other. I started crying more now. 

     "It's ok. I'll see you soon." He reassured me. It still hurt. 

     I never want to be away from him. I never will. 

     Through all the things the void can put you through. 

     I don't regret being sent here. 

     Meeting you Hels, it was the best thing that could ever happen to me. 

     I love you. 

     Maybe one day I can find out how to send you home.