The Girl Group

Possibility of Forgiveness

||Alex's POV||
The car ride was going smoothly. I'm not saying I wanted to sit next to Michael. But if you're really slow like me, you would get a bad seat. I know what you're thinking "But it's Michael! How could you not like him" *in an obnoxious voice* Because of the past, I just don't trust him. 2 out of the band might actually get the love of their lives, while the other 2? Well, Bri and I will probably just find someone ne-
I suddenly feel a hand grab mine. I look up and see Michael holding my hand. I was about to pull away in disgust, but he kissed my hand. I felt the sparks I felt 5 years ago. Don't Alex. He cheated on you, remember? New words and sentences pop up in my mind, reminding me about what had happen in the past. This caused to pull away and move away from Michael. I saw guilt and hurt in his eyes. It never occurred to me that Michael could have been hurt, too. Yet when we were 14 I didn't think any boy would get hurt, because the love of his life, who he was in love with, would get hurt. But that was because I was stupid, and young.
I felt incredibly bad right after, so I tried to grab his hand. But he pulled away. Was I hurt by this? Of course I was! I still love him! After 5 years of moping, I wanted to get him back. But I couldn't. I turned to the window, and I cried. I didn't want to face anyone. Honestly, I wanted to go home. I was hoping something bad would happen so we could go back home. I, suddenly, hear cheering in the back, I looked out and saw that we, officially, have entered Disney Land. I look down at my lap. I wanted to stay at the car. Not caring if I get dehydrated because of the extremely hot weather. I just didn't want to face him. Maybe I could separate from them. We bought our tickets, they went to Disney Land.
"Guys?" I called
They turned around, including 5SOS, I looked down at the ground.
"I'm gonna go to California Adventure, you guys go ahead. I'll meet you guys when the parade starts or something."
I "calmly" say
"What? Why? Is something wrong, Lex?" Maddie asked, stepping forward with Ashton trailing behind, holding her hand.
"No, nothing. Just- just go I'll catch up." I almost yell. I walk away quietly. Someone runs towards me. Thinking it was Maddie I hug the person. After, a few minutes, I look up. It was Michael.
I immediately push him away.
"Sorry" I muttered.
Walking away, towards California Adventure. He runs to me and grabs my hand. I don't understand why I didn't pull away, but I just didn't. He drags me to a ride. The Little Mermaid.
Of course. He knew Ariel was my favorite Disney Princess. That's why when I was 16, I dyed my hair red, like Ariel. It's weird because after 5 years of being broken up, he still remembers the little things. I guess that's why I'm still in love with him. Wait.... Did I just say that? I'm in love with Michael Gordon Clifford?!