𝙏𝙊𝙓𝙄𝘾 𝙀𝙉𝙊𝙐𝙂𝙃

《45》

ManMan
Atlanta Georgia
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"Oh my God what happen virrg" miles said as everyone was looking around ..

"So what we do? Do we comfort him?" Bo whispered as they all still was looking shocked

"Look baby , im so sorry .. give her a chance , dont give up yet .. she needs time to realize that joker is toxic and you're not him.." Mama Loretta got down to my level and hugged me

"Yea , she's scared Michael .. dont give up" kayla said rubbing my back

I was hurt .. ion een do no bitch ass shit .. I gave her all my time just for her to still be inlove with the nigga

She did all this shit about me not knowing what i want but look at her not knowing what she want ..

I got up and grabbed all my shit ..

"Im finna bounce " I said as i left $200 ona table ..

As i was walking out i see nuni come out the bathroom with deelo and tay .. her eyed were red and puffy.. along with her nose , red as well ..

I took one last look at her and scoffed .. I was mad i waisted my time or even my love on her .. this was the main reason i never gave my love out .. i always keep that shit playa ..

Ion een know if i wanna wait ona fr .. Ian finna put my life on hold and continue to hurt myself ina process..

"Micha- its ManMan to you" i said snatching out her hold

"Michael please dont be like this" her ma chimed in ..

Ian wanna disrespect mama loretta .. she made sure i was straight && i wasnt even her son .. but her daughter really got me fucked up..

"Ma I love you , but Ian feeling this shit no mo"

"Baby please let me explain-"

"Explain what kaila , you still in love with the nigga , and you ghosted me cause ian know what i want but look what the fuck you doing"I said ..

She stood there in tears as i walked off and got in my car and drove towards my house ..

I was speeding like hell with tears down my face ..

Ion like getting attached , i never do .. i always put my guard up , but i let myself fall for her ..

I parked my car and got out walking inside ..

I took off my shoes , grabbed some Hennessy out my cabinet and rolled a blunt ..

I turned on some music while lighting my blunt .. I sat back and let my high kick in while i took shots of the Hennessy

The way I came in the game
The image that I had put out
They wouldn't expect me to have feelings
Know it probably don't seem like it
That's why they talk about me like I ain't human
But we all is
But I'm still being me
I'm still in the streets and I'm still thuggin'
Until them niggas put me under, yeah
That's how we livin' and that's how we going out
You hear me? Open your mouth
I say, mama, I'm so sorry
I got ice burn where my heart at
On the road where I had it hard at
How I'm chosen? I'm so heartless, so, so heartless
I ain't know my age, he was 16, they killed Lil Dave
Mind in a rage, I'm way too young to feel this pain
I ain't know how to fade, but I dove in 'cause I'm a man
I love that girl to death, as we get old, our feelings change
I pay for therapy because my thoughts ahead of me
They keep on draggin' me, I play for keeps, they scared of me
I cannot barely, can barely sleep or even breathe
I cannot hold on without you on side of me
I never knew this fame would take the ones I love from 'way from me
I wanna see Kacey bad, but I can't seem to call Nene
Go in with no pen and pad, I got this shit right on my sleeve
Right now my candle burning wax, I'm feelin' like it's burnin' me
I'm just a lonely child
Who wants someone to help him out, oh, oh, ah, ah
Take this pain away, this pain away
Because my head been runnin' wild, wild

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Whew chile he going through it baby ..

Thoughts on nuni ?

Thoughts on joker?

Thoughts on manman?