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"Hey, Lord, you know I'm tired Hey, Lord, you know I'm tired Hey, Lord, you know I'm tired of tears Hey, Lord, just cut me loose Hey, Lord, you know I'm fighting Hey, Lord, you know I'm fighting I'm sure this world is done with me Hey Lord, you know it's true Now the tide is rolling in I don't wanna win"
「 𝘛𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 」
Nuni hasnt been out the house the entire three months .. when she eats its only cereal or small shit ..
She stays in her room the entire time she wont talk to anyone besides her mom and joker.. she only comes out to eat or use the bathroom ..
Yes , she was still in contact with joker .. but she wont look at em sometimes .. she wont let him touch her or nunadet .. the only time she speaks is when her mom makes him bring her food ..
As far as joker , he is madly in love with her.. he knows he fucked up and he'll do anything to change that , but he doesn't think nuni will take him back , so he kinda moved on but didnt tell no one that ..
Jokers love will forever reside in nuni .. if she were to tell him to drop his hoes he would .. no doubt ..
Nuni didnt want anyone anymore .. she wanted to kill herself because the thought of hurting them both was eating her alive .. she thought that everything was her fault .. she didnt wanna live with any of that ..
She hated for someone to be mad at her ..
ManMan was over nuni , but not mentally over her .. he wouldnt take her back but he would be there as a friend if she needed it ..
ManMan moved on , but he didnt love her and she didnt love him .. she was using him for his money and his fame he had ona streets..
Kiya was gone trap his ass , just so nobody would have him && so she will always be ina picture ..
"Kalia" joker said handing her Chinese food ..
"Thank you" she said lowly , looking down..
"No problem baby" he said kissing her forehead
"We needa talk" she said sliding her Chinese food to the side looking dead into joker's eyes ..
"Shit .. i knew it was coming , but i gotta respect her wishes" he thought to himself
"Uh- I Love you && you know det .. but i cant be with you no more .. we are too much for eachother and i think we need to find love in someone else to mature ourself && if we find our way back to eachother then hey so be it .. but dont ever think you cant call or come over whenever you feel like you need someone" she said holding his hands
"I love you more kalia , and i respect that .. i done put you through some shit that'll make you end it all && i cant say iono how you feel cause ive been ditching it out .. if you want ManMan then i gotta let you go be wit em , cause you deserve someone thats gone treat you like you're their world .. you deserve to be loved the right way && im sorry i held you back from that .." he stated with hurt in hus words
Nuni felt it and died ona inside , but she couldnt keep holding onto him cause it was killing her ..
He got up and kissed her one last time ..
"Ima bounce and try to stay out your way .. you need me , call me mamas " he said leaving 500k ona dresser and walked out ..
Nuni shed a few tears but felt relieved ..
She ran the shower and did her hygiene and put on some tights and a swear shirt so she could hide her cuts and heroine bruises ..
Nuni started heroine a week ago from a drug dealer she met on twitter ..
She used to post about her depression anonymously to get semi help since she didnt wanna talk to her people ..
Someone under her post were joking about taking drugs to ease the pain but she took it seriously.. and it was working but she was slowly getting addicted
She walked down stairs passed her mother and kayla making them stop in their tracks .. they were shocked she came out her room for the first time in three months
"Oh my Gosh lemme call the boys-"
"No need im finna go over to michaels ill be back" i said grabbing my keys to my new 2021 rx 350 lexus mama bought me as a comfort gift .
I got in the car , connecting my bluetooth and drove to his house ..
When i arrived i seen an unfamiliar car in hus driveway , but didnt care i was gone get him back and makeup for lost time ..
I walked up to the door and knocked
"Who is it" a girl voice said ..
"Oh hell nah im finna go .. ion have the strength fa this" nuni thought
The girl opened the door seeing nuni
"Guh the fuck you want , he moved on and happy as fuck .. you a lil hoe fa the shit you pulled .. man dont een wanna love my ass" she smirked as nuni grew angry
"Kya who det was-" michael said smacking his lips seeing who was at the door ..
"The fuck you here fa? Where yo nigga" he chuckled looking nuni up and down
"Nun never mind dont worry bout it ima bounce" she said walking away crying
"Yea he fa me ni baby , i sorry" kiya said.
"Mmcht dont get slapped " michael said , wondering what nuni was there for
Michael knew some about her was off .. she lost weight .. she didnt look herself ..
He made a mental note to check ona , not yet but soon ..
