𝙏𝙊𝙓𝙄𝘾 𝙀𝙉𝙊𝙐𝙂𝙃

《49》

ManMan
Atlanta Georgia
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I woke up earlier than nuni , just so i can finish cleaning and getting rid of all the drugs ..

I was trynna do allat before she woke up , so she wont try to take any of em

I gathered all the trash bags and took them downstairs where ma and kayla sat

"How is she ? Did you get her to talk?" Her ma said with worrying eyes

"Nah she ain talking much .. she wont tell me , but she might today now that i kinda told her how i felt " i said as she shook her head

"Allat shit came from ha room?"

"Yess" i said depressingly

"Iono why im shocked hell , she stayed in there for three months .. the first time she came out was two days ago" she said looking back at the tv

"She been in the room for three whole months??"

"Yup , only come out to use the bathroom and thats hardly ever .. im getting worried about ha" kayla added as she looked down at her nails

"Ima figure it out dont worry bout baby sis" i said as i took the trash out gout back into her room..

I went into the bathroom and washed my hands then went into her room closing the door and locked it getting back in bed with her

She fluttered her eyes open .. she looked up at me and look back down and then shot back up

"The hell" i thought

"The hell wrong witchu" i asked frowning up

"Sorry , i had to remember what happened lastnight .. " she said getting up to go to the bathroom

Shortly after she came back with this unreadable expression

"What the fuck did you do with my stuff"

"Nuni im not about to fight with you .. but i threw em away"

"WHYYYY?! THATS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME FROM GOING INSANE MICHAEL .. WHYY?!"

"Nuni youn need that shit bra—"

"Yes the fuck i do .. ion have nobody to talk to ion een have no one around .. "

"Nuni yes you do bra .. tay , ma , deelo , chucky allem folks i just named "

"Tay is going through the same shit but without the drugs , and the rest of em ain gone understand .. "

"Just get out"

"No , sit down and lets talk .. why you doing this?"

She sighed " you want the full story? Or just this part?"

"All of it"

"Okay , the day i found out deelo was in the hospital , i asked you what we were && you said you werent over nyla .. that took a toll on me cause i was completely done with joker then .. I wanted you then and there but to hear you say you wasnt sure about being done with nyla broke my heart && i know we was just fucking around , but your love language towards me made me fall in love with you.."

"Ive never had someone make love to me and continue to show me how to be love afterwards.."

" but anyways , after deelo got out i went home and joker came over .. I actually broke things off with him but he wasnt hearing it .. for the first time joker cried in my arms expressing his feelings.. sooo one thing led to another and yea.. after that i was mad we fucked cause he pulled me back in .. but i didnt want em i was just still in love with him.. thats why i said no cause thats not fair to you"

"These past few months joker has been here trynna get me to talk but i wouldnt .. The last thing i said to him was that me and him are done and i wanna move forwards from him.. that was the day I was finna stop doing the drugs .. it was also the day i came over to your house to tell you all this but yo girl answered the door.."

"I basically do the drugs cause i feel as if i fucked you both over .. it numbs my thoughts and body everytime i feel sad and ion wanna feel sad no more bra .. im tired.." She finished with tears flooding through her eyes .. i pulled her closer to me and held her as she continued to cry

" you ain fuck nobody over .. i shouldve asked where yo head was before i thought about asking you to be my girl.. but at the same time you knew you wasnt gone leave em alone so why continue wit me?"

"I was finna leave him alone .. i was all for you manman .." she explained .. i believe her .. i do .

"Nuni im sorry you going through this baby.. but i think we should still stay friends && if we find our way to eachother then we will do just that"

"I gotchu " she said sitting up off me

"But promise me you gone stop the drugs bra.. this shit ain looking good for you" i said examining her bruises again

"Promise" she said turning over but I couldn't help but pull her closer and cuddle her