𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐈 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃

chapter 16

ashtrays pov:

i hadn't seen mariana all day , i honestly thought she had found somewhere else to stay. but that was until now , when i was sitting in the front seat watching her fall asleep in the back seat.

she had been out partying all day , it was obvious she had been drinking.

she looked uneasy , like she wasn't having a good day.

i felt guilty , which pissed me off. but i felt like she was staying away from me and fez , because of what i did to her dad. but then i don't know , because she was talking to me like nothing happened.

she's so confusing.

i looked at her through the side mirror , seeing her head on the window. she was asleep.

me and fez looked at each other , before he looked back at her and then back to me.

i knew what that meant , he wanted me to carry her.

i rolled my eyes , sighing and opening my door then hers.

i picked her up , carrying her bridle style.

she groaned , putting her face into my chest as i walked inside.

i felt my chest get tight , and my stomach have a weird feeling. the fuck ?

fez walked to his room , as i was about the lay her down on the couch.. but i stopped.
i looked down at her , i feel like an asshole.

she's been laying where i killed her dad , she doesn't know that. but i felt like shit laying her here , so instead i went to my room with her still in my arms , and laid her on my bed.

"you're so lucky." i whispered , watching her get comfortable.

i set both of our phones on my table , looking over at her.

she's pretty , i'm not gonna lie to myself.
but she's.. her. she's mouses daughter , i don't think i should trust her.

"but yet i'm still here."

maybe i could trust her , she hasn't told the cops and she's had every chance to. but i can't.

fuck i hate this. she's making me feel weird , like i have to be nice to her , like i have to make sure she's okay all the time.. and all she does is just live. so i don't understand what it is about her that makes me feel like way.

but like today , when she wasn't here all day my mind went straight to "is she alive" , she is mouses daughter after all.. anything could happen to her.

fez interrupted my thoughts , coming into my room.
"yo.. she sleeping in here with you tonight ?"

"yeah." he looked unsure of the idea , but nodded and walked out.

i sighed , looking back over to her.

"alright.. move your ass over." i said out loud , grabbing her by her waist and moving her to the other side of the bed.

"ash ?.." i heard her mumble as i was trying to get comfortable.

the same feeling happened , my stomach felt weird.

"what ?" i turned over to see her eyes open , looking at me.

our eyes locked , before she closed her eyes again and mumbled "my head hurts."

"yeah well you were partying all day." i kept my eyes on her , even if her eyes were closed.

"why am i in here ?" she totally ignored me.

"didn't want you to be uncomfortable on the couch."
even though she had slept on it ever since she started staying here.

"mm." she hummed , like she was falling back asleep.

i looked over her face , noticing small details i hadn't noticed before.

i closed my eyes , her in my mind as i fell asleep.

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"what the hell ?"

i woke up in the middle of the night , feeling arms around me.

mariana was.. cuddling me.

"what are you doin ?" i whispered , even though she was still sleeping.

i kept them there , feeling weird as i fell back asleep

"this girls doing something to me."

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back to mariana's pov:

i woke up with my whole body hurting , and my arms around someone.

"what the fuck." i mumbled , seeing me sleeping next to ashtray , with my arms around him.

i didn't think twice , i VERY quickly removed my arms from around him and got up.

i was still wearing the dress from yesterday , so i made my way to the living room so i could get some of my clothes and change.

"morning." i heard fezcos voice.

"oh hi." i replied , grabbing comfortable clothes from the bag i had.

"i didn't know you liked to cuddle." he chucked at his own joke.

i felt myself get red , my cheeks were hot.. that's so embarrassing.

"shut up." i shook my head , walking to the bathroom , hearing him laugh behind me.

i quickly changed , then brushed my teeth and washed my face , the makeup i had on my last night was smeared.

i sat down on the couch next to fez , watching tv.

ashtray walked in the living room , looking at both of us.

i looked at fez , seeing me smirk.
i rolled my eyes , shaking my head at him.

"i didn't know you liked being cuddled." he said , before laughing.

i laughed a little , his laugh is funny.

"shut up." i playfully hit his arm , not even taking the chance of looking at ashtray , i was so embarrassed.

"i don't." i heard him speak , sitting down next to both of me and fez.

"you sure liked mariana cuddling you." he chuckled , slapping his arm and turning to me.

"fez." i shook my head , really wanting him to stop.

ashtray didn't say anything after that , we all sat in silence watching tv.

AUTHORS NOTES.

i so wish i could edit so i could make one of these accs 😔😔😔😔

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