Eliza and Felix

Chapter 12

Class ended, yet I'm not sure what to do. Before Felix left to go to his class he told me someone was going to be watching him so he doesn't go near me but I assume where we were at was a blind spot from cameras and teacher's. I walk out of my class and went to the corner where I meet up with Felix. "Please although it's wrong of us to do please kiss me like that every day." He smiled and nodded. His smile. It was the greatest smile I've ever seen and it's wonderful to see it again. I fell into his arms and silently cried. It was wonderful to be held by him again. The two minute bell rang so we had to go our separate ways. We said good bye and went to our classes. On my way to class I saw Henry. He noticed my red puffy eyes and asked if I was doing ok. Before I could answer a girl came from behind him and started touching his brown curly hair. "Oh that's right you two haven't met yet, well Eliza this is my girlfriend Angela." She looked at me with discuss. She probably knows about what happened at the beginning of the year. She probably hates me. Him and his girlfriend went to their PE class and I went to my sixth period. I walked in and sat down in my seat that wasn't for from the door. I hated this class it was my math class. I put my headphones on and put my head down. I shut my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep. I woke up two minutes before the bell rang. I took out my headphones and put them back in my backpack. I thrown my backpack over my shoulders and got up to leave. I headed towards the door to leave but as soon as the bell rang. I sped up to go see him. I love Felix I really do I wanna see him I wanna be held my him. I kept walking faster till I ran. I ran till I met his arms. "Felix! I love you!" That was the moment I knew that would never last. About six months have passed and we were happy and still in love un like most people and we were getting ready to celebrate our nine months and getting ready for the end of the school year. We only had five days left. We were going to have him go to a family member's house so we can spend time and never be separated for the summer. Sadly his parents got very sick and he stayed home for seven days. He texted me asking where we should live and i told him in the middle of nowhere. So me and him would have a very quiet place to hang out and be happy in. It was Wednesday. He was supposed to be back today and yet he wasn't. Fucking liar. Is what I texted him. Yet he never answered. Just yesterday out friend called him and he answered and told me he loved me and he misses me. He sounded happy to hear my voice. God I love him so much. I told him about our finals and when they were so he can prepare for them. I was happy to hear his voice. He means a lot to me. I got home a bit sad that he wasn't at school. But as soon as I entered my room my mother called me. " Felix's mother called me love. She wouldn't stop insulting you and saying there's a picture of another girl and you were holding hand with her and there was a kiss on her hand." " ma that's my friend I do that to Bella to, and it honestly means nothing I'll even send you the pictures." And I did so. "Ok I'll let you go."  She hung up the phone and realized that I had a miss call from Felix. So I called him back but it wasn't him who answered the phone. It was his mother. She yelled at me. She yelled at me so loud that my ears started hurting so much. I don't even remember most of the call. The only thing I do remember is Felix's voice. "Eliza." He said softly. I didn't answer because I knew what was going to happen. "Eliza!" He yelled. He yelled at me. "What!" I yelled back. " it's over." "Fine." A long pause happened after I said those words. The he finally responded. "Fine." His parents continued to talk but I couldn't help myself and just started crying. I stopped listening to them till I decided to hang up on them. I couldn't stop crying, I wanna hug him I wanna be held by him. I wanna cry in his arms. But yet I have nothing of him, only his hoodies shirts and a hat I bought him with his name on it that I was never able to give him. I wrote in a book that I made for Felix to see when we graduate.

Hello Felix
It's May 25th of the year 2022  your parents found out about us again and started yelling at me and you. Your mother even said she was disappointed in you. I feel like this is all my fault. I'm sorry. I know they hate me more now, you might even hate me right now. Don't worry tho. I'll leave you alone. Just  find someone your parents like. Just maybe in another life we'll be happy. We'll have happy kids, and maybe we'll be able to name out kids after your dead brother and grandma. Just do me a favor and be happy. Smile every day even if I can't make you smile. Just smile. If you find someone I'll be so happy for you, I love you Felix, I've loved you since middle school and now your parents will probably never except me. Just know there will be nobody who I'll love more then I love you. Please I beg of you to forgive me. Maybe in another life my darling. I choose to love you in this life and I swear imma love you not only in the next life but in every life I get to come across you In I'm sorry and that's beg for your forgiveness. I love you.