Like a spike in my heart

Hoodie

I was walking home from school and I saw the familiar black haired boy sitting on a wall, Gerard.

"Oh hi Y/N"
"Hi" I responded, sounding a lot more rude than I meant to.
"Heading home?" He asked.
"Yeah, it's really boring. My parents are out of town and Fro can't hang out"
"We could hang out. Only if you want that is"
"Oh- well- uhm sure" I mumbled. "I'd like that"

We walked to my house in silence. Neither of us said anything because we were too awkward.
I put my backpack down and started searching for the key.

I got up with the key in hand and unlocked the door.

"Welcome in" I said in fake British accident.
"Thank you good sir" Gerard responded with the same accent.
We both bursted out laughing as we got inside.
I was laughing so hard I lost my balance and as I tried to get myself together by grabbing onto Gerard, I knocked him down with me.
He fell on top of me and we both just laughed.

After we got ourselves together we realized what was going on.
Gerard looked at me with a shimmer in his eyes, biting his lip. My face flushed red and I scrambled away from him.
The lights were off and it was dark enough for him to not see how red I was.

"Sorry" I said quietly.
"It's alright" he chuckled. "You okay?"
"I'm fine" I said.

I got up from the floor and turned on the lights.

I sat down on the couch and turned on the tv.
"Do you wanna watch something?"
"Sure" Gerard shrugged. "What do ya got?"
"I've got some shitty horror movies" I said.
"Hell yeah!"
I chuckled at his excitement and put the movie on.

He's so adorable and nice but there's something slightly off about him.

I could feel myself getting sleepy during the movie. I rested my head on Gerard's shoulder and he looked at me in surprise.

There's no way I could be with him. He's probably not even gay!

Gerard's POV:

Y/N fell asleep of me while we were watching a movie and I should've gone back home by now.
I took off my hoodie, put it on Y/N's shoulders wrote him a note and snuck out of the house.

"Where were you?" Mikey asked.
"I was at a friend's house" I replied.
"Oh, congrats, you have friends"
"Shut up" I sighed.

I went to my room and shut the door.
"Well that was the most awkward day I've had" I thought out loud.

Your POV:
I woke up one the couch, all by myself with Gerard's hoodie on my shoulders.
There was a not on the table with my name on it.
Hey, you fell asleep during the movie and I had to go home.
And don't worry you can keep the hoodie.
I hope we can hang out again :)
-Gerard
His phone number was written on the corner.
My heart melted, he's so sweet.
But I still think he's pretty straight and I think I would've noticed if he liked me.

I went to my room and changed into my pjs, still not taking off the hoodie.

I am so fucked. I have fallen in love with a straight guy who sees me as a friend.
I'm such an idiot.