Like a spike in my heart

Happy

"You've been there too?!" He asked. "I thought I was going insane!"
"You know the leader right?" I asked.
"Oh him, yeah"
"He's here, at my house"
"Really?"
"Yeah, I can touch him like a normal person"
"Mind if I visit?"
"Sure, the door's unlocked"
"I'll be right there"
He hung up the phone and I looked at the leader.
"Are you insane?" He asked.
"Yes, I am" I shrugged. "Are you jealous because he's 'real' and you're not?"
"No!"

Soon the door opened and Gerard came in.
"I knew it wasn't just a dream!" He yelled, pointing at the leader.
"Wait, stand next to each other for a moment" I said.
Both of the guys stood next to each other and looked at me.
"You 2 look so similar, except Gerard's jawline is much softer and his hair is longer and black"
"What about it?" the leader asked. "Gerard's a vampire and I'm something along the lines of a guardian angel"
"I don't know, I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick so you 2 better behave" I said.

Gerard's POV:

Y/N went to the bathroom and as soon as the bathroom door locked, the leader turned to look at me with murder in his eyes.
"Stay away from Y/N, you're too dangerous and unstable" he said.
"Are you jealous because I'm 'real'?" I smirked.
"Because I can actually have Y/N?"
"No, I just don't want him to get hurt"
"Oh really? Then you wouldn't mind if I kissed him right in front of you"
"You don't have the guts"

When Y/N came back from the bathroom he sat down next to me on the couch.
He started talking to the leader.
I moved my hand closer to his and looked away.
I felt Y/N place his hand on mine and my cheeks heated up.

"What's your name?" Y/N asked the leader.
"I don't have a name, not that I know of, so you can just call me the leader" he said.
"Who or what is Mother War?"
"Mother War is, well, I don't know actually"
"The times I've visited you I never saw the parade itself, where is it?"
"Oh the parade, it's always there, but you can only see it when you're dead"
"So I'll never see the beauty of The Black Parade" I sighed with real sadness in my voice.
I really wanted to see it, I wanted to hear the music, I wanted to walk with the dead.
"Immortality doesn't mean never dying" Y/N reminded me.
The leader looked at me with a smirk that said "I knew you didn't have to guts to kiss Y/N"

I took a deep breath and turned to look at Y/N.
His cheeks turned pink when he realized how close we were.
I grabbed his chin gently and put my lips on his.
"I'm in love with you" He sighed.
"I love you too" I smiled.
I looked at the leader and he looked really hurt and surprised.

"Y/N, I thought you loved me"
"That was just a dream, that was in your realm" he said.
The leader raised his hand and a small cloud of smoke appeared.
It played something that seemed like a video.

"I love you" Y/N whispered, his arms around the leader. In the battlefield.
"Love you too" the leader kissed him and he faded away, he woke up.

"I'm sorry, alright? I'm sorry that you're not actually a person with a life in this realm, I'm sorry I can't love you like I love Gerard" Y/N spoke in a loud voice.
"It's okay, darling, as long as you're happy" the leader smiled sadly with tears rolling down his cheeks. "All I wanted was for you to be safe and happy"