Wish I Was Home

Harry

Louis' tweet was so sweet but it also pissed me off. Why tweet that right after he dumped me and told me he didn't love me?

Louis took all his belongings a couple days after he moved out and he moved in with Zayn.

Fast forward a few months, Louis was still living with Zayn. I didn't see him much except when we did interviews but it seemed we were still drawn to each other. I was angry and bitter at him but he was angry and bitter at the world. His smile was gone. He was a good actor though and was typically his funny and sassy self during interviews but it was like a switch would flip once the cameras were off and he'd go back to the quiet and angry Louis. He also didn't sit by me. He barely spoke to me. He really only spoke to Zayn, it appeared they were getting closer and closer while Louis and I were drifting farther and farther apart.

Then came the Caroline Flack interview. When the interviewer asked me if I had kissed her. There was a kiss however it wasn't as it was portrayed. I kissed her cheek. Louis was being particularly happy that day so when I told the interviewer Caroline was hot I added "Louis too". He smiled and it was the most genuine smile I had seen from him in weeks.

After the interview we stood backstage with the boys and Louis shot me a glare.

"What?" I asked him.

He pulled me away from the boys. "Stop it Harry." He said. "Stop flirting with me. You can't do that, we're not together anymore."

"Why are you even talking to me?" I asked him. "Just leave me alone." I walked around him then stopped and turned to him. "Oh and thanks for the tweet, liar."

"You're fucking welcome!" He said loudly and the boys looked at him.

Zayn walked over to Louis and pointed his finger at him. "Cut your shit Louis." He told him. "We're all tired of it."

"Fuck off Zayn," Louis yelled.

Louis' bitterness had been difficult for all of us to endure. He was always quite sassy but after we broke up he was just mean.

"I won't," Zayn yelled back. That prompted Liam and Niall to come to where we stood. "You've been a twat to Harry and the rest of us for the past few weeks and there's no reason for it. You don't wanna be with Harry anymore? Fine, but stop being an ass."

"I've not done anything! I've not treated him any differently than the three of you!" He yelled pointing at Zayn, Niall, and Liam.

"That's the problem Louis," Liam said and stepped up to him. "You've treated us all like shit since you went and met with Simon," Liam used a calmer voice than what Zayn had been using.

"That's not true," Louis said.

"It is mate," Niall said touching his shoulder.

Louis shrugged Niall off. "Don't touch me." He growled. "Why are you attacking me like this?"

"Oh for fucks sake!" Zayn said moving Liam out of the way and stood chest to chest with Louis. "Tell them the truth. If you don't I will."

"What truth?" I asked. I genuinely wanted to know what Zayn was going on about.

Louis stared at Zayn and I thought he was going to hit him, he looked so angry. "Don't do this to me Zayn. I trusted you."

"Well I wouldn't if it wasn't tearing the band apart," Zayn said. "Now tell them."

Louis wasn't himself and his smile was gone. The Louis I had fallen in love with was gone.

I couldn't let them keep attacking Louis so I stepped up to Zayn. "Zayn," I said and a touched his shoulder. "Just leave it alone. It's fine."