Louis pulled the blankets down and got into bed as Harry turned his phone off and put it on the nightstand. Then he laid down and pulled the blankets up to his chin. Louis turned the light out on his side then cuddled up to Harry. It did not take him long to fall asleep at all. He was comfortable, with Harry next to him, and fully content for now.
Harry however took a little longer to fall asleep. He wasn't used to anyone holding him before he closed his eyes. Allison just turned the lights out and went to bed. If Harry would even try something it was always, "I have my period right now." or "Not tonight i am having tummy problems." Harry's favorite one was, "I have been shopping all day and i am exhausted." He had to admit it felt good, but he was also afraid if he went to sleep, Louis would try something with him.
But as the sun rose and they both opened their eyes to the new day. Harry knew Louis had kept his word. "Come downstairs when you are ready to okay." He told Harry and took off to the kitchen.
Harry took his time getting out of bed. He went to the bathroom then started to look around Lou's bedroom. He smiled at the pictures Louis had hanging up of him with Chris, the wolves, and his friends. As he came out of the bedroom, he followed the pictures. There was a picture of a man and what appeared to be his pregnant wife. A few of Louis when he was little as well as some with Liam. Pictures of whom he assumed were Louis' Parents as well. Then something stopped him. He sniffed. Bacon? Pancakes? Eggs? Did Louis make him breakfast? He hurried past the rest of the pictures to the kitchen. Sure, enough on the table was enough food to feed them and the wolves.
"What is all this?" Harry asked him, surprised but completely and unconditionally happy at the gesture.
"I think i got a little carried away, but i wasn't sure how hungry you'd be." Louis pulled a chair out for Harry to sit down. He thanked him and Louis then took his own chair across the table from him.
"Oh, forgot the orange juice." He remembered jumping up to get it out of the fridge and pouring a glass for Harry and then one for himself.
"I can't even think of the last time someone made me pancakes right out of bed and not me sitting down and having to order them first. Thank you, Louis. These are delicious."
"You are most welcomed. Breakfast is my favorite thing to cook." Louis said proudly.
"It shows." Harry laughed and took another bite of his syrup drenched pancakes. "And you did not burn the bacon. That in itself is a skill."
"It is sacrilegious to burn bacon." Louis tried to sound offended by the mere thought he would even do it.
"Okay Gordan Ramsey."
"Shit, Gordan doesn't have anything on my breakfast skills."
"Can't wait to try your lunch and dinner skills." Harry said without a thought.
Louis caught it though. "Does that mean you are going to stay and find out?"
"Are you asking me too?"
"Are you going to the campsite with me then?"
"Will you stop asking me questions if i say yes?"
"Yes?"
"Was that a question or an answer to my questions?"
"Wait what were we talking about."
"You were just about to ask me to join you down at your campsite for lunch and dinner."
"I was?"
"You were."
"Harry, please will you join me for lunch and for dinner down at the campsite today?" Louis asked, giving Harry big sad puppy dog eyes.
"I would be more than happy to, yes. But first i have to go back to the apartment to shower and get some clean clothes."
"You can shower here or down there if you like. The cabin has hot water and a shower. I will get some clothes you can borrow and a bathing suit if you want to use the hot tub after we go fishing. If you want, that is." Louis was repeating himself. He couldn't believe Harry just agreed to spend the day down there with him.
After breakfast Harry offered to put the rest of the food away and do the dishes so Louis could get things together to take down to the campsite. He packed some of his larger shirts and sweatpants and a bathing suit he knew Harry would fit into. He brought clean sheets for the air mattress and also the bed in the cabin. He pulled his ATV around to the back of the house and started to load it up. He stopped to think a minute then went to go get Christopher's as well. Before getting off of it he ran his hand across the gas tank and smiled, remembering the Christmas day he got it and how happy he was.
"I promise he won't wreck it on you." Louis said out loud hoping Chris would hear him.
He then went around to let the Wolves out and texted Liam to let him know what was up.
'Just had breakfast. Going to take Harry and the kids down to the campsite.'
'Wait you made him breakfast? ...........You had sex with him again didn't you Lou?'
'You do not have to be told everything Liam.'
'You made him breakfast, Louis.'
'Okay fine. I did.'
'Do you remember it this time?'
'I am done talking to you now, Liam.'
'I will be over to eat the leftovers, Louis!'
'Whatever. Bye!'
Louis walked back into the kitchen, which was now spotless and dish free.
"You cleaned the kitchen?" Louis was a tad weirded out.
"You cooked me breakfast. I was the least i could do for you. I have to admit though you did a good job cleaning it up from the other night."
"Please don't remind me." Louis rolled his eyes at the memory. "Come on, let's go, the kids aren't going to stay put for much longer."
"Oh, they are coming too?" Harry said a little uneasy knowing the wolves were going to be so close to him.
"My wolves come everywhere with me." Louis wanted him to know. "Don't worry i will put them on the chains if it makes you feel any better."
"Thank you. It will." Harry was more willing to go down now.
Louis locked up the house and went to get on his ATV, as Harry stopped to look at the ATV waiting for him.
"Was this his?"
"Yeah, but don't worry i already told him you won't wreck it." Lou gave him a slight smile.
"Um i ah i've never rode on one of these before." Harry confessed as he ran his hand through his hair.
"We can go slow. Here let me at least show you how to start it." Louis got off and showed Harry where everything was and how to operate it all. He then got on behind Harry and picked up his hands and put them on the hand grips.
"Let's just ride around the yard for a minute until you get the hang of it okay." Harry liked that idea and went to crank the throttle. Louis almost fell off the back as they went flying forward just a little too fast. He was able to get his hands back on Harrys and stop them before they hit the fence.
"Sorry did not know this little thing had so much of a kick to it." Harry was laughing but a little embarrassed.
"Okay, let's try that again." Louis moved their hands a little and the ATV began to slowly move. They rode around the yard, eventually picking up speed a little bit.
Once Louis thought Harry finally had the hang of it and could handle everything himself, he let go of Harry's hands and wrapped his arms around him instead. Laying his head on Harry's back and scooting just a little closer to him, he held on to Harry tightly as he sped up, getting more and more used to the ATV. Sitting behind Harry, Louis lost himself in his smells and the feel of the body he was holding on to.
Harry felt Louis begin to rub against him. He could feel that the ride Louis was getting wasn't the one he really wanted now. He rode them back to Lou's ATV and stopped next to it.
"I think i got it now. I should be okay to ride down to camp by myself." Harry felt a tad awkward.
Louis came to his senses and got off.
"Lou?"
Lou looked up at Harry with sad eyes. Harry gave him a sincere smile. Louis nodded his head in understanding, picked up Ghost to put him in his lap as he sat back down on his own ride, and they took off in the direction of the creek. The path was paved and flat the whole way down so Harry had no problems. Ludo and Toothless stayed far enough away from the vehicles that Harry wouldn't be scared he might hit one of them.
Once they got down there Louis told Harry he could sleep in the cabin and put the bag of clothes and essentials in there for him. Harry showered while Louis put things in the fridge and then went to set up his tent. The snow was hopefully done for the year and even though there was still a little chill in the air it was a clear and sunny day.
Harry came out and found Louis in his tent. Without asking if he needed help, Harry just started to blow up the air mattress and they both put the sheets on it.
"Want to actually fish, or let the tub do it while we ride?"
"Tub?" Harry asked confusedly and Louis knew he was going to get to show off the hot tub again. He just loved doing it. As always it amazed someone once again and Harry got really excited every time a fish swam into it.
"You have to market these. You would sell millions."
"It was my Uncle Jerry and my dad's idea and design. I do not think they would want it out there."
"Well if you think they ever would let me know. I have a concrete company out in California who would love to start making these." Harry opened the door for Louis to ask him about his other companies, but Lou decided to wait till later.
"Come on, let's go test you out on the tracks." Louis pulled Harry back to the ATVs. "Be right back, I have to go put the kids on their chains.
Once the wolves were secure Louis came back, and they took off to the tracks. About an hour later they finally pulled back up to the campsite. Harry got off rubbing his face and smiling at Louis.
"I can't remember the last time i laughed so hard that it made my face hurt so much. That was intense! I can't wait to do it again." Harry felt alive and full of adrenaline.
"How about we go and check the tub first and get firewood, if you want to eat later." Louis said laughing as he unhooked the wolves. Ludo and Toothless started to play around him. Ghost went running right to Harry, who happily picked him up and scratched his fur. He was licking his face when he suddenly started to squirm and want down. So Harry put him down. But instead of going to play with the others, Ghost took off. He started to run across the bridge to the other side of the creek. Louis went running after him. Calling for him to come back. Harry soon was right behind him calling the pup back as well. Ludo and Toothless at first clueless as to what was happening but caught on and went chasing after the both of them. Louis was fast and when Harry caught up to him he noticed him just standing there. He looked in the direction of where he was glaring to. He then walked over, took Lou's hand, and walked him over to where Christopher was buried. Ghost popped his head up as they approached but then put it back down and continued to lay right on top of the gravesite.
"I think someone wants us to talk to him." Harry said to Louis as he sat down next to the mound of dirt that was just starting to grow some grass on it.
Louis sat down next to him and began to run his fingers over the green blades. "Hi my love. Are you sleeping peacefully?" Wanting to cry the minute the words left his mouth, but he was holding them in.
Harry let him have his moment as he tried to take his own. Toothless and Ludo came and laid down on both sides of Louis sensing that he might need them nearby. Without thinking Harry started to pet Ludo, who was now rubbing into his hand.
"Guess you never imagined me sitting here huh? Let alone here with Louis and his kids." Harry said to Christopher. "A lot has changed, but i think somehow you already know that." They both jumped as Ghost let out a little bark. "You sneaky son of a bitch." Harry laughed as he went and pet Ghost.
"It wasn't supposed to happen, and we are both sorry Chris. I got carried away and just miss you."
"We both got carried away." Harry corrected him.
They sat there and had private conversations in their head with Chris. Louis, trying to figure out his feelings and the confusion in his head. Harry, apologizing for the way things ended with them and about not being able to help with the feelings he was having for Louis.
"You said earlier you had a concrete company?" Lou asked, breaking the comfortable silence.
"One of fifteen actually." He said proudly. "From Washinton state down to New Mexico. A lot of them are construction companies. I have two charter companies. One in Baja and one in Santa Barbara, California. A few quarries, in Arizona, Sacramento, Nevada. Two logging companies in Washington and Oregon. Nothing like what Chris bought and did though. I did not even think about that. I have to say little brother, you hit a home run with those three." Harry directed the conversation to Christopher's grave. "Don't worry i will show Louis how the company can help him run everything and maybe buy more."
"I thank you for your help but i do not think i will be buying anything else. If not, i will be selling a few of them. I really do not want to constantly have to travel and leave home so much."
"Well the company can always help you sell them or maybe we can work something out."
"Is that why you are being nice Harry?" The mood suddenly changed. "He told me you would try this. He told me that you would want the companies." Louis got up and tried to run away from Harry but Harry was quickly up on his feet and grabbed his forearm before he could get too far.
Toothless was having none of it. He went after Harry's arm; Louis turning at the last minute to yell at Harry, screamed in pain as Toothless bit down hard on his forearm.
"Toothless down!" He demanded. Right away the wolf let his arm go and sat down whimpering.
"Shit Louis your arm." Harry said looking at the puncture marks flowing freely with blood now.
"Why? Why would you do something stupid like that?" Louis was in pain and his arm was really hurting him.
"I did not want you to leave. It's not what i was getting at either."
"What the fuck ever. I have to go clean this up. Ludo, Toothless, Ghost, let's go." Louis yelled after the wolves. Ghost got up but stayed at first with Harry as the others left.
"What did i do so wrong?" Harry asked him. He looked up to him, gave him a little growl then ran after his family.
When he got back to camp, he found Louis in the cabin washing his arm off in the sink. Harry started to open the cabinets around them looking for a first aid kit. "What the hell are you looking for? Get the hell out of my cabinets and stop being so damn nosy." Louis threw the wet towel he was using at him. Turning the water off Louis went over to the closet and took out a first aid kit. He began digging through it but ended up dropping things everywhere.
"May i please help you?" Harry asked him.
"Haven't you done enough?" Louis growled back at him as he dropped the whole kit on the ground.
Harry bent down and started to pick everything up for him. He then sat on the bed and took out the antiseptic to spray it on Lou's arm. "Son of a fuckin..........." Louis belted out then bit his lip. Harry was as gentle as possible with him as he blew on the open wound. He then put disinfectant spray on a gauze pad and covered the area so that he could wrap the arm up with an ace bandage.
Once it was secure, Harry kissed the injured forearm then went to put the first aid kit away after taking out a pack of Aleve, and getting an ice pack out of the freezer for him. He gently laid the ice pack over his forearm and opened the pills to drop them into Lou's hand. Then went to go get him a glass of water to help swallow them down.
Louis took both, down the pills and the whole glass of water, and handed it back to Harry. "Thank you." He told him.
"Yeah, you're going to need them." Harry put the glass on the side of the sink and came back and sat down next to Louis on the bed.
"Why do you think i want the companies Chris left you?" Harry had to know.
"He warned me about you. Said you would be pissed off that he left me everything. And that you would try your damnedest to get them back."
"The main company, i cannot lie, yes i want. It is my family's company." He got a little defensive talking about it. "But Louis, i have fifteen companies of my own that take up way too much of my time that i can't even enjoy all the money they are bringing me in. There's no way i can take on any other places right now."
"Then why are you here Harry?" Louis looked up to him and wanted an honest answer.
"For you." Was all Harry told him. He took a chance and moved a piece of Lou's hair away from his eyes, then lifted his chin and pulled it towards him. Not knowing what he was looking for exactly in the ice blue eyes he was looking at, but he caught them looking down to his lips then looked back up a split second later. Harry went for it, not caring what the consequences afterwards would be. It all started out so gently. Louis' lips were so soft and wanting as he opened his mouth and allowed Harry's tongue to explore it.
Louis went to take his head into his hand, Harry went to hold on to it forgetting about the fresh wounds. Lou jerked away and cursed to the heavens as pain ripped through his body.
"I am sorry. I am so sorry." Harry panicked.
Lou caught his breath and stood up. "It's okay." He said quietly as he took a couple of deep breaths to compose himself. "We have to go and get firewood if we want to eat tonight." He just said and walked out of the cabin.
Harry ran his hands through his long brown hair in frustration. Thinking maybe he should just leave. He came out of the cabin and was going to tell Louis his decision when he noticed Louis knelt down next to Toothless and whispered into his ear as he hugged him. He then ruffled the wolf's fur and playfully rolled him over. Toothless got up to bark and jumped around playing back with him. Ludo soon joined in the fun, but Ghost came over to Harry and stood up, putting his oversized pup paws on his knees. Harry couldn't help but to pick him up and tickle his tummy in his arms. He started yapping, catching Lou's attention, then licking Harry's face.
"I think your pup here is hungry. He is trying to eat me." Harry laughed trying to put Ghost down but he wouldn't let him.
"I guess we better hurry up with that wood then huh?"
Night started to fall as they finished eating up their fish along with some vegetables Lou brought from home. With everyone's bellies now full, Harry and Louis sat around the fire throwing tennis balls for the kids. They were making comments here and there to each other but not really having a full conversation. Louis got up to empty the tub. Already taking what fish he wanted from it and putting them in the freezer. He then hit the heater switch and filled it back up.
"I am getting in the hot tub. There are a pair of swim trunks in the bag on the bed, if you care to join me." Louis told him as he walked into his tent to change into his own pair.
Harry thought for a minute. 'He doesn't want me to go away then?' He thought as he got up to go to the bathroom then put on the trunks Louis left him.
He came out and already found Louis in the hot tub. Laying down on the wall lounge and just letting his fingers float through the water as his hurt arm was propped up on the outside ledge. Harry took the other one, kicked his long legs up, and put his head back under the water. It drowned out everything around him as he opened his eyes to the peaceful setting around him. The only light was that of the fire and the tiny bulb from the cabin's porch light. He looked up and let his mouth fall open. He never really took the time to look at the stars. Not many places in California without any lights to really see them. But seeing them now took his breath away. There were so many of them. Twinkling and happily shining so bright in the dark sky.
"Unbelievable, isn't it?" Louis asked but Harry did not clearly hear him because his ears were both under water.
"I am sorry, what was that?" Harry asked him, lifting his head out of the water and looking over to him.
"All this." Louis gestured to the sky. "It is unbelievable isn't it. One of my favorite things about being down here."
"I never saw the sky so alive before. Yes, it is incredible." Harry took another second to gawk at them. "What are your other ones?"
"Too many to say in one night. The tub, the swim hole, the willows, the trees, the peace and quiet, the tracks Chris surprised me with and had made for my birthday last year."
"Chris had the tracks built for you?" Harry wanted him to keep talking about his brother and create some sort of conversation between the two of them.
"Well, the boys helped also. Chris used the same people to design and build them as he did to do Throttle. He used his logging company to cut down and haul away the trees."
"How did you not notice all this was going on down here. Surely you would have seen the trucks?"
"Christopher and i went up north. He had to visit the fishery, then we drove down to 'Twists'. Stopping here and there in between to see a few things and spending the night."
"Was it a good distraction?"
"One of the best things i ever did in my life. Granted i haven't done many but this is up there with what i have.
Harry stopped asking questions as he saw the smile across Lou's face. He let him live through his memories then Lou asked him. "What was he like when he was younger?"
Getting a smile across his own face, Harry swam over to Louis and curled up to him. Louis put his good arm around him. "Well to begin with he was always a funny kid. The more he made others smile, the more he smiled. He always did things his own way. We were really close. Always playing tricks on the teacher's in school trying to convince them i was Chris and he was me. It only worked a few times but then they all caught on after a while."
Harry went on to tell him only the happy stories from their lives. Out of respect for his brother he left out the not so happy parts. The ones that changed Chris for the worst after Ms. Ella died. Certain things Harry was saying made Lou think of something Christopher did with him and they would compare stories about him, which made them both laugh. As Louis got to know what Christopher was like before he knew him, he also got to know Harry. Which deep down he was really happy about.
"Can i ask you something and i understand if you say no."
"Depends on what it is. You might be surprised i may say yes." Louis tried to ready himself for what was to come.
"Can i please look around Christopher's apartment? I swear i will not take anything or break anything." Harry went for it thinking now was the best time as any.
Louis looked away from him and seemed to be staring out blankly into the darkness of the woods. "I can not go in there. I'm not ready for it yet. I do not know what i even want to do with the place."
"It's okay, I understand." Harry was a little hurt though happy it wasn't a flat out no.
But Louis wasn't done talking about it. "Maybe i can ask Liam, Niall, or Ed if they can show you? I'll ask when they have a day free to go in with you."
"Thank you, Louis." Harry said. Now completely happy with how the whole day went minus the Toothless incident.
"It is getting late though. So, i am going to head to bed. The wolves will be chained and in their room for the night before i go, so if you want to stay out here a bit longer, in the tub, or by the fire, you will be safe. He hugged Harry one last time before he jumped out and wrapped the towel around him.
Harry decided to get out as well but he went to sit by the fire. Ghost came over and jumped in his lap, then curled up and closed his eyes. Once Louis got Ludo and Toothless hooked up, he turned the jets and heater off on the hot tub, and came to get Ghost from Harry. But the wolf pup wasn't having it. He began to growl and nip at Louis.
"Okay then stay out here and get lost. You're going to be cold and lonely though without your brothers." Again, Ghost gave him a little growl and then curled up into Harry's lap. "You okay with this little shithead staying with you? Not sure he's gonna go with me willingly tonight."
"I will watch him like he was my own." Harry promised Louis as he began to pet the soft fur of his new best friend.
Louis went to turn to leave but stopped like he wanted to say something else to Harry. But all he said was good night to the both of them then went and zippered himself up in his tent.
Harry stayed outside for another good forty five minutes or so. He watched the fire die down and turn into just red embers as he tried to stop his brain from thinking about anything and everything. "I think it's time for bed killer." Harry cradled the pup in his arms and they went into the cabin to go to bed.
After a few hours, Harry gave up on sleeping though. It wasn't the bed itself. That was actually pretty comfortable for a bed in a cabin. His mind kept going to Louis. He wondered what he was doing in his tent. Alone and by himself. Was he having trouble sleeping as well?
Being unaware of what he was doing, Harry began to rub himself under the sweatpants Louis had let him borrow. His body once again winning, over his brain.
"Come on little one, let's go see what your dad is up to." Harry picked up Ghost and walked out of the cabin. Once outside though, Ghost went to do his thing. "Hurry up then, do what you need to do." Harry whispered loudly to him. But instead of coming back to Harry, Ghost went and started to bark and scratch at the tent, now wanting to be with his brothers. This made Ludo and Toothless go crazy as well, wanting to get out.
Louis put his book down and unzipped the tent flap almost like he was waiting for him. "I told you, you'd be back." Ghost barked at him, came over and let Louis pet him then went to paw at the flap of the extension to be let in with his brothers. "Let's just let them out to go okay." Ghost barked at him again and went running out of the tent. As he stepped out he heard Harry yell at him from the porch of the cabin.
"Sorry we woke you up but someone missed his family. I could have stopped him but i was afraid to get to close to the tent for fear of being eaten by the other two."
"It is all good. I was up just reading anyway. Is the bed comfortable enough for you?"
"Very. But I just can't sleep in there. I keep staring at the ceiling."
"I have a deck of cards if you want to come over and play a game or two of something."
"That's okay. I will let you get back to your book." Harry turned to go back into the cabin and maybe masturbate until exhausted so he can finally sleep.
"I can't sleep either." Louis hollered over to him hoping to stop him from going back into the cabin.
Harry walked over to the tent, "I guess a game or two will help us both out."
"Go ahead and go in. I have to chain this lot back up and get them back in the tent." Louis held the flap to the tent open for Harry to go in.
A few minutes later Louis came in and forgot about the cards. He laid back down on the air mattress and pulled the covers over him. Harry, who was waiting for him on the end of the mattress to play cards, was going to say something but changed his mind and instead just turned off the solar lamp, pulled the covers down behind Louis and got into bed with him.
Feeling him up against the back of him caused Louis to grin, it was like he almost knew what Harry was up to and what he wanted. And he was more than willing to give it to him.
Louis rolled over so that he was now face to face with Harry. Harry smiled at him. Louis nodded his head in understanding and his smile grew a little more. He began to run his fingers through Harry's hair and curl it up around them. Harry's fingers were trembling as he let them glide up and down Lou's bare ribcage. Untangling his fingers, Lou ran them down the front of Harry's t-shirt. Finding the bottom, he moved his hand under it to let his fingers explore his skin. He moved them around to Harry's back and lightly scratched it. Watching Harry's face for a reaction. Harry moved his body closer to Louis. His top leg now over Lou's bottom one, as he let his fingers now mimic Lou's fingers. Louis took a chance and brushed his lips tenderly against Harry's. His hands began to pull Harry's shirt up and over his head, throwing it somewhere in the tent.
Louis wanted to be gentle with Harry knowing that technically this was going to be his "first time". He could already feel the tenseness throughout his body. As if he had to show Harry what to do, he began to take his sweats down completely and off. Harry got the hint and got rid of his too, then rolled onto his back. Hands by his sides, stiff as a board.
Before joining him, Lou knew there was lube and condoms in his rucksack from when Chris and him used them. Taking out two and the bottle he put them on the side of the air mattress. Moving gently against Harry and being cautious of his forearm, Louis initiated his seduction of Harry's body. He touched him as if he was going to break and shatter like glass if he was not careful with him.
Harry pulled his knees up and let them fall to the side, as he felt the wandering fingertips make their way up his inner thighs. Louis stopping to open and put a condom on his one finger as well as some lube. Making sure the dollop didn't fall off onto the sheets, he carefully carried it on his finger tip up to open Harry. Harry allowed Louis to do what he needed to do as he closed his eyes and steadied his breathing. Once again, his body gave itself over to Louis. It was rocking onto Lou's fingers and letting out sighs of pleasure.
"Lou." Harry called for him. And pulled him on top of him.
Louis took the condom off his finger and nestled himself between Harry's legs. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Louis asked him before he pushed himself in.
"My body does, yes."
"Does your mind want to though, Harry?"
"I think so." Harry wasn't completely sure any more now that it was all so close to happening. "Will you be upset if i changed my mind and i want you to stop?"
"Why on earth would i be mad? How this goes is all up to you Harry."
"Yeah?" Harry smiled at him.
"Yeah!" Louis smiled back and shook his head yes.
Harry brought his head up for a kiss, to which Louis was more than happy to give to him. They were still sweet, almost innocent like. Then the pressure came along with the hurt, as Lou waited for him to adjust, after he entered him.
"Does this ever not hurt like this?" He asked, scrunching his ass around on the bed.
"Eventually your body gets used to it if you do it enough but when you go without it for a while it comes back. Stopping like this is always a little uncomfortable and intrusive, but your body will adjust once i start to move."
"Please do so soon then." Harry begged and Louis obliged him.
The feeling it gave Harry made him want to crawl up the tent behind him. He was not expecting it to feel like this. The pleasure shocking him, his body not knowing how to react.
"SShhh calm yourself." Louis was rolling his hips slowly into him with long strides and pulling out. "Focus on your other senses. Hear me." He whispered into Harry's ear. "Feel me touching you." He let his fingers run up his lifted thighs. "Feel my tongue on your skin." Lou drug his tongue down the side of his throat. "My breath in your ear." Harry's body seized up as he felt the hot breath blown into his ear.
"Lou." Harry barely got out again.
"I got you. Don't worry i got you." Louis told him then took him over the edge.
Watching Harry unravel under him pushed Lou to focus on his own pleasure now. Still afraid to break him, he held off completely giving into his body's screaming for more of Harry, he took what he could and that was really all he needed. As his lips took over Harry's. His nails dug into the sides of his tights.
"Lou. Be mine Lou. Make me yours." It was this time that Harry locked his lips to Louis' and pulled him in close to him. The pure sexual arousal of it all sent Louis crazy as he let himself go.
When Louis finally laid down on his back Harry draped himself over him. His head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you too much, did i?"
"You did something but hurt me wasn't one of them.
Louis wasn't sure if Harry's words were a good thing or a bad thing, but he wasn't going to get an answer because Harry was now sound asleep. Kissing him on the top of his head then wrapping him up in his arms, Louis whispered to him, "I will always be yours now and yours alone."
Three days later and Harry is still getting shit from Allison for not being around the two nights he was with Louis. He didn't feel the need to tell her where he was nor was, he just going to volunteer the information. She was threatening him that she was going to go home, and he can stay in this shit hole by himself.
"The court date won't be until the end of the month. Why are we staying here anyway?"
"Allison, just stop. You are making matters worse."
"Me? How the hell am i making things worse? You are the one who keeps disappearing and ignoring my texts and phone calls."
"You never have a problem with me disappearing for days back home and not telling you where i go."
"Back home i have friends, a car to drive when i want to, and places to go,"
"I told you to go rent a car. You are the one who refused it."
"And i told you there is nowhere to go. Are you deaf and daft now?"
"Yeah, and this is exactly why." He walked away from her to get in the shower. Only she followed him and continued the nagging.
"Look, if i take you out tonight will it make up for everything?" He asked, popping his head out of the shower.
"Are you going to act like an ass all night?" She snipped at him.
"Are you going to act like a total fuckin bitch the whole night?" Giving it right back to her. Like always she ignored him. "Because if so, you can spend another night by yourself and i will happily leave again."
Seven years almost he has put up with this. He bought her things to make her happy and she stayed around to keep him company. At one point when they were younger Harry would have told you he was in love with her and did actually want to marry her. That is after all why he proposed to her. Now he did not even think they could be considered friends any more at this point and wondered why he even wanted her around. But anything is better than being alone, right?
Allison Berk was a twenty three year old petty little rich girl, whose daddy was owner of one of the top telecommunications businesses in the country.
She spent her time making tik toks, snap chats, and posting things on Instagram tagging clothing designers, perfumes, beauty products, and accessories like the designers or companies sent them to her as free gifts, when in reality she was just buying them with Harry's money and trying to get them and other people online to notice her. Daddy's name always got her into big swanky parties. Her coke habit and attitude pretty much got her kicked out of half of them. She was for sure going to be the next top model of the internet world. Or so in her mind she thought. But what she really turned into was an over privileged ugly ice queen.
"I keep hearing about this place called Wonderland. The place looks pretty fun online. Maybe we can go there. I do need to upload some new pictures."
"If it shuts you up then fine. Now go find a restaurant so we don't spend all night arguing about one." He told her, then went back to his shower. If he told her, it was Christopher's place, he knew she would change her mind and start bitching again about "nowhere to go".
He stood there after he rinsed off and the warm water rolled down his skin. Memories of what Louis did to him. Did for him. Flooding into his head. He took himself in his hand and started to picture Louis in the shower with him. Oh, how he wished he was here with him right now. Taking him against the wall as the shower soaked them both. He has wanted to call him just to hear his voice all day, but Allison was always right there next to him like a damn leach.
'SShhh calm yourself.'
'Focus on your other senses. Hear me.'
'Feel me touching you.'
'Feel my tongue on your skin.'
'My breath in your ear.'
Harry could almost feel his breath again blow into his ear.
Moaning loudly and having to grab the shower bar to keep from falling over, Harry's orgasm hit him hard and rocked his body.
Within seconds his blissful bubble, was popped when once again Allison was at him.
"Did you just jack off in the shower? Seriously? You better clean that shit up. You know how it clogs the drains." Without saying what she came in to say in the first place, she turned around shaking her head and whispered under her breath as she left, "Fuckin pathetic."
Harry lightened up a little once they skated around the rink a few times. It might have been the drinks they had at dinner or just being back in Christopher's place again. Every time they went around again Harry was seeing more and more details on things. Some things even Liam missed pointing out. Allison was also having a pretty good time. She loved the place, and it gave her great backdrops for her pictures. Which she was stopping every few minutes to take. Her and Harry were holding hands when they came through one of the skate tunnels and ran into to Liam and Niall.
"Hey Harry. What are you doing here?" Liam said and shook his hand.
"Allison and i are having a date night." He told him and Harry pulled her close into his side.
Liam gave him a weird look but kept his thoughts to himself. "Hey, so are we. This is Sofie. She was my nurse at the hospital." Liam was happy to introduce her.
"This is Heather." Niall said to him and hugged her. "Best blind date ever." She giggled and held her hand out to shake Harry's. "Is this lovely little thing your sweetheart?" Heather asked moving to shake Allison's hand as well, but she turned her nose up at her and looked at Heather like she had the nerve to think she was going to shake her hand.
"I am his fiancé." She had no problem correcting her.
"Well okay then then. It is nice to meet you, Harry." She said and ignored Allison.
They were all standing around just chit chatting when Allison finally remembered where she saw Liam before. "You are the guys from the bar? Aren't you? The ones that told me and Harry we had to leave." She looked at Harry. "What the hell? Why are you talking to them like they are old friends?" Harry never told her he was hanging out with them. It was none of her business.
"We had dinner one night and hung out talking about Chris." Harry didn't really lie but did not really tell the truth to her either.
"That's where you have been going when you disappear huh?" Not even waiting for him to answer she turned around and yelled over her shoulder. "Whatever. I am going to powder my nose. Go get me a drink."
"Someone's full of themselves, isn't she? Sofie said to the group and shook her head.
"Yeah, sorry about that. She is not really a people person." Harry was embarrassed and did not know what else to say to them. "It was good to see you guys again and ladies nice to meet you two as well but i have to get some drinks. Have a fun time on the rest of your dates." Harry told them and was just about to turn and leave when Liam stopped him.
"You might want to avoid around the office. Louis is also here." Liam whispered close to his ear so that only Harry could hear him.
"Thank you for the heads up." Harry was grateful Liam let him know. They shook hands and both went skating in the opposite directions.
It was a little late on the heads up, as Louis had already seen them on the security cameras. Not honestly knowing how to feel about seeing them together as they laughed and skated around the rink. He saw as Liam said something to him and watched as Harry skated away in the direction Allison had gone. Checking the camera, he saw she was heading into using the bathroom and then noticed Harry skate up to the snack line. He left the office and found Harry leaning on the counter waiting for his order.
"Hi" He leaned in next to him and said, scaring the hell out of Harry. He then ran his hand up the front of Harry's thigh. "Out on a date, are you?"
Harry pushed his hand away and looked around hoping Allison did not see him do it. "I can't do this right now with you Lou."
Louis looked at him with narrowed eyes. "Be in my office in fifteen minutes Harry or else."
Harry went to protest but Louis was walking away as Allison skated up next to him on the other side. He paid for their drinks and then carried them over to a table to sit down and take a little break.
"I think i am done skating for the night. I do want to get a few more pictures in and then we can leave okay."
"That's fine. I might go check out the arcade or the batting cages while you are trying to impress your friends."
"Oh, Harry don't start. Here, go take my skates back for me and grab my shoes." She told him and put her dirty skates right on the table in front of him.
He did as he was told and got his own shoes as well. He dropped Allison's on the ground, for her to put on, then told her he would meet her by the front door in thirty minutes.
Within two he was knocking on the office door waiting for Louis to open it. The minute he did, Harry was on him. He had him off the floor and devoured his mouth.
"I want you to take me now. On the desk, in the chair, on the floor, i don't care, just take me." Harry was pleading with him as he undid his pants and went back to kissing Louis.
"You're not prepped Harry. I am not going to lie to you either, it is going to hurt." Louis stopped him for a second to tell him.
"I do not care," Harry kissed him again then turned and bent himself over the desktop.
Louis took his pants and briefs down, spit on himself for a little lube, then gently entered Harry from behind.
Louis was right it did hurt a little, but Harry did not care. " Not like that." Harry told him. "Don't be easy on me. Make me feel everything. Make me feel you for days after." He said and started slamming his ass back into Louis.
That got Louis going. He stood on his tip toes and let Harry have it the way he wanted it. Louis did not last more than a few minutes though and Harry never got the chance to cum. Louis went down on his knees to finish him, but Harry brought him back up to kiss him as he was pulling up his pants, fastening the button, and zipping them back up. Deep into the kiss and not wanting to stop Harry finally had to let him go though.
"I have to go." He kissed him one more time. "Thank you." Harry said and ran out of the door leaving Louis standing there with his pants still down and his now limp dick just hanging there in the breeze.
Finding Allison, he took her by the hand and pretty much dragged her out of the roller rink. "We have to leave now?" He demanded of her.
"But why? I wasn't finished." She tried to tell him. But he wasn't listening to her whines. The whole way back to the apartment was the same way. But once they got inside the door Harry picked her up and took her into the bedroom. Not giving her a chance to make up an excuse he bent her over the bed and went down on his knees. He pushed her skirt up and moved her G-string to the side and began to eat her out. He did not care which hole it was and from the noises she was now making Allison did not care as well.
"Harry i am going to cum, she yelped as her fingers went for his hair and were almost pulling it out of his scalp. But that did not stop him. Between his fingers, his mouth, and his tongue, working over both holes, Allison no longer knew how to act or what to do. She made the most satisfying scream Harry hadn't heard from her in a while as he entered her, and she came again. Needing to have it his way for once he pulled out of her and went to find another hole. Allison knew what was coming and wanted to stop him, but she was so into it, for the first time she was willing to let him have it. As he pushed in, he had to stop himself from calling out Louis' name. It felt so good. Lou was all he wanted to see. Lou was all he wanted to be with. Allison's hips felt nothing like Lou's. Lou's ass was not as boney as Allison's. He could grab onto Lou's ass and with Allison there really wasn't anything to knead his fingers into, but he kept pushing himself into her over and over again until his body was the one to give out on him and had had enough. Harry stayed there for a minute, still inside of Allison. Both of them were stunned at what just happened. They hadn't had sex like that in years. But all Harry did once he could breathe again was pull his pants up, walk into the bathroom, and shut and lock the door.
"Well fuck you too. Allison said and got up to go use the bathroom in the hallway to clean herself up and get ready for bed. She did not wait for Harry to join her though, as she turned the lights off and got into bed and started going over the new pictures, she took that night. Posting a few and saving some for another day. She then got tired of it and went to sleep.
Meanwhile Harry sat on the toilet with his head in his hands crying. He was still so confused and what he just did with Allison was not right. Not right at all. It was a good hour before he turned the shower on and cleaned himself off. Finally stepping out of the bathroom he noticed Allison was already asleep. He had had really enough of her for the night so he walked over to the second bedroom, dropped the towel to the floor, got under the covers, and fell asleep naked by himself. This would be his nightly routine now.
The trial started in two weeks and as much as needed someone to be there with him, Allsion wasn't going to work being that person. She thought Harry was just in a mood. Although civil to each other the whole relationship just felt nonexistent to Harry now. He wanted to be with Louis and only Louis.
Lying in bed by himself Harry texted him. 'Would you like to maybe go out and have dinner with me and maybe a movie on Tuesday?'
'Why Harry if i did not know any better, i would think you were asking me out on a date.'
'You're funny but no. Just thought we could hang out and eat.'
'Like people do on dates?'
'No likes friends and regular people do with each other'
'Friends and regular people do not date?'
'You know what i mean Lou. So yes or no?'
'Let me look up movie times and i will get back to you.' Was all Louis texted.
Harry put his phone down and patiently waited for Lou's return text.
It came two days later.
'Tuesday at 2:00pm i will be ready. See you here.' was all it said but hey at least he got a reply finally.
Harry texted Louis to let him know he was in the parking lot. It was going to be what Lou thought was their first date. He did not know what Harry had planned but he did not care. He was going to get to spend time with him. And that's all he really wanted to do. They haven't seen each other in almost a week. And the way they left each other the last time was still replaying in both their minds.
"Why are you going this way? The Regal is that way." Louis was confused when Harry took a right instead of a left to go to the theater.
"Maybe we are not going to that one."
"But why?"
"Change of scenery."
Louis was okay with it since it has been a while since he left town.
Harry opened his window and let his hand fly out it. With his other one he turned the radio all the way up and started singing at the top of his lungs. Louis laughed at him as Harry would sing right in his face. He then rolled Lou's window down and told him to stop being so uptight and try it. They drove like this for a good half hour, when both their voices started to give out. Harry rolled the windows back up and turned the radio down.
"Feels good, doesn't it?"
"Very." Louis told him. He was hyper now. The fun of it all had his adrenaline pumping. "AHHH i feel like i can just get out and run."
"Should i pull over and let you out?" Harry was ready if Louis said, 'yes'.
"No. I have a better idea. Take a right here."
Harry listened to Lou's directions and instead of the movie theater they ended in the parking lot of a paintball field.
"Up for it?" Lou looked at Harry.
Harry thought for a minute then told him, 'let's go', as he opened the door of the Porsche and ran for the office.
Their excitement died though when the guy in the office told them they had to make reservations with a group at least a month before. They walked back to the car to look up something else to do.
"I'm sorry we couldn't play. Maybe we can go back in and make a reservation and bring Liam, Zayn, Ed, and Niall back with us." Louis loved that idea and got out of the car to go back in and set it all up. When they were just finishing up the reservation a group came in and started to gear up. Harry noticed them and went over to talk to one of them. They both walked over to two other guys and Louis wondered what Harry was up to.
He came back over to Louis bouncing and happy. "Let's go get geared up. We are playing today after all.
"What? How?"
"Don't worry about it. Let's go. You wanted to play, didn't you?" Harry told him as he pulled him to the area where all the gear was hanging on the wall for them to use. He didn't dare tell him how he just told the guys he was going to pay for their whole group to play if Louis and him could join them.
They sat and watched the intro video that explained all the rules and the dos and don'ts of the game. Afterwards the eight other guys on the team all introduced themselves and created teams. Harry and Louis were split apart and the shit talking between the two teams started.
"We're going to kick your asses."
"You all are dead."
"We will be victorious!"
And off they went. Not sure if you know this or not but paintballs hurt like hell when they hit you in places that aren't covered. Harry and Louis learned this the hard way, as one after another got pegged with the paint filled death bullets.
Lou's team won and Harry pretended to be mad. Louis went to kiss him though, trying to cheer him up and Harry pulled away from him. Looking around so see if anyone caught it.
"Something wrong?" Louis asked him, not getting why Harry turned away from him.
"Just not here okay." Harry said now acting a little weird.
'Okay not a PDA guy. I guess i am okay with that.' Louis brushed it off and went on celebrating with his group. "Anyone hungry? Dinner is on me." Louis belted out to everyone in the group. Causing them to all to celebrate and get louder.
Harry asked a few of them if they wanted to join his and Lou's group when they come back in about a month. They all said yes and were added to the group reservations before they left. One of the guys suggested a sports bar about fifteen minutes from them and they all agreed to meet up there.
When they got into the car Harry turned it on then leaned over and kissed Louis. "Did you have fun?"
"Of course, i did. We won. Kicked your asses." Lou said and kissed him again. As they drove to the bar, they held hands and were talking about the new bruises they think they were going to have come the end of the night.
They had a lot of fun with their new friends and exchanged a few numbers with some of them. A couple of times Louis tried to hold Harry's hand, but he always pulled it away. He would smile at Lou and nod his head. Louis would just smile back at him.
All the way home Harry held Lou's hand. They talked and talked and talked some more. Both seem to have so much to say. Louis thought they were going to continue their conversation in the house, but once they got there Harry told him how much fun he had, kissed him, then told him they should hang out again sometime soon.
"You can come in, you know."
"I know but i have things i have to finish for work tonight. Think of something else fun to do and give me a text later on in the week okay and we will set something up."
"Everything okay Harry?" Louis asked not getting why Harry was acting the way he was.
"What? Yes. Yes. Just i need to catch up on a few things i have been putting off. "
Lou thought Harry was lying, "Whatever." He said to Harry and went to get out of the car only Harry pulled him in for one last kiss goodbye.
"I will talk to you later. Bye Louis." Harry said as Louis shut the car door and he sped off.
"Your new boyfriend seems like he is in a hurry. Are you two fighting?" Zayn asked him as he came down the back steps of the apartments.
"He is not my new boyfriend Zayn. We are just friends, and he has to go do some work."
"Friends huh? Kissing each other goodbye like that? Okay. Well i am leaving so we are going to kiss as well." Zayn came up to him with his lips puckered and making smooching noises at him. Louis pushed him away from him and told him he would rather kiss Ludo.
"You always did like the slobbery type huh?"
Louis started to walk away from him to go home. "Good night, Zayn."
"Good night my one and only. I love you!" Zayn declared to him.
"Love you to asshole." He said and locked the gate behind him.
Once inside he let the kids out for a bit and played with them. Trying to go over the night's events in his head. He had fun but the way Harry was acting really bothered him. He took his phone out to text him but thought better of it and let Harry do the work he needed to get done.
The week of the trail came sooner than they thought it would. Louis and Liam met with the DA a few more times and she prepared them as best as she could for when they went on the stand. Louis was going out of his mind. He did not want to relive everything again. He did not want to see the crime scene pictures or the autopsy pictures the DA said were for sure going to be shown in court.
He had not heard from Harry, nor did he try to call or text him. He was not in the mood to deal with whatever was going on with them. Chris was the only person on his mind and the only person that mattered at the moment. Three days before the court date Louis ran away with the wolves again to the campsite. He needed to prepare himself for what was to come.
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Heaven Sent
FanfictionLou found the love of his life one night at the bar, when he least expected to. The sex was amazing. His body was perfect. He cooked, cleaned, and knew just how to suck Lou silly in the bedroom. He was his ying to Lou's yang. In just a few short mi...
