Secret Relationship - Markson story

The Call

Beer's POV

"Can I call my members?"

I wasn't really expecting this question. He just got here and now he already wants to call his members. I was stuck about what to do because I kinda feel bad about the prank on BamBam as well. BamBam looked up at me with desperation in his eyes.

"How can you be so sure that they even want to talk to you," I ask him.

"I'm not." BamBam answers. "But even if they never want to talk to me again, I need them to know that I am sorry for what I did to them. Especially for what I did to Mark and Jackson."

Baby and Bank walk up the steps looking for us. I look at my other siblings and sigh. BamBam, no call for you today. Maybe another day they will let you make that call. I simply turn away from BamBam and walk away with the other two. Out the corner of my eye, I can see BamBam slump against the wall with tears streaming down his face.

*3 Weeks Later*

BamBam's POV

I have been home for almost a month. I hate it here and I want to go back to Korea so bad. I probably missed Jackson's funeral, but I am glad I did. I wouldn't be able to face his parents, especially after everything I did to their son. Seeing his parents cry over their lost son would seriously kill me. So, I am glad that I was not there to see it.

"BamBam!"

Oh no.

Beer runs up to me and pushes me against the wall. He was clearly angry and his arm against my chest was making it hard to breathe. I have never seen him so angry at me and it was scary me. My arms were pulling at his to release the pressure off my chest, but he held firm. Shit, did he see me?

"You tried to call your members, didn't you," He asks angrily.

"No!" I yelp still trying to get his arm off of me to breathe. His eyes go dark, and he slams his fist next to my head. I looked up at him shocked.

"You are lying to me, aren't you," He growls.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I scream desperate for air.

He lets me go and I drop to my knees gasping for air. Beer looks at me angrily and hands me a phone. He turns away and starts walking down the hallway while I sat in confusion. He turns and gives me a side eye.

"You have 5 minutes, don't let anyone catch you or I swear to Buddha I will kill you." He huffs as he walks off.

I waste no time and I rush into a corner of my room and call them. I am praying that they answer the phone. I really just want to hear their voices. I dial the number and wait as the phone rings.

"Hello?"

It was Mark's voice. I broke down crying finally hearing his voice. Everything I put him through just rushed back to me at once. I can't begin to describe how bad I felt. He must be out the hospital by now.

"Mark hyung!" I couldn't control my tears.

"BamBam," Mark was shocked to hear my voice. "What do you want?"

"I am so sorry for everything," I tell him. "Everything I ever did to you and Jackson. I am regret everything I ever did. I killed Jackson and I am so sorry. It was never my intention to seriously hurt you guys. Because of me Jackson is dead, and I am so sorry."

"BamBam," Mark starts but I cut him off.

"You don't have to forgive me. But please know that I am severely sorry."

"BamBam," He starts again.

"If I could take everything back," I cry trying to keep it down, so I didn't get caught. "If I could take everything back, I would."

"BamBam." A different voice came onto the phone. One that I thought I would never hear again.

"Jackson?!"

"I am ok, BamBam," Jackson says softly as he whispers over the phone.

Beer walks in two seconds later. He tells me my time is up, but I didn't want to give up the phone. I pleaded with him to let me keep talking but he just took the phone out my hand in left. I didn't know whether to be shocked that Jackson was still alive or upset that I was lied to. Either way, I just wanna get out of here.