Kit Connor Imagines

drunk-dazed

summary: you think kit hates you. you couldn't be more wrong.

Warnings: changes of the Heartstopper plot

Y/C/N= your character's name

There was something about Kit that always intrigued me, however I was never able to act upon my feelings because of him.

I sensed he did not like me, however the reason always stayed unknown to me.

While on set, I always tried to not get in the way of Kit, leave him alone the best I possibly could, but I could feel his intense glare even when not facing him.

Those beautiful brown eyes that made a shiver run down my spin and feel like everything I did was motivated by pure stupidity, or the way he spoke, or more like didn't. It was a rare occasion that the two of us spoke, my character barely interacted with his and as it seemed, he didn't see any reason to talk to me unless it had to be.

The set was filled with chatter from all sides, everyone talking to the many many friends they've met through the show.

I quickly found my way to the group of 3 people: Joe, Sebastian and Kizzy. They were some of the people on set that I had always felt most connected to.

"Hey, what's the next scene we have to shoot?" I ask them, the group forming a half circle around me. "I think it's the party scene." Joe informs me, a knowing smile on his face. I had talked to Joe about Kit before in hopes that he could help me somehow, with no luck available.

"Oh, right. I think I should get changed then." I laugh aloud, knowing how long it can take to achieve the perfect look for a scene.

After what feels like hours to me, what must have been around half an hour in real time, I'm finally in costume, walking onto set. "Y/n, you stand there; Kit, you'll start waking from there." The director tells us, sitting down on a chair.

After our sign to start, I take a sip from the drink that had been placed in my hand before the start of the scene. I was leaning against a table, people dancing around me. Kit starts walking towards me, stopping when he's standing next to me. He gets a drink for himself before turning around again, in the same position as I am.

"Where's that boyfriend of yours?"  I smile at him, a knowing look present on my face. "Charlie's not my boyfriend, Y/c/n. It's not like that." He chuckles quietly,  the look on his face still painful.

"He should be and you know that just as well as I do. You like him and it's obvious to everyone except Charlie." I state blankly, finishing my drink. "What?" All colour drains from his face in  matter of seconds and his eyes are trained on my face in a way that makes me question wether he really is in character and staring at Y/c/n or if he's looking at me.

"You heard me the first time, Nick. He most certainly likes you back and you should just take this risk. Love is something so impactful and everyone should have the joy to experience it with the right person. And who wouldn't be able to love you out of all people, Nick?" I smile, my hand resting on his forearm.

Kit doesn't react for the smallest of time, making me worry about wether I missed a line or did something wrong, but that's when he nods, thanking me. I look at his back while he makes his way across the room, the scene ending.

We redo the scene two more times, simply for comparison. I make my way into my trailer, knowing very well that the next scene was one of scenes between Charlie and Tao. I check my phone and answer a few messages I have received, only looking up when the sound of someone knocking on the door is heard.

Assuming that it's Kizzy, who had told me before they'd visit my trailer today, I open the door, ready to greet them. "Dude, I missed you so much!" I shout, ready to hug them when I see Kit standing in the doorway with a raised eyebrow. "I'm assuming you were expecting someone else, but do you still have a minute of time left? I'd like to talk to you about something."

Why would Kit want to talk to me about anything? He had oftentimes made sure I knew how little he actually wanted to do with me.

Still, I nod my head and let him enter my trailer, sitting down on a chair. He takes a seat opposite to me and I study his face, searching for a sign of what he might wanted to talk to me about.

"While we were shooting today you said that everyone should have the joy to experience love with the right person, and I know this is coming out of the blue, but I think you are the right person and I could be yours. Maybe I wouldn't say 'love' just yet, but I think you understand what I mean." Kit ends his rant, looking at me with a look I can't quite place.

"I thought you hated me." The words leave my mouth before I can think of them, Kit's eyes widening just the slightest bit. "I mean, you never wanted to talk to me and you always stayed away from me as much as you could." I decide to elaborate further.

This makes Kit chuckle a bit and he explains to me he did all this because he was too scared to approach me. "So, what do you say, will you join me on a date?" He smiles, yet I notice his leg shaking just the tiniest bit.

I nod my head at him, chuckling. "I'd love to."

"Great, would you give me your number so I can text you the details?" He asks, standing up from his seat. "Yeah, just let me write it down."

BONUS:

Kit's POV:

I turn the slip of paper in my hands, my eyes steadily focused on it.

Y/n- XXX XXXX XXX

Text me soon, lover boy ♡