𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄 [ H.KAZUTORA ]

73•[ goodbye my savior ]•

⚠️TW⚠️: Sh

kazutora's pov

my dad came back again , he saw me playing with my friends who look like delinquents , and he told me to stop hanging out with them , but they're my friends , and friends should never leave each other , they should stick up together , even though my friends use me just for money , they still care about me right? they still think of me as a friend , a real friend , right? yeah right .

so i refused my father's orders and for the FIRST time in my life , i spoke up for my self , and raised my voice at him , he was so shocked because for the first time in 10 years of my existence i said what i truly wanted to say , and i said it loud enough to piss him off for real , i can see it in his eyes .

he beated me up , with that look in his eyes , i hate it , i hate it so much , it makes me feel sick , he looks down at me like im some sort of an insect , an ant , like i am nothing .

after the long abusive session , i went outside playing in an abandoned empty park , i was looking at the ground and drawing some random things in the dirt , at one point i was bored , so bored so i decided to get up and find something else to distract my self with , i looked around the park and then i saw something glimmering in the ground next to a big a tree , i walked there and took the thing from the ground , it was a small knife , i sighed and sat there , under the tree , and then i began drawing on the tree with a knife , i wrote my name there .

then a sudden idea popped into my head , i looked at the knife then at my wrist and arm , i slowly put the knife in my arm getting ready to cut it , who would care anyway, my family? my friends? because im sure they wouldn't even notice that im gone .

But suprisingly , i felt a hand take the knife from me , i looked up to see a long haired blonde girl who looked around my age and height ,she was beautiful, very beautiful , the scar on her right eye makes her look special and a lot more prettier , she smiled at me a with her eyes closed, i felt something weird when she did , it's like i wanted to smile too , i wish i could see this smile every day , she woke me up from daydreaming by her soothing voice.

"i was watching you from the minute you were doodling on the ground , i wanted to play with you" she said and then looked at the tree reading the name i just wrote there

"ka-zu-to-ra , that's your name right , your name is cool , but to make it cooler i'll give you a nick name , umm wait let me think, tora? no that's basic ,how about kazu? yes kazu sounds easy and cool "

i just stood there not saying anything , taken back from this girl's energy , i felt my cheeks heat up when i heard the nickname she gave me , nobody had ever gave me a nick name , so i loved it , especially when it's coming from a beautiful girl who has the brightest smile ever .

"do you mind if i write my name here too ?" she asked me hoping i'll agree , of course i did , how dumb would i be if i refused her request .

she wrote her name with the knife , she was so focused , making her tongue out like :P , she was so cute , when she was done , i read her name .

"aki ?"

"hmm , nice to meet you kazu" she smiled at me , i can't help but stare at her

"so tell me kazu , why were so close of hurting yourself"

"huh, i wasn't" i replied trying to deny it , i want her be with me , to be my friend , if she found out that i was trying to harm myself , she would think im creepy and then leave , i don't want her to leave .

"don't lie to me kazu , just talk to me i won't judge you "she muttered getting closer to me and sitting next to me

"promise?" i whispered

"pinky promise" she hold out her pinky for me , i took it and we sealed the promise , i felt like opening up to her , i told her everything i feel , and all the things i went through because of my father , she went silent for a minute and then spoke looking straight at my eyes .

"kazu , you know , the most important thing in this life , is love , and family , family doesn't necessarily means those who are related to you by blood , family is those who are related to you by heart , love , so i'll gladly be your first one , from now on we're friends , we share love , happiness and pain " she got closer to me putting her small sized hands on my shoulders , i was shocked from her words , she was so mature comparing to her age , i just asked slightly hesitated

"are you sure? are you gonna be my friend ? my savior?"

"yes i am your friend and savior , kazu"

that moment i just knew that my heart will be hers , always forever .

a few months later

i met another person who's growing to be so much important to me , baji , my best friend , he helped me to get rid of those fake old friends who just wants me for money and shit , baji to me was my friend , my family , just like aki , since the day she saved me from hurting myself we hang out everyday at the same park , she told me she has other friends but she didn't want to introduce me to them because as she said im her friend and only hers , i didn't mind it though , just her being there for me is more than enough .

today , baji said that he was gonna introduce me to a special someone who considers as his bestfriend , he told me that i'll get along with this person and we'll hang out the three of us , so i trusted him and went to an arcade with him to meet this person .

"ahhh , where's she ? she's never late" baji groaned

"wait she's a girl?" i asked slightly panicking

"calm your tits down " baji said

"keisuke , sorry im late" i heard a voice , a very familiar one , i turned around to see aki ,as in my aki , my friend and savior , she was shocked as much as i was

"kazu?"

"aki?"

"huh you two know each other" baji spoke loudly

from that day , it was always , me , aki and baji , we were inseparable , i loved them so much , they were my best friends , my family .

and now they're gone , my family is gone .

actually , im gonna miss this book so much 😭😭