Stay With Me § BWWM JB

35 • I Swear

"We got news that
there was an accident..."

Justin's POV

As soon as the show was over, I went straight to my dressing room and changed before getting on my tour bus to relax. This show was pretty wild. The crowd was so loud and energetic, I definitely had a lot of fun.

"Justin," I hear followed by a knock on my door.

I get up from my bed and walk over to it. Sliding the door open, I almost instantly roll my eyes when I see the person on the other side. "What do you want Sam?"

Her facial expression falls probably because of the tone of my voice. "I-I just came to ask if you wanted to join us. We're going to stop and get something to eat."

"I'm good," I say as I start to slide the door shut.

"Wait," she breaths out, making me stop the door halfway. "I'm sorry."

I chuckle sarcastically, "As you should be. You almost ruined my relationship."

"It wasn't my in-"

I hit my hand on the door and she flinches. "Bullshit," I shout in her face. "You know damn well you did it on purpose. You're so fucking messed up."

Tears start to form in her eyes, but she blinks them back. "I-I'm sorry, okay. I don't know what I was thinking."

"I do," I mutter. "You were thinking that you didn't want to see me happy with someone who isn't you." She stays silent. "Why? Why can't you let me be happy, Sam? Tell me because I'd really like to know."

A few seconds go by before she completely breaks down with tears streaming down her face, "It was a mistake...me pushing you away. I-I should have never done it. I just thought that it was better that way, but I don't think that anymore," her lips press together as she tries to catch her breath. "I see you with her and it makes me feel so stupid." She sighs before continuing, "I love you, Justin. I always have and I always will. I want you back, please take me back."

I laugh. I laugh so hard that I almost cry. "You honestly think that I would crawl back to you? After all the shit I went through because of you, you honestly think that I would go back to you?" I step closer to her, "I finally got my shit together, I'm on the right path, and I have an amazing girlfriend who treats me well. I am happy again, can't you see that? I mean for God's sake, I let you go and you didn't have a problem with moving on. You went off and did your own thing and got yourself a boyfriend. You seemed pretty fucking happy without me. So why can't you leave me alone and just let me be happy?" I ask, looking her in her eyes and searching for an answer.

"Because," she says quietly.

I roll my eyes, "Because why?"

"Because you're supposed to be happy with me," she yells and I'm taken aback. "We're supposed to be together!" she snaps angrily, clenching and unclenching her fists.

I furrow my eyebrows and move even closer, ducking my head down to her level, "Have you been taking your medicine?"

"How dare you," her hand comes in contact with my cheek. I bring my fingertips to where she hit me and blink my eyes in shock. "Oh my God, I-I'm so sorry," she reaches her hand up to touch my face, but I push it away. "I didn't mean to-"

"Get out."

"Justin I-"

"I said get out," I yell, seeing nothing but red. She looks at me for a second or two before turning on her heel and quickly walking away until she's off the bus.