"are you nice because you're nice or are you nice because you need something?" jaemin asked me softly with tears in his eyes.
'its not like that jaemin, i promise." i pleaded with watery eyes.
" yes it is y/n, you still love shotaro, i see it every...
jaemin<3 good morning y/n, im skipping school today and hanging out w johnny. Just wanted to let u kno so u dont wonder where i am todayy. Love you and have fun today!
y/n oh okay. Have fun!
I unplugged my phone from the tangled charge and yawned as i stretched my body. my fan blowing just slow enough to make the air in my room a nice and crisp temperature.
I checked the clock on my bedside tables and saw that i had an hour before school. I decided to get out of my comfortable bed and get ready for the day. i stumbled over to my petite bathroom an washed my face and did my normal daily makeup routine. i decided to change into some comfortable sweats. nothing too special because i just had a few dance lessons today.
I wondered if i should text hyejin and ask if she wanted to study for our quiz on the different choreographers in the world today, but after last night i decided i would just spend the day by myself.
Lately there has been some tension in our friendship and they all seem to be putting the blame on me and im not sure why. Is it because me and jaemin have been fighting recently? Or is it because ther are some undiscussed feelings between out friend group? I wish i could know.
I ate some breakfast and hopped on the bus to my school. Today would be an easy day all by myself.
Yay
- 📍at the university
"Good morning students, as you all know we have an upcoming quiz on the choreographers in our world today, i hope you all are studying and practicing your dances too." my teacher announced as we were all stretching and getting ready for our class.
Our classes are separated by boys and girls for the first year of school, then in the second year we are combined.
I say good morning to the other students in my class and then continue to mind my own business.
- After class
Still alone, i wander over to the cafiteria and grab some lunch. I sit down by a window and plug in my ear buds. i chose to listen to the music to that i am currently using for a choreography.
i gaze out the window and realize that i should get a job. I have been in need of a job recently to help pay for university and to also have some extra spending money.
I decide that after lunch ill explore the area around my schoola to see if there is any place that is hiring, it doesnt matter what it is, i just want a job.
I take my tray to the trash bin and clean up after myself, i wave goodbye to some of my class mates and venture out into the fresh air. I take in the sun and go along with my journey.
As im walking my phone chimes and i check to see a text from hyejin.
Hyejin Bro where are you. Im looking all over the place for you
y/n O sry, im currently out looking for a job for some extra spending money and to help pay for tuition.
Hyejin Oh okay...You good?
y/n Lol dwdw im totally fine, ill see you later Read at 1:09
I shoved my phone into my pocket and continued to turn right onto a bustling road full of young people going in and out of restaurants, shops and cafes. I walked for a couple minutes before spotting a cafe that had a hiring sign on the front door. I hurried to the building and went inside. As I entered the cafe I was met with the smell of fresh coffee.
my favorite smell.
i glanced around the cafe and went up to the lady who had just finished checking out a customer.
"hello, my name is y/n and I was just walking by when I noticed that you are hiring. i'm in my first year of university and i need a job so i can help pay for my tuition." i smiled.
"Alright let me get your information and i'll text you right away. can you start this week?" she asked as she got out a piece of paper and a pen
"i can start tomorrow!" i wrote down my number and email and ordered an americano to-go.
"thank you", I voiced as i closed the front door behind me.
i sipped my coffee and pulled out my phone to see if i had any new texts.
none.
i pursed my lips and continued to explore this new part of town that i have never been too before. i went into some boutiques and after a couple hours i realized it was already five o'clock. i threw away my coffee cup and hurried to a nearby bus station.
-
📍dorm room
"hey jaemin, just wanted to know what you're up too. i just found a job at a cafe to help pay for my tuition. call me when youre done hanging out with johnny." i sighed after the phone binged and i ended the voixe mail.
no texts from jeamin, johnny, or hyejin.
"c'mon guys, just text me." i whispered to myself as i opened my dorm room door.
i went to the kitchen to find myself something to eat and saw nothing.
what is going on?
i shuffled over to the couch and scrolled through my tv. i found a k-deama to watch and turned it on, wondefing what did i do wrong in a span of one day.
in a span of one day neither of my friends have really contacted me.
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i threw my phone down, "what the fuck. now you're hanging out with out me and lying about it? saying you're only hanging out with johnny? not hyejin? really? is this how this is gonna end?" i muttered to myself.
please let's not end our friendship in this way.
- a/n hi guys it's me. and i'm back. finally. i will finish this book even if no one's reads it.
