"are you nice because you're nice or are you nice because you need something?" jaemin asked me softly with tears in his eyes.
'its not like that jaemin, i promise." i pleaded with watery eyes.
" yes it is y/n, you still love shotaro, i see it every...
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Had a perfect picture in my head With you in the most beautiful dress I look happy as ever How did I let u go again Now I'm standing alone in the rain Like the kinda movie that we used to hate Wish I could take back the time But I know this time it's real Hate that I'm singing this song I hate that I have to be strong Hate that you're gone I hate all my flaws Hate that you love someone else Hate everything Just hate everything Right now
Had my doubts but I thought we could work Gave all I had but u needed more We both promised forever But forever don't last too long Now I'm standing alone in the rain Like the kinda movie that we used to hate Wish I could take back the time But I know this time it's real...
'hate everything' ~ golden ~
shortaros pov
"Kaito, even though its been a while since ive been in japan," i started, leaning my head on my school desk," why do i think of her everyday?" i bit my tongue and looked at my friend for answers but he only shook his head.
every single day i thought about t/m, every goddamn day.
even when the sun was shining and the birds were chirping.
even when i spent the weekend with my friends, hoping they would be able to distract my thought, but it never worked.
the feelings that i felt being wither her was like heaven on earth. it was like eating your favorite meal and snuggling with your loved one and spending the night together, or bringing home your very first pet and just loving it everyday, or just knowing that someone in the world loves you... for you.
just you.
you don't have to change anything because they love you, and they make sure to show it too.
i hope that one day i'll be able to have that euphoria also.
"i told you tostop listening to the sad songs, they do nothing for you." he tried to cheer me up but nothing was working.
sometimes i wish kaito would just stop trying to be funny and just help me cope with my strong feelings.
"It was day 98 since ive seen her, and 101 days since ive last talked to her..." i let out a shaky breath.
yes, i'm keeping track.
yes, i know it's stupid.
no, i'm never getting over her.
"YOU'RE KEEPING TRACK!!" kaito jumped up and grabbed his friend's wilted shoulders.
