"are you nice because you're nice or are you nice because you need something?" jaemin asked me softly with tears in his eyes.
'its not like that jaemin, i promise." i pleaded with watery eyes.
" yes it is y/n, you still love shotaro, i see it every...
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"i miss him guys. i don't even go to that cafe anymore... i wonder what he's doing now." complained y/n to her group fo friends during their lunch break.
it's had been a long couple of weekend since shotaro had abruptly moved back to his home in japan. it left both of them devastated and missing each other.
jaemin, noticing how his friend was suffering offered her a hug and she gladly accepted it.
"y/n you just need a distraction for a while. just whenever you think of him give one of us a hug and we'll try to comfort you." jaemin softly smiled at his best friend.
jaemin was in pain whenever y/n was hurting. he just wanted her to be happy and carefree. jaemin was angry at shotaro for leaving her like this but he knew that it was all his fault.
"thank you jaemin." the girl mumbled and pressed her head into his shoulder.
y/n was always closer to jaemin and she felt the most comfortable with him.
"th-thank you all of you guys. i don't know what i would do without you guys." y/n showed her tear stained face and thanked her best friends.
"cheer up y/n, and don't worry we'll always be here for you." hyejin patted her friend's shoulder and grabbed johnny's neck.
"say something stupid." hyejin pointed her finger at johnny and flicked his forehead.
johnny jerked back and scoffed sarcastically, "uh...i'm n-not that good at comforting people..." he let out and the rest lasighed and patted his back.
they all sighed and rolled their eyes. it was true johnny wasn't the best at comforting others but he was humorous and good at giving some advice.
"we know, that's why i'm a ladies man and you're not." jaemin joked back and was responded wiht johnny giving him the middle finger.
"you know, who even decided that the middle finger was rude? i'm gonna make the new middle finger the pinky finger." jaemin thne stuck out his pinky finger and ran to class since the bell had just rung.
"we better go." y/n depressingly commented and grabbed onto hyejin a arm and the two of them slowly made their way to their next class.
"what about me guys!!" johnny called out running up toward y/n and hyejin.
"what ever johnny." y/n laughed out and linked arms with him.
and the three of them happily walked to class enjoying the last peaceful moments they had befor being met with the hyper jaemin who was waiting for them at the door.
"HURRY UP GUYS!" jaemin yelled out to them and grabbed the group by their shoulders and dragged them to their seats.
"don't worry y/n, i will make it my mission for you to see shotaro again." jaemin whispered to y/n who smiled back and hugged her best friend.
"thank you jaemin. you really are my best friend." y/n wrapped her arms around jaemin and nuzzled her head into his shoulder, again.
but this time it felt different.
it felt warmer.
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The air in japan was definitely different than it was in korea and shotaro noticed right away. he studied how the trees danced in the wind and how the birds flew effortlessly in the sky, the sky had a hazy tint and it looked like it would be raining very soon. The clouds were becoming a darker color of gray and that signalled shotaro to move a little faster to the subway station.
shotaro missed y/n and how she always chatted with him on the bus or subway. he smiled to himself remembering the few moments they had together.
"what are you thinking about shotaro?" his mother interrupted his happy thoughts.
"nothing really, just wanna go home and rest." he showed a fake smile and then continued to look out the window.
"Well visit korea soon, i also liked it there." his mom tried to start a conversation but she soon stopped after she saw her son's body language.
his mom knew something was wrong but she couldn't think of what. all she thought of was the fight they had the when they had broken the news to their son.
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"shotaro!! you're back already!!" kaito, shotaro childhood best friend ran to him and punched him in the stomach. what a great welcome.
"ya, sadly i'm back so soon. korea was the best bro." shotaro smirked to his friend and kaito ran up to him and swung his arm and shroud the his neck.
"soooo, who's the girl." how he knew about her, shotaro has NO idea.
"i- how- wat?" shotaro stuttered out full of confusion.
"c'mon man, there's always a girl. you know i'm not wrong." kaito winked and ran ahead of him leaving shotaro in a confused state.
"KAITO!!!" shotaro yelled to his best friend and ran after him throwing his bags on the floor.
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"- she was sooooo perfect dude, like her hair and everything. she was beautiful and she would come almost everyday and we would ride the bus together. but i was never able to give her my japanese number and i'm so mad at myself. like i could've done so many things to get to know her better but i didn't know i would move back to japan so quickly. i hate myself." the young boy talked about y/n for what seemed like hours and kaito quietly listened asking some questions here and there sometimes.
shotaro showed kaito a selfi they had taken on the bus, "DUDE, she really is perfect. how did she find you attractive?!" kaito joked the last part but was partly jealous of how his friend found such a perfect girl.
"and now i don't know if ill ever be able to see her again." shotaro let his arms fall by his sides. he felt so helpless in this moment.
"shotaro, don't stress dude. when can you go back to korea? what about for summer?" kaito tried to come up with ways to help but none of them seemed to work.
"kaito... i'm just gonna go rest. my dad and i got into a fight so i should mentally prepare myself for what gonna happen later." he waved his friend good bye and walked up to his house, which was way larger than the one he had in korea. but that didn't matter he just wanted to see y/n again.
He smiled at the one photo the had together and set it has his wallpaper, hoping to see her again.
even if he had to wait a couple years.
a/n this chapter is kinda boring sorrryyyy but i felt bad for not updated for a while :) also i'm so happy thank you guys for 400+reads thats so crazy!!
