"are you nice because you're nice or are you nice because you need something?" jaemin asked me softly with tears in his eyes.
'its not like that jaemin, i promise." i pleaded with watery eyes.
" yes it is y/n, you still love shotaro, i see it every...
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y/n's pov
maybe it was the way the sun hit his soft and flowy hair or how he always made my coffee a little sweeter, or maybe is the simple "have a good" he would say as i left the cafe. even after months of going and seeing him. i still couldn't confess and today was no different as i met hyejin at the bus stop.
"y/n, you're gonna dig a hole in the ground. you look like you have lasers coming out of your eyes. what are you thinking about?" i heard my friend ask in a hushed tone.
i brought my head to look at her and shrugged my shoulders. i didnt want to burden her with my thoughts.
i didn't want to tell her how i stressed i was about this boy, what if he moved to japan? or already had a girlfriend?
"hyejin, i think... i think i'm going to ask for his name today! and maybe what his favorite song is." i smiled letting the stress fade away and was met with adrenaline.
i bit my lip nervously, "FINALLY!!! oh my god, jaemin and i were gonna die before you started a conversation with him." she pulled me onto the bus and shook my arm with excitement.
"i think your more excited than i am." i teased her as i fixed my hair and staaightened my uniform. "how do i look?" i ask, my stomach full of butterflies.
"um, like super duper adorable, i would definitely hit on you if i wasn't straight." she let out a loud laugh and hit my shoulders.
i rolled my eyes at her and fiddled with my thumbs, could the bus take any longer??!
"Y/N!!!! hurry up we are here! just remeber two things; you're so cute and you're hot as fu-" she yelled the last part and pushed me into the small cafe and shut the door behind me.
i hope this goes well
the smell of coffee was seriously one of the best things ever. i loved how fresh it was and the bitter taste it left in your mouth.
i waved to the young japanese boy, i always wondered if he ever got tired of me for always coming here.
"i'm guessing one coffee again?" he let out as he put in my usual order.
"actually...," i cautiously started, "i wanted to ask for your name." i quietly said as i swaed my arms beside me.
"oh... m-my name is shotaro, osaki shotaro," he paused and met my brown eyes with his matching ones, his eyes were like a deep and vast ocean. one that if i swam in too far i would never be able to get out."and what's yours?" he finished his sentence and ruffled his hair.
why was he so freaking cute!!
"m-my name is han y/n" i stuttered out pushing a few strands of my long raven black hair behind my ear.
"your name is so cute... j-just like y-" he wavered at the end of his sentence and didn't finish it.
i just pretended like i didn't. hear him and gave him the rest of my order.
"don't worry y/n, i'll take care of your drink today." he gently pushed away my hand and held it for a second. his hand was so warm and soft. it felt like holding a small little cloud.
please don't let go.
i pouted my face and demanded to pay but he wouldn't let me, "please?" i begged making a cute face that hyejin had showed me in the bus, i think it worked whne i saw his facing turning red, "no way and i letting you pay today." he said in voice that literally defined 'smol'
"it's my treat, please let me do this for you." he pleaded and i finally agreed and out my wallet back into my bag.
"y/n... fighting!! have fun in school and come see me whenever you want." he cheered for me and i literally was as red as a tomato.
