"are you nice because you're nice or are you nice because you need something?" jaemin asked me softly with tears in his eyes.
'its not like that jaemin, i promise." i pleaded with watery eyes.
" yes it is y/n, you still love shotaro, i see it every...
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y/n pov
"alright, is everyone in their seats? i don't want anyone getting lost on the way home!" our teacher yelled out as she sat us all down checking out tickets and baggage.
"y/n do you wanna sit with me?" jaemin held my hand and pulled me to his seat, "no y/n is sitting with me, we have stuff to talk about." hyejin grabbed my other arm and cheekily grinned at jaemin.
"sorry nana." i pouted as i followed hyejin to her seat and the empty one next to her.
"now it's time for me to know what's going on and why you have been acting so weird these last two days we've been here," she furrowed her eyebrows and brushed the hair away from her face, "don't tell me you're still thinking about shotaro." she whispered the last part so only i would have heard her.
"y/n you're dating jaemin, you haven't seen shotaro in six months you don't even have a way to contact him, well you do but you don't want to." she stated and waited for my response.
"class! settle down we will be taking off soon." our teacher ordered the students to go back to their seats and get ready for the take off.
"i- i don't know what i want hyejin... i really don't." i glanced over to jaemin who was laughing with johnny, his laugh did make me happy he did make me happy but something was missing but i didn't know what it was.
"i really like jaemin. he makes me really happy but something is missing but i don't know what it is." i finally blurted out and noticed how her eyes turned soft and her shoulders slumped down.
"y/n please don't jaemin just to distract yourself from shotaro, i will not let him go through another heartbreak. y/n you better not do anything stupid." she warned me and waved over to her other friend who i didn't recognize.
"that's soojin, she just in my math class." she then pulled out her phone, "let's take a selfie y/n, johnny jaemin!! look over here!" she exclaimed and snapped the picture.
"y/n please don't hurt him, he really loves you."
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"ugh my back hurts so much from that plane ride." johnny stretched from side to side as we walked off the plane and into the airport.
"ah, i'm finally home." we all rejoiced at the same time.
"y/n do you wanna go get our bags?" jaemin clasped our hands together and nodded and waved back to the rest of our friends.
"how come your hands are so cold jaemin?" i warmed his hands as we continued to find bags.
"oh, i'm not really sure they are always cold for the most part, i think those are ours!" he quickly changed the subject and we ran to grab them.
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"bye nana, i'll see you soon. go home and rest and please warm your hands they are still so cold." he quickly embraced me and waved goodbye.
"mom! i'm home." i called out but i received no response.
"mom?" i called out again."
still no response.
she was probably still at work i thought to myself.
i ran up to my room, dropped my bags on the floor and jumped onto my bed and let out a long sigh. i turned on my phone and saw a text from jaemin.
❤️jaemin❤️
jaemin: is your mom home?
me: no, she's still at work but she'll be home soon
jaemin: ohh ok, make sure the front door is locked 🥺
me: don't worry ofc i locked it🤧
jaemin: ☺️☺️
i turned my phone off and walked over to my desk which had a picture of me and shotaro from our first bus ride together.
"why do i still think of you, do you even think of me? you probably don't right? it's best that you didn't. i have a boyfriend now but i still think of you, is that bad? does that count as cheating? i would call you but i only have your korean number so it won't work i suppose. i miss you a lot but i think it's time for me to finally forget you, it's been over six months and i don't think you'll come back. i always thought you would. you didn't even say goodbye but i don't hate you for that," i paused and walked over to my bag which had a picture of me and jaemin, "i think i'm going to put a different picture in now, i hope you aren't mad though. maybe this time i'll finally get over you and you'll just be a happy memory." i carefully took out our picture and put it away in my closet somewhere where i wouldn't be able to find it easily and replaced it with the picture of me and jaemin smiling while holding some food from our trip to japan. i placed it back where it was originally on my desk and wiped a tear from my face that i didn't even know had fallen.
"jaemin please help me get over shotaro, i promise i'm not using you... i wouldn't hurt you like that- "
"y/n!! i'm home!! how was japan?" i heard my mom called out from downstairs.
i quickly wiped the wet tears front face and ran to meet my mom."
"mom! i missed you." i engulfed her into a hug and followed her into the kitchen.
"how was your trip?" she asked as she poured a glass of water for herself.
"it was so fun, the food was so yummy and it was so beautiful. and i'm also dating jaemin now." i whispered the last part and nervously stared at the floor shuffling my feet.
"i knew it. i always had a feeling he liked you." she smiled and ruffled my hair, " go take a shower and get ready for dinner you stink." she waved me off as i nodded and went back upstairs.
