Blueberry Academy Book 1

Chapter 19 • time together • PV POV •

I walked down to cacao's dormitory in hope he was awake.. it was 2 in the morning anyway so I shouldn't be down here— plus no one is awake right now anyway so no one is gonna hear us.
I finally reached his dormitory so far away.
I knocked on the door and waited.
Soon the door opened a bit.
"Who is it.." the voice said.
"Oh I'm pure vanilla cookie or you probably already I know.." I mumbled.
The door opened slightly.. although I didn't trust that much— plus it sounded like a female voice in there— I don't trust anything.
"Wait a minute, I come back in a second" the voice said.
I nodded and I heard no footsteps leave the doorway, but I assumed they went,
All of a sudden I heard laughing and giggling then it ceased, then footsteps finally started to approach.
"Oh hello! What are you doing here this late at night?" Cacao said energetically.
"I just wanted to talk to you.." I mumbled, still having what happened yesterday on my mind.
Cacao smiled and pulled me in by my arm, weird.. it's usually by the hand or wrist nor arm..
Anyway the room was filled with dim light and the smell of Japanese cherry blossoms.
Small and big items from Japan hung around the room in a very organized and creative way.
"I love the lanterns" I said.
"Oh thank you! Me and my mother created this from home.. I miss her.." he sighed.
"Oh I'm sorry for bringing it up.." I apologize.
He nods and starts walking over to his bed. He yawned cutely and sat down wrapping his covers around him for.. his shirt was off.. again.
I was a flustered mess and tried to get myself situated as I sat down on the other side of the bed and pulled down my short shorts down.
"So why'd you wanna talk to me.." he asked.
"Well I just wanted to tell you about my true feelings because of what had obviously happened yesterday.." I mumbled.
"What??" He asked.
"Uh.. I just said that I wan—" I said before getting cut off.
"No like I can't hear you the waterfall is to loud" he said.
"Can you come closer?" He finished.
"Okay.." I said.
I moved to we're he was and sat close to him, I could feel the heat rush to my face almost immediately.
He turned my way then said, " are you gonna say something??"
"Oh yes! I just wanted to tell you about my true feelings for you" I said while bring my knees closer to my chest.
"..oh.." he mumbled.
"..explain.." he muttered.
I felt a little uneasy.. maybe this wasn't the best time to tell him my feelings.
"Well I really really liked you from the beginning of the school year— assuming we were just friends, but then as we started to spend more time together I felt some sort of connection between the two of us. Like a spark.. whenever I see you I think of you as my mother who's long gone now— quiet and cold, but sweet and compassionate.. but what I really wanted to tell you was how much I loved you.. and I want you to know I love since the very beginning and I also wan—" I rambled before cacao cut me off by something quite surprising.
He kissed me.. he pulled me in and kissed me.. he kissed me.. he kissed me.. he kissed me, he kissed me, he kissed me!!
My gosh I'm so happy!! I wish I could scream, but I love the kisses he's given me.
We kissed for a little while longer then I pulled away from his dominance for a breath..
"I.. love you" he smiled.
"Why are you so cute?!?!" I whisper yell.
He chuckled softly and started to kiss my neck and suck on soft parts. Yet painful it felt so good.. I moaned softly as he sucked more then he finally let go. I felt the side of my neck and not to my surprise he left a hickey. He then rested his head on my shoulder.
"Stay with me.." he groaned.
I smiled then said, "okay.. darling"
I could feel his body temperature warm up with emotion and mainly that emotion was love. After a little while I noticed he was sound asleep like a baby except cuter. I smiled and we lay there for the rest of the night.
In the morning his arms were wrapped around my waist and we were fully covered in the blankets.. it was freezing!!
I blinked open my eyes and looks at him still snoring softly.
"Good morning darling..." I whisper. I smiled at him sound asleep.. to cute!!
I looked around to find the clock and all of it was written in Korean.
Damn it.
Although it didn't look so bright outside so I am assuming that it is probably around like 4am.
Even though he kissed me I don't know if that was for real, did he really love me— I'll ask him that when he awakes.
"Meh, why does it smell like vanilla" a giant voice said.
I turned around to see cacao rubbing his eyes slowly while yawning adorably.
"Because of me silly, I smell like vanilla— pure vanilla" I answered.
He nodded then looked towards the clock.
"16:42" he mumbled.
His weary eyes turned to mine.
"What we're you doing go here again.." he asked scratching his head.
"The confession... you kissed me before you went back to sleep.." I responded.
I walked back to the read and sat next to him although he didn't sit up straight he stared at me, then his face turned a perfect red to match his complexion.
"Oh.." He said.
"Im really sorry it came out like that.. what I really wanted to do was tell you I love you.. I guess I was all caught in my feelings he said while rubbing his weary eyes.
I giggled I couldn't help it— the first couple of times I didn't know how to express my feelings either.. it's kinda hard when your in love.
"So.. do you love me" I asked.
"Yes and I hope we can be together sooner or later." He replied.
I smiled so hard I felt my jaw felt like it had broken in two, but I couldn't stop smiling.
"Oh I love you so much!!" I said while pulling him into a hug.
This felt nice.. really nice.. is this what love feels like..?