Savior

The -L- Word

"Anthony, I need to tell you something." I say as we put everything away from the hospital.

"Shoot, you can tell me anything." He says, folding my penguin blanket and placing it neatly on the bed.

"Okay, so in the hospital, I had a dream, a nightmare. It's the night I woke up and you hugged me telling me it would be alright, and that you're there."

"Okay? And...?"

"Well, you had gotten really mad at me for leaving everybody who cared so much about me, and you left me. You said I was a bitch and that I should cut myself until I drown in my own puddle of blood. That's why I woke up in a panic, I thought it was real, it had felt so real."

My eyes started to fill with tears and I tried to blink them away.

"Aww. Baby! CAM! I would NEVER!!!"

He came over and hugged me from behind. "I promise you Cam. Never ever ever would I say such a thing. Look at me babe." He said and turned me to face him.

"You're so beautiful in every way possible. You're my idea of perfection. You're so sweet and loving, you're kind and funny, you're beautiful, and I can't even put into words how perfect you are." He leaned down and kissed me softly.

Then wiped my tears, which were now slowing falling from my eyes, with his thumbs and held my head in his hands.

I hugged him tightly and dug my face into his chest.

"I love you, Cam." He whispered in my hair, and I looked up into his eyes.

"W-what?"

"I love you, I don't care what you think, or anyone else. I know it hasn't been long, but I LOVE you. And I couldn't ask for anyone better."

"I love you too, Anthony." I tilt my head up and kiss him.

"Let's forget all of this for a little. Okay? Let's just lay down and talk and cuddle, and be us."

"Okay." I lay the 2 bags on the floor and crawl into the covers as Anthony walks around the other side.

He crawls in, grabs my waist, and pulls me closer to him.

I run my hands through his chocolate brown hair as he starts to play with the stings of his sweatshirt I'm still wearing.

"What's your biggest fear?" I ask him as I play with the collar of his T-shirt.

"My biggest fear? I don't know, to be honest. Losing the ones I care about, losing you. What's your biggest fear?" He asks.

I sit up and take my hair out of the messy bun and lay back down. "Clowns." I say and look up at him. "I'm kidding. My BIGGEST fear, would be hurting anybody. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. Because I know how it feels to be all of those three."

He runs his hands through my hair. "I'll be here. I'll protect you."

"And I'll be here for you." I say and dig my head into his chest.

He starts running his fingers along my back, drawing shapes and writing words.

"I'm falling asleep because of that!" I say, looking up at his smile, and I start to laugh.

"Then fall asleep. I don't mind." He kisses my forehead and I place my head back into his chest.

"I love you." I say.

"I love you too." And he draws a heart on my back.

~A.N.~
So tbh the cute little chapters bother me XD I feel like I'm being to cliché. But whateverrrr.
Stay beautiful
•xoxo•
~love, Jacqi~