Begin Again

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NOW PLAYING: Begin Again - Taylor Swift

A/N: Not much of a Swiftie but I really love this song and it matches the chapter xx

Y/N POV: 

I love you

Those words Cate said feels like a dream, am I dreaming?

Am I just drunk? 

I passed out  not having the chance to express what I feel for her, all I can remember is Cate cuddling with me, I was awaken by a kiss on the cheek

"Good morning baby " I can feel the heat rising on my cheeks

I hugged her tight and gave her a kiss on the lips, she grabbed me by my waist and pepper kissed my neck. 

"I can never get tired of this" I looked at her ocean eyes,
Cate laughs as she tickles me in various parts of my body.

"What do you want to eat?" she asked while I rest in her embrace

"Hmmm I'm feeling like restaurant?" 

"My pleasure" She whispered in my ears sending shivers down my spine

Cate and I dressed up and went to the restaurant, it was fancy and just right for our mood. Breakfast was ordered.

"Y/N? "

"Yes?"

"I'm really sorry for what happened"

Suddenly, everything came back to me, all the trauma, my heart began to race, she grabbed my hand and rubbed it under the table.

"This is not what I intend to do, sweetheart,"

Tears well up in my eyes, and I can't help but cry.

"I regret pushing you away because I was afraid you wouldn't accept how I felt, and I don't want to hurt you, baby."

Her voice trembles as she speaks, her eyes pleading, She's genuine. I realized how soft she is, how vulnerable she is with me, how pure and selfless her gestures are, is this what love feels?
I don't know what to answer, I haven't experienced feeling loved from my family to the people who surrounds me.

"Don't worry about me, I know you're doing everything you can to make me feel safe and comfortable." 

She gave me a warm smile and I smiled back

Cate I wanted to say how much I love you but I don't know how...

After our moment the food arrived and we eat. Cate decided to take me to a park, we sat at the bench enjoying the view,

 Cate decided to take me to a park, we sat at the bench enjoying the view,

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It was noon, and people began to leave to eat. We strolled back to the bench. I rest my head on Cate's shoulder, and just by looking at me, I can tell she truly admires me.  

I sit back up and turn to face her,

"I'm not an open person when it comes to my life, but right now I feel like I wanna share the rest of my life with you" I said without any hesitation

"I haven't felt anything like this, it's all new to me"

she tucked the hair behind my ears and rest her hand on my cheek

"Y/N you don't know how adorable you are right now" Cate cheekily said

"I'm ready to be a part of your world, Cate Blanchett"

Her face brightens, she captured my lips to give me a soft kiss

"I love you, Y/N" 

It's hard to resist but If this works I will be the happiest woman in the world.

We walk towards the exit hand by hand and returned to Cate's house,

We arrived with giggles on our face

I feel safe whenever I enter her room, maybe it's because she's my home. 

She opened her TV and turned to me, 

"Would you like to watch a movie, sweetheart?" 

Cate asks, the sunlight illuminating her eyes.

I was caught mesmerized by her face it is the most beautiful sight. I nod, my gaze fixed on hers.

Despite closing the curtain blinds, the sun light peaks through, illuminating the room. Cate came back to the room with a dozen of fresh strawberries and a champagne, 

"Wait, are we going to party instead?"

We cuddled while watching as she lay next to me.

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The movie ended, and I could feel myself becoming intoxicated by the champagne, so Cate was rubbing my arms and legs the entire time, and nothing feels more relaxing than her hands. 

I turned to her and gave her a soft peck on the lips, she rest her hands on my neck kissing me softly, her lips were soft and filled with an addicting taste of champagne, she remove the pieces of my hair from my face,

"You're the most precious woman" 

She kissed my neck all the way down to my collar bone, at this moment everything feel so light. 

I kissed the back of her ears down to her neck, her perfume lingering on my nose as I became intoxicated by her scent. 

She hugged me tight, 

"I love you too, Cate Blanchett"

I whisper falling asleep in her arms 

she is my comfort after all





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