Barely Holding On (OcxOC Naruto story)

12~ See you soon, Kailo

~Rino POV~

I gripped the pen tightly, and started the note.

The first one was for Orini:

Dear, Orini

Thank you for being a great friend to me. I never knew you that well, but you were always so kind to me. I enjoyed your bright personality, and positive attitude no matter what, it made me feel like we could do anything. You need to tell Jayra how you really feel before it's too late. She deserves to know, and you two would be perfect for each other. Don't mourn over me forever, and make sure to never let your positivity fade, or this whole world will be doomed.

Thank you,

Rino

The next one was for both my sensei's:

Dear, Shikamaru and Konohamaru sensei

I don't know if this comes as a surprise or not to you that I'm doing this. By the time you read this, I'm probably long gone by now. Please make sure Julo and Orini don't kill each other. Thank you for always being there for me, and cheering me on from the shadows. I know you did your best to help me, and I really appreciate that. All the time you spent training me. I will always be forever grateful to you, for all the kindness you've shown me over the years. Just remember that none of this was your fault so please don't blame yourself one bit. None of this was your fault, you did everything you could to help me, unfortunately I was just beyond help. Continue your quest of helping kids become amazing people and ninjas, I believe you will change the world someday. You both meant more to me than you could ever have imagined.

Thanks for everything,

Rino

Then came the last one.

Julo.

Dear, Julo

Ok, where to start? You've always been such a great person to me, even when I treated you like shit, you still had a smile on your face, and forgave me. I still don't know how you managed that, but know I know you probably won't forgive me for this, and that kinda hurts, but I know this world will be better off without me. Without the boyfriend killer. This is hard to say, but Julo, I love you. I know you probably don't feel the same as me, but I just had to tell you. I pushed you away because I knew I would just end up hurting you at some point. You don't deserve this, but I guess that's what happens. I really wanted to be with you, but I knew it was for the better. I mean who would want to be with a boyfriend killer. So uh yeah, I love you Julo, I have for a while now, but eh now you can live in peace knowing that I didn't get to be with you, and end up killing you. Please, please, please don't blame yourself for this, it wasn't your fault I promise, I don't want you living with the burden of this for the rest of your life, you don't deserve it. And this wasn't because of the argument we had earlier, even though it wasn't really an argument, it was more of me just yelling at you. I'm really sorry about that. Thanks for everything you've done for me, you've truly been such a nice person to me, despite knowing my past. I really appreciate the other night, how you comforted me, and made me feel like maybe I was worth it, but then sense came back to me. I'm leaving you in charge of Ash, and Zel, Zel was my sister's dragon, please take good care of them, and give them the love I couldn't give them. Take care of yourself, and find someone good for you, someone a lot better than me, and I hope you continue to be happy after that

Thank you, I love you,

Rino

By the time I was finished with Julo's, I was crying a lot.

I set the three notes on my bed, in plain sight, so whoever comes looking for me, if anyone does, will see them. I then went to the bathroom, and looked at myself in the mirror. I didn't even see myself anymore, I only saw a monster that deserved to die.

TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT

I grabbed one of the kunai that stabbed Kailo, stared at it for a few seconds, then stabbed myself in the stomach with it, wasting no time. Quickly my vision started going black around the edges. I managed to say one last thing before blacking out, "I'll see you soon, Kailo." I then smiled as I felt myself hit the floor, and closed my eyes, letting the kunai do it's thing.

Omg I'm with this ending of the chapter. Just ahhhhh. Also cliffhangers losers. Thanks so much for reading it means the world. I hope you enjoyed. I hope you have an awesome day/night. You're loved and appreciated <3

~Z

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