Barely Holding On (OcxOC Naruto story)

2~ The Shouting From Below

TW~ Suicidal thoughts, language, and panick attacks.

"I'm sorry?! Is that all you have to say! You took everything from me! You ruined my already fucked up life! You took what little I had left away! Now I have absolutely nothing!" I screamed.

I couldn't breathe anymore. I was panicking, I think. Was I having a panic attack? A heart attack? Am I dying? I couldn't tell anymore. I just layed on the floor sobbing, and possibly dying.

I quickly fell asleep, completely exhausted from yelling at sensei and everything else. I had nightmares. No surprise. 

I woke up suddenly on the couch in lord hokage's office. I couldn't find where he was though.

"So, you're finally awake."

I was surprised to see him, sitting on the edge of the couch, staring at me with concern in his eyes. I used to admire all the hokage, and I used to want to be hokage, before everything happened, and I lost all motivation to do anything. So now I don't have a dream, or a goal. I don't even have a purpose anymore I guess.

"Yeah, sorry for being such a bother, I'll go now. I'm really sorry for yelling at you I know it wasn't your fault," I replied trying to quickly run out of the office, figuring I was going to be lectured. I hate being lectured.

I ran out the door, and down the hall.

"Wait a second Rino," he called after me.

I didn't listen to him. I just kept running as the tears were falling from my face. I didn't know where I was going, but I ran. 

I finally decided to run home, even though I hated it there. I didn't care.

I came bursting through the door, and ran straight to my room without stopping or looking back. He wasn't home. Good. I grabbed my gear off my bed, and ran outside.

I just kept running. I didn't care who I bumped along the way. I jumped on the roof of a building, and then to another, then another. I went until I made it all the way to the abandoned building on the south side of the village.

I jumped up to the top, and dangled my legs over the edge. How easily it would be to 'fall off' the edge. No one would notice. No one would come looking for me. I didn't matter enough.

I was about to slip over the edge, when I heard his voice. I couldn't do it. Not now. Now with him here. I couldn't do that to him. I carefully ducked back down behind the ledge, and layed my head against the cold slabs of the building.

Thanks for reading. It really means a lot to me! I hope you all have a great dat/night. Make sure to eat something and drink some water!

~Z

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