Maniac// HyunLix X Reader

Chapter Twelve: Choices

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Hyunjin flopped down on his messy couch and threw some discarded clothes on the floor to make room for me. He patted the empty spot next to him and before I could sit down, Felix hopped over the back of the sofa and stole my spot. He settled in and grinned at me.

"You snooze you lose y/nie." He winked at me flirtatiously and then cuddled into Hyunjin. His head rested on his shoulder and Felix draped his arm around Hyunjin's slender waist.

"Thanks Lix. It's not like I just saved your butt's or anything." I pointed out as I kicked some clothes away to make space on the floor. This was definitely a single guys apartment. It had bachelor pad written all over it. I crossed my legs and leaned back on my hands as I stared up at the ceiling. The dimly lit, safe room was a comfort after the three hours we had spent running around hiding from the cops. My lungs were still burning with the intensity of a raging fire, and I wasn't sure I would ever be able to feel my numb legs again.

"Y/nie! Come heeeere!" Felix held his hand out and opened and closed it like a small child as he pouted down at me. "I want you to cuddle with us. You never do it anymore." He whined loudly. I couldn't help smiling and slowly got to my feet.

I barely made it close enough to the sofa, before Lix grabbed my wrist and pulled me down on top of him and Hyunjin. They each wrapped one arm around me and I placed my arms on their shoulders.

"That's better." Hyunjin whispered directly into my ear. An excited chill ran down my spine and Lix's arms tightened around my waist. They moved their legs so I could slide in between them and I placed my hands in my lap as they both dropped their heads onto my shoulders.

"Your hands are tiny." Felix cooed as he played with my fingers and began comparing his against mine. I looked down at it, and next to Felix's hand, mine was tiny.

"Thanks I guess?" Hyunjin took my other hand and held it in his, and I could feel my cheeks burning. These two were making me incredibly flustered and I almost felt like I couldn't breathe.

"Guys what is up with you tonight?!" I questioned as I slapped Felix's hand off my my thigh and pulled my hand out of Hyunjin's. Why were they all over me? It was as though the thrill of the chase had got them both way over excited.

"Are we not allowed to cuddle you?" Felix asked as he rubbed the back of his hand, and pouted at being slapped.

"Of course, but you're both practically groping at me. It's weird." I stated as I pulled a face.

"Or maybe, you're just too busy denying your feelings, and you refuse to admit you're into one, or both of us Y/nie." Hyunjin's hand fell onto my knee and he gently squeezed as he massaged the area.

"I-I-" Felix pressed his lips to my neck and it was like an electric spark had just reset my body. I relaxed my tensed muscles and leaned my head back slightly, enjoying the sensation of his tongue, gently caressing my skin. This had come out of nowhere.

Was this happening for real?

"L-Lix-" Jin's slender forefinger pressed to my lips and before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I froze and stared deep into his brown orbs as he stared deep into my own eyes. His lips were so soft and plump I never wanted to part from them. He was practically irresistible anyway, but this, this was incredible.

Was this how they got so many girls? His eyes fluttered shut and I couldn't help giving into them both slightly. I pressed my lips to Hyunjin's and felt the corners of his mouth lift as he smiled slightly. His hand tightened around my knee, and he slowly slid it up my thigh, squeezing and massaging my muscles as he went.

Then I got a hold of my senses. I pulled away from Hyunjin, and quickly got to my feet. They both stared at me in confusion and horror. They obviously hadn't expected me to resist.

"Guys! I'm not your little toy!" I snapped as I tucked my hair behind my ears and fanned my face with my hand. "I refuse to be just another notch on your bedposts!"

"Y/nie! It's not like that!" Felix insisted as he stood up and stepped towards me. I held my hand up, indicating he should stop.

"Please, don't. I can't do this. Not like this." I mumbled as Idropped my head and stared down at the ground. The thought of telling them my true feelings was way too much to handle. I ran my fingers through my tangled hair and sighed.

"OK, just come and sit back down. We're sorry. We won't pull anything like that again." Hyunjin said quietly as he offered his hand in my direction. I bit my lip and hesitated before slowly seating myself back on the sofa between them. Felix settled his head in my lap and Hyunjin pulled my head onto his shoulder. I settled back down and got comfortable as we stared at the television. Some stupid comedy film was on and I finally felt more normal again.

Today had been totally wild, I had never done anything so daring and I couldn't believe they had just both simultaneously kissed me.

"Jin," I whispered quietly into his ear as I gently ran my fingers through Felix's soft blonde strands. His eyes were closed and the smallest smile had settled on his perfect freckled face. Hyunjin looked down and we exchanged a small  look as Felix relaxed into sleep.

"He's so cute." Hyunjin murmured as he placed his arm around my shoulders. "Almost as cute as you." I cuddled in closer to Hyunjin and felt him press his lips softly against my head.

"You're such a flirt Jin. No wonder all the girls want you." I mumbled.

"Not all of them. Not the one I really want." He replied quietly. I lifted my head slightly and looked into his eyes, behind the bravado, there was actually a sweet human being. One who was deeply caring, and wanted to be loved. It was obvious from the sad disconnected look in his eyes, as he examined my face.

"I never said I didn't want you Jin. Just not like this. I-I'm not ready."

"You are. You just won't let yourself be free Y/nie. You're so closed off and guarded you can't see what your heart is telling you." He said quietly. "I don't know who hurt you, but you need to know, Lix and I won't. This isn't some weird passing fling."

"Jin stop it." I murmured.

"Why? Is the truth difficult to hear?" He asked as his eyes drifted down to my lips and then back to my eyes again. He looked like he was ready to devour me. I wanted him to.

"No. I just know if we start this, I won't be able to stop myself."

"Why would you stop yourself? Why are you denying yourself happiness?" His face inched closer to mine, and I couldn't move. My eyes were glued to his and I couldn't escape that sexy hypnotic stare.

"I don't know." I whispered as his nose grazed mine. This time I wouldn't stop him. As much as I tried to deny it. Hwang Hyunjin and Lee Felix were incredible, and I wanted them. His lips touched mine, and I pressed my face to his. My hand rested on his neck and, before I knew it, his tongue and mine met.

Lix was sleeping peacefully in my lap, as Hyunjin and I shared a passionate make out session. One I had been craving for weeks. I couldn't help feeling a pang in my chest, almost like I was betraying Felix as he enjoyed the rest he clearly needed. But I didn't want to lose this moment. I wanted to stay in it forever.

I was finally giving in. These maniacs had me in a way no one ever would.

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AND SO IT BEGINS.

I wonder how Lix is gonna feel about this...

Anyway sorry for the slow updates!

I'm gonna be back full time soon!

Ilysm ❤❤❤

Thank you for reading!