"You're wasting your time, you know that, right?" the blond confronts her, capturing her in his arms. "Adrien doesn't deserve you Marinette, he will never appreciate you!"
The brunette pushes him back uninterested.
"And you do?" she arches an eyebro...
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" Marinette, what did you do?" Alya consulted the crying girl as she sobbed in her arms. They were in the baking shop, in Marinette's room, which looked like a disaster! All the pictures with Adrian were ripped off her chart, and the room was a general mess.
It was miss Dupain-chang who called Alya, and that after Marinette's violent meltdown, not even her parents could get her out of.
" What I had to, Alya!"
The fox girl squeezed her forehead between her thumbs.
" Marinette you wanted your whole high school career to tell Adrien how you felt, and now you are telling me you don't want to see him again?"
The Chinese girl sobbed.
" I am tired, Alya. Tired of seeking and waiting from unreachable things," she quoted Felix," I am a good person, I been good my whole life. I deserve to be loved, don't I? You have no idea how much my love for Adrian made me lose in life! Why am I saying this? Because I myself don't know! I hurt Luca, who loved me so much, who was honest and let me go when he saw that I was unhappy! I rejected all those healthy relationships for an unrealistic dream! I ruined my life!"
" Now, don't be so rough with yourself dear," Alya brushed her tears off," first loves are always painful, that's the way it goes. "
" It wasn't the first love!," Marinette cried even more," it would have been a first love if he answered back. It was just a stupid crush, that ruined my life!"
" Marinette-"
" I won't ever fall in love Alya! "
" Don't say that !"
" I can't, I am tired. I don't want to be hurt again."
History has proven that the first loves in our teens were the most painful. We remember those love our whole life, sometimes we treasure them, other times we look back with pain and bitterness and wish they never were. And that our life would have been better without them. Some call unshared love, a natural thing in our lives, a passage we must get through and live on with our lives and mostly ourselves.
But some people are fragile, like glass, when they give their all, and end up in heartbreak, the dread of feeling the same pain again makes them fearful to start new relationships or change their current ones.
" I don't know what to do Alya, I can't keep seeing them at school. It breaks me apart! My heart can't take it!"
" Marinette," Alya paused," I am sorry, I don't have the words..."
" I can't believe I say this but I wish I stayed in the U.K." the half-Chinese confesses the words she otherwise would never utter, not even in her most haunted dreams.
" Marinette stop!" Alya screamed suddenly almost pushing her," Stop you will be akumatised! Your family and the people who love you don't deserve that!
