Chapter 40

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Y/N's POV

i stood at the door just thinking about what Punz and Nick said "could it be true" i was still couldn't believe anything they said 'but what if it's true?, how come i can't remember anything? could it be that i actually have a family i can't remember about' i thought as i got up from the floor and looked out the window seeing the trees from afar, suddenly i heard a knock on the door "go away" i said thinking it was probably Punz or Nick "Its me.. Clay" Clay said as i walked to the door unlocking it

I opened it slightly seeing Clay stand there "are you okay?" he said in a calm tone, i couldn't really speak as i simply ran to him pulling him in to a hug, he gently hugged back "i'm very confused Clay and i don't know how to deal with it" i said as i pulled him inside my room as i closed the door behind me "what are you confused about?" he said as he sat at the edge of my bed "Clay i want to know what happened to me?, why can't i remember a thing, how come i couldn't remember having a sibling? why can't i remember lots of things?"

Dream's POV

i didn't expect her to question me with so many questions, They said it would be two to three, yet it feels like hundreds, 'i don't like being questioned or being sentimental but if it helps her than i'll do it, it's worth a shot' i gently tapped the side of the bed for her to sit, in which she listened "Y/n, i know it's hard to face something that's real, even if you wished it was all just a dream or nightmare, what ever you prefer to call it, you would wish it all away and back to your old self again.. i sure wish i could to, just look at me" i said standing up showing her the beast i was now

"who could love a beast, everyone is to afraid to even get near me" i said as i faced the window frustrated i can't be human 'if only she knew how i actually looked like, she might actually like me' i thought "don't say that Clay, i'm here, i'm not afraid of you, you showed me kindness, you care for my well being, you've been nice ever since.." she stop talking making me face her, seeing her look at the ground "since when?" i questioned her "i- i don't know, i.. can't remember, ugh i hate how can't remember!" she sat back down on the bed putting her hands on her face

Part of me felt bad she was struggling, she is actually a nice person, just not when she gets to touchy or when she is angry, i'm actually beginning to like her... 'what? hold up! no no no stop! she is your prisoner and it'll stay that way.. right' i walked over and sat next to Y/n "the reason you can't remember is because of the antidote we gave you" i said as she looked up "what? an antidote? what antidote?"

"it was an antidote to wake you up after- *sighs* 'i can't believe i'm actually doing this' after you fell into some sort of sleeping state, we tried everything to wake you up using potions, tea my mother made, and more, but we found something out" "found what out?" i took a deep breath "the truth is.. your no ordinary human Y/n your half enderman, which is why you have memory issue, which is why you can't remember Sapnap or as you know him by his real name Nick" i explained to Y/n as her eyes widen

"i'm- i'm half enderman, how.. how did that happen, what?" but just listening to her she was beyond confused as so was i "about that we have no clue, we found out later on when you were in the sleeping state" "okay so, when i woke up from the sleeping state i already had trouble with my memory but since you gave me the antidote, i lost complete memory? why would you try to erase my mind? did i find something out that you knew i shouldn't like last time i went to your room? the way you don't let anyone inside! why are you trying to wipe my memory! what are you hiding!" "I'M USING YOU TO BECOME HUMAN, OKAY is that what you wanna hear!" i simply lost it now, i was now irritated, angry lost in my own head

Y/N's POV

i couldn't believe what he said, i was lost for words, i cried as i ran out the room not carrying who was in the way 'i'm leaving this place, this is all to much for me' "Y/n where are you going" "thats none of your concern" i said as i slowed down a bit noticing Nick, my brother at the other end of the hall "Y/n?" "i'm sorry big brother" is all i said before running out not even it was dark and raining hard, i took a deep breath and ran out to the forest as a tear fell from my face

i heard sizzling sounds coming from my arms that covered my head as i wince in pain, but that wasn't the worse part, the worse part was that i was actually liking my home 'well if it actually really was my home, who knows my memory is just a blur' i continued to run through the trees, it sucked being half endermen, it meant having a few common things they had, like memory loss, and water being your enemy, which is what i hate in this moment, the water seemed to find it's was from the trees to the ground, having a few drops touch me, it wasn't a lot but i still got annoyed "why can't i just be happy, just when i thought i was living a good happy life, everything came crashing down on me.. why, why me" i said falling on my knees as i cried

Ranboo's POV

I woke up shivering, i don't know why but i was feeling itchy, my arms were the first to become itchy, i began to scratch them, it wouldn't stop as my legs suddenly being to feel itchy 'what is happening?' i thought as my body was now itchy, i needed help "Phil! Wilbur! Techno! anyone awake!?" i yelled out not to loudly since it was late at night, but loud enough for someone to hear

i got up and walk over to the potions bottle seeing if i could find something to stop the irritation, just as i made it to the table i heard the door open "Ranboo? you called buddy?" it was Wilbur "Wilbur oh thank god your awake, please come help me, my body feels as if it were dipped in water multiple times" i said scratching my arms and body "oh goodness, let me help you!" he said running down the stairs as he helped me find the right potion "here drink this it'll calm you down" he said handing me a potion

In which i took and drank it immediately relaxing myself "now that's better" "what happened?" Wilbur asked as i shrugged "i don't know i was sleeping then out of nowhere i felt burning, sort of like needles being dug into my skin, it's pretty weird if you ask me, not a feeling you wish to feel.. ever" i said rubbing my arms not feeling the pain anymore "that's really weird do you think it had to do with the connections you have? you know what someone takes a particle?" he explained to me

i shrug "but with who?" "i don't kno- wait i think i know with who" he said running up the stairs, seconds later seeing him come back down with a book "what's that?" "it's Phil's book, he writes everything here on what goes on, like: things about what happens here in l'manburg, about Tommy, Tubbo, Techno, you and i even.. Y/n? what is she doing here?" he said making my head click 'Y/n? Y/n? Ranboo help me.. Y/N!' "Oh god" I said putting my hands on my head "what's wrong Ranboo?" "It's Y/n! She is in trouble"

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