Friends with Benefits

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T.W: drama, cheating, yelling, drinking, kissing (Nick's P.O.V )

It was 20 minutes before the party. I stood in front of my mirror admiring myself.

I heard whistling behind me.

" Look at you hot stuff" Philip said. My heart dropped remembering what I did.

Keep it cool I thought. Philip came up behind me and hugged me from behind.

" You know~ we have 20 minutes till the party~" He said running his hand down my chest to my pants.

I pulled away quickly.

" My parents are home " I lied.

" Fine...after the party? " Philip asked.

I sighed " maybe "

He sat on my bed and took his phone out. I kept staring at myself in the mirror.

" Soooo..about what we did, " I said. He looked up from his phone and stared at me cocking one eyebrow.

" Yesss? " 

I turned around and looked at him tears filling my eyes.

" I don't love you! " I said.

Philip went quiet.

" I love Ryan! I don't know why I did what I did when I didn't love you!" I said. I started to cry.

He looked at me then the ground.

" Were you a virgin? " Philip asked.

" Huh? oh...yes " I said.

Philip looked mad. I went to hug him but he pushed me away.

" No...you messed up already you can't just change it by hugging me! " Philip yelled.

I was crying by then. I felt stupid real stupid.

" You whore.." He finally said before storming out of my room.

I stood there for a second. I couldn't cry, I wasn't mad, I just didn't feel anything. I grabbed my phone and stared at the time.

" SHIT I GOTTA GO! " I yelled. I ran outside and called Ryan to pick me up.

.............................................

Ryan pulled up to a brown and gray two story house. I opened the door and stepped out the house was already packed with people.

" Babe!! " Rachael yelled, running up to Ryan. She was wearing a red dress with white gloves.

I groaned and walked pass them as they kissed.

I found Ted and a couple of other friends.

" Hey you guys want some drinks? " Ted asked. I raised my hand and so did Ryan.

" Woah the rest of you are pussy's bro, " Ted said. He walked up to the drinking corner and grabbed a couple of beers.

I caught a glance of Ryan. He was wearing a stripped shirt and blue buckled jeans with his hair fluffed up.

" Oooo why are you staring at Ryan?~ " Ted asked. I stared at Ted trying to think of something to say.

" Because uh...he looks good? " I said. Ryan took a sip of his beer and stared at me winking. I blushed and crushed my cup.

Ryan pulled me by the shirt and leaned in " follow me " he whispered.

I threw my cup away and followed Ryan away from the crowd into an empty room.

.....

" 10$ that there gonna fuck " Ted said.

" Bet " Paige said taking her wallet out.

.....

He pushed me up against the wall.

" what are you doing! this is wrong, were just friends! plus you have a girlfriend" I said. Ryan went down to my neck and slowly started kissing it.

" Mmmm" I moaned.

" Let me correct you " Ryan said " were friends with benefits "

I looked up at him.

" What about Rachael? " I asked.

" Fuck man she cheated on me " Ryan said.

" How! you guys were perfectly fine when I saw you " I said

" I wasn't staring at you Nick I was staring at Rachael making out with some guy " He said.

" Oh shit "

" Yeah now stop asking questions " Ryan said kissing me again.

My mind was going crazy. I couldn't believe it! I was kissing Ryan!.

" WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK RYAN!! " I heard Rachael yell. She stood in the door way with her hands down to her sides.

" FUCK WHAT?? I SAW YOU MAKING OUT WITH SOME GUY! " Ryan yelled.

" how did you see that...?" She asked.

" I'M NOT FUCKING BLIND RACHAEL!! WERE OVER " Ryan yelled.

Rachael stared at Ryan who grabbed my arm and pulled me out of the room.

She gave me a death stare as I passed her.

" Hey hey! I can walk on my own you know! " I said. He was crying.

I stopped by his car and stood there under the moonlight watching him cry.

" Let's go to my house we could watch movies maybe get your mind off Rachael " I said.

Ryan wiped his tears away and smiled. " Yeah let's do that "

I smiled back and sat inside the car.

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