come back to me ✧ camren

prologue

i awoke at 3:00am, pain in my heart and stinging in my eyes. this always happens. every single night. i miss her so much and it pains me. the touch of her delicate palms on my torso. and her precious lips against mine. how i would trace her neck with my pointer finger. lauren jauregui. the only one i wanted. it's been two months since she's been off with luis. she left me standing in the street outside her house, in the rain. i remember that day like it was yesterday. i still have our polaroid photographs and the record that reminds me of her everytime i play it. i still have her initials tattooed on my wrist and i know i will never have the courage to get it removed. she's implanted into every part of me. my soul is taken by her. my veins ache for her touch. it feels like i can't get air into my lungs when i see her around town. come back to me...